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can you be utterly and madly in love with me for one second

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I'm reading about Lumia and it's fucking wild, genetically altered oral bacteria (to prevent tooth decay) that could pass between people by kissing etc. They're distributing it as a cosmetic without any proper trials...this is some zombie sci fi material

#ideas

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A dragon with eczema, is that anything?

#an enemies-to-friends human who helps it to apply ointment and helps it to scratch without hurting itself #the arguments when the human's worried they've scratched an area too much and the dragon is like 'but the itch'

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do me a solid and just reblog this saying what time it is where you are and what you’re thinking about in the tags.

#2.06am and I am thinking about dragons

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Thinking about people changing.

I recently went for lunch with someone I went to college with who I've only seen once at a mutual friends wedding in the last 12 years (it turns out we work round the corner from each other now). She was talking about her OCD diagnosis and how she struggles but manages it now. With hindsight, it's obvious she was dealing with a lot of anxiety that contributed to making her a bit judgy in our teens, but it's so nice to see her grown up and with the support she needs.

My friend who was always the most ardent critic of marriage is getting married next summer.

Another friend willingly went to a pretentious cocktail bar for their anniversary that we were furious about being tricked into going to the first time we went there.

I'm sure I change too, but it doesn't feel like it.

#Just musing #and thought the cocktail thing was funny bc that friend was complaining about the anti-marriage friend getting married #I will never enjoy paying £10 for a drink not the experience for me

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I think I'm going to put a pause on knitting and try to write this weekend

#you can all boo me if i don't

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I'm so used to making my own queer headcanons for characters that I forgot blorbo from my show actually came out last season

#one of my comfort characters #honestly I go feral for a messy bisexual and deep rooted found family #I love them all #there's something about bisexual characters when the original creators never intended them that way that is just *chefs kiss*

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If anyone wants to know how single I am...I've now finished knitting two pairs of socks

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I saw the ship video and now it's 2am and I'm yearning for adventure

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#the sea she calls to me #I've been on the sails of a tall ship! #once and once only bc I'm shit scared of heights

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Open for booping

#also i hate to say it #but poking still exists on facebook

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I feel like in theory i would like podcasts, but I struggle to find any I actually like

#i am really hungover and cant face watching any more tv

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#the sea she calls to me

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Lisa Frankenstein would have broken me as a teenager

#it was really good

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My toxic trait is that if I had a partner/friend with superhuman strength I'd still wanna do all the heavy lifting to show how strong I am

#like that post about the girl carrying all the chairs bc the teacher asked the boys to do it #i am stocky damn it i got strongth and will use it #if I can move it myself i will #it is through sheer h&s respect and patience that I havent moved the filing cabinets at work #like i could but im not risk assessed for it lol #I may or may not be watching smallville can neither confirm nor deny

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At last!

Here is all of the art I have made for Wilds of Eldraine: Enchanting Tales!

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Me pre energy drink: everything is awful and terrible and bad I wanna rot in bed

Me after energy drink: omg I fucking love answering emails, send me another one, yeaaahh, everything is good I feel so normal

#fatigue tag #i am a toddler and have to treat myself as such #also reminder to myself that being grumpy can just be a symptom of my fatigue and not anything deeper #im determined to get back into writing soon it will happen