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What is with people trying to ruin my fasts. I swear if there weren’t kids involved I just simply would not go

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This!

Maybe it feels good in the moment, but food will never make you happy.

Feeling your b0nes will.

Never hearing that groan of struggle when someone picks you up will.

“You’re so sk1nny!” will.

Always having to check for a smaller size will.

Fiddling with your thin fingers will.

Seeing your ribs jut out when you stretch will.

Feeling yourself nearly get blown away with a strong gust of wind will.

The stares from strangers will.

Being the thinnest person in the room will.

Feeling tiny in other people’s clothes will.

Your thighs never touching will.

Everything feeling too heavy to lift will.

A few bites in and already full will.

Food never will.

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I feel so disgusting. Starting a fast & gonna push myself to extend it as far as possible. Fasting makes me feel so clean

#ana body check #anor3c1a #light as a feather #pro for me not for thee #thinsperation #thinspø #tw ana rant #i need to lose so much weight #anorexies

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Im genuinely so terrified that my moms gonna make me eat dinner with her. Im staying with her for a few days and a lot of the time she always tries to make me eat. Makes me feel so guilty for not eating her food.

Update: she had me eat. And then was ‘worried about my eating habits’

#ana body check #anor3c1a #light as a feather #pro for me not for thee #thinsperation #thinspø #tw ana rant #i need to lose so much weight #anorexies

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Oh how I love Facebook

#ana body check #anor3c1a #light as a feather #pro for me not for thee #thinsperation #thinspø #tw ana rant #i need to lose so much weight #anorexies

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Day 6, 7, 8

Sorry for not posting

I try not to binge because I always feel like shit after. I’m starting to get better at restricting to the point I don’t eat over 50 cals tho. Of course if it does happen I just work it off. I don’t like being the person who starves especially around the family kiddos

None of my family except my boyfriend know. My boyfriend says “you don’t need to lose weight but if it’s what you want I’ll try my best to support you” and honestly he helps me so much not to go over my limit. We brainstorm different meal plans all the time and he never pressures me to do what I’m uncomy with which imo is the greatest blessing ever

My workout routine involves a lot of walking on my walking pad but for days where my body permits it I like to do jumping jacks, sit ups, v sits, and stuff like that for abs. Whenever I’m able to I try and burn at least 500 cals on my watch

#ana body check #anor3c1a #light as a feather #pro for me not for thee #thinsperation #thinspø #tw ana rant #i need to lose so much weight #anorexies

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I think I’ve hit rock bottom. Literally gentle parenting myself into not binging.

“You’ve already had your calories for the day at lunch. You can have a drink. You have 3 choices of what you want to drink” then listed the choices to myself.

Literally said that. Out loud. To myself.

But I guess if it works 🙃✌️

#ana body check #anor3c1a #light as a feather #pro for me not for thee #thinsperation #thinspø #tw ana rant #i need to lose so much weight #anorexies

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Remember why you started!

#ana body check #anor3c1a #light as a feather #pro for me not for thee #thinsperation #thinspø #tw ana rant #i need to lose so much weight #anorexies

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This months choices are next months body 💋

#ana body check #anor3c1a #light as a feather #pro for me not for thee #thinsperation #thinspø #tw ana rant #i need to lose so much weight #anorexies

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Discipline or regret

#ana body check #anor3c1a #light as a feather #pro for me not for thee #thinsperation #thinspø #tw ana rant #i need to lose so much weight #anorexies

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☀️Summer thinspo☀️

#ana body check #anor3c1a #light as a feather #pro for me not for thee #thinsperation #thinspø #tw ana rant #i need to lose so much weight #anorexies

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Day 5

I’ve always had this. Like literally. It started when I was 8 or 9. I’ve always been back and forth and I was recovered for about 5 years before I relapsed. But this time I’m doing it for me. Not the approval of anyone else. Sure the attention I get when they realize I wasn’t kidding by will be nice. They’ll finally know what they’ve done to me. But it’s mostly about the control I feel when doing this. I have full control over myself and I never want to let it go. Some people say knowledge is power. For me though, control is power.

#ana body check #anor3c1a #light as a feather #pro for me not for thee #thinsperation #thinspø #tw ana rant #i need to lose so much weight #anorexies

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Day 4

My greatest fear would probably be gaining it all back one day after I hit my ugw. I know that’s probably not gonna happen tho. On the flip side, if I don’t stop I’ll die. And it won’t be fun anymore

#ana body check #anor3c1a #light as a feather #pro for me not for thee #thinsperation #thinspø #tw ana rant #i need to lose so much weight #anorexies

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If you’re gonna have an ed. At least be smart with it and don’t let it always control every aspect of your life 24/7. Have a few bites when you’re with your friends and family. Let loose a bit. Don’t waste your life away on starving and all that. You can always work out after.

If you let it control you, you’re never gonna be happy and it’ll always lead to a binge or breakdown.

#ana body check #anor3c1a #light as a feather #pro for me not for thee #thinsperation #thinspø #tw ana rant #i need to lose so much weight #anorexies

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My bf is getting worried about me. I ended my fast but since he’s worried I’m not gonna cal count today. Just use my baby plate so he sees that I’m eating

#ana body check #anor3c1a #light as a feather #pro for me not for thee #thinsperation #thinspø #tw ana rant #i need to lose so much weight #anorexies

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Day 3

She’s my all time thinspo. Everything she does looks gorgeous & effortless. We also have similar features so I probably won’t be far off at my ugw

#ana body check #anor3c1a #light as a feather #pro for me not for thee #thinsperation #thinspø #tw ana rant #i need to lose so much weight #anorexies

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3d art/thinspo

All was found on Pinterest

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