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MAL and ALINA in S2E01 No Shelter But Me

#VIS. #DYN. / M. ORETSEV. #aggie pspspspps this is for u

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𝐊𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐎𝐕. There had been a time when words had been the only place he could find solace. No book ever lost patience with him or told him to sit still. When his tutors had thrown up their hands in frustration, it was the library that had taught Nikolai military history, strategy, chemistry, astronomy. Each spine had been an open door away whispering, Come in, come in. Here is the land you’ve never seen before. Here is a place to hide when you’re frightened, to play when you’re bored, to rest when the world seems unkind.

ind. private , selective and heavily headcanon based nikolai lantsov from leigh bardugo's grishaverse. sailed by sasha.

#P. #!!!!!

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& .˚      found  family  prompts.      (   it is a very loved dynamic so here are some memes to go wild with it.  these are mainly fluff, supportive and some emotional ones.  to reverse the action prompts,  send ( prompt ) +  )

“   you’re not alone,  not anymore .   ”

“   i didn’t really have anyone before you guys .   ”

“   thank you for everything you’ve done for me .   ”

“   you’re my family .   ”

“   you’re my family,  screw what everyone else says .   ”

“   i now have a life i like living because of your support .   ”

“   you’re the best thing that ever happened to me .   ”

“   hey, i got you .   ”

“   let us take care of you .   ”

“   a fight doesn’t change anything between us .   ”

“   we still care about you .   ”

“   you know you can talk to me about anything, right ?   ”

“   if you need anything i’ll be there for you .   ”

“   you’ll always have a place with us .   ”

“   i’ve got your back .   ”

“   i love you .   ”

“   do you want a hug ?   ”

“   i’m here,  i promise .   ”

“   i’m not going anywhere .   ”

“   are you okay ?   ”

“   hey, [name].  tell me what’s wrong .   ”

“   i’m going to prank [name],  do you want to help me ?   ”

“   you’re one of us now .   ”

actions.

( hug )  -  for the sender’s muse to hug the receiver’s muse after an emotional moment .

( kiss )  -  for the sender’s muse to kiss the receiver’s muse on the forehead, head, cheek, [insert where you want ] .

( bed )  -  for the sender’s muse to join the receiver’s muse on their bed and cuddle after a long day .

( food )  -  for our muses to cook together .

( tears ) - for the sender’s muse to wipe the receiver’s muse tears .

( blanket )  -  for the sender’s muse to place a blanket on top of the receiver’s muse after a hard day / after they’ve fallen asleep somewhere .

( help )  -  for the sender’s muse to patch the receiver’s muse up .

( reconciliation )  -  for our muse to make up after a fight .

( fun )  -  for our muses to spent the day doing fun activities together .

( protect )  -  for the sender’s muse to step between the receiver’s muse and a threat to protect them .

#PROMPTS.

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𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐄. Your fire is awfully bright but I'm a monster from the shadows. I'm a creature of the night.

Before his heart was pierced by the thorn and his screaming body was swallowed by the thorn wood tree, he uttered his last words: "My name is Aleksander Morozova, but I have had hundred names and I have committed a thousand crimes. I am not sorry. I do not repent! All I did, I did for Ravka!".

I'm the ruler of you nightmares , when you sleep and when you wake. I'm the winner of a game , that you never asked to play.

ind. private and selective aleksander morozova of leigh bardugo's grishaverse. mixed influences. heavily headcanon based. contained by sasha.

#P. #i am just a humble stan in constant awe of sasha !!!

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JESSIE MEI LI as ALINA STARKOV SHADOW AND BONE — 2x03: “Like Calls to Like” (2023)

#VIS. #i am deceased

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𝘪  𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘵  𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴  𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘪’𝘥  𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥  𝘢  𝘸𝘢𝘺  𝘰𝘶𝘵.𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥  𝘵𝘩𝘦  𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘥,  𝘵𝘰  𝘨𝘰  𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦  𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦  𝘯𝘰  𝘰𝘯𝘦  𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘴  𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦  𝘪’𝘮  𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮.  𝘣𝘶𝘵  𝘯𝘰𝘸,  𝘪’𝘮  𝘰𝘭𝘥  𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩  𝘵𝘰  𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸  𝘵𝘩𝘦  𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺  𝘸𝘢𝘺  𝘰𝘶𝘵  𝘪𝘴  𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩.   ©

#SP. #i realized i posted this kinda late last night so don't mind me doing it again hehe

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I hope you weren’t looking to me to be the voice of reason. I keep to a strict diet of ill-advised enthusiasm and heartfelt regret.

#P. #hello this is GORGEOUS

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𝘪  𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘵  𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴  𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨  𝘪’𝘥  𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥  𝘢  𝘸𝘢𝘺  𝘰𝘶𝘵.  𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥  𝘵𝘩𝘦  𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘥,  𝘵𝘰  𝘨𝘰  𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦  𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦  𝘯𝘰  𝘰𝘯𝘦  𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘴  𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦  𝘪’𝘮  𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮.  𝘣𝘶𝘵  𝘯𝘰𝘸,  𝘪’𝘮  𝘰𝘭𝘥  𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩  𝘵𝘰  𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸  𝘵𝘩𝘦  𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺  𝘸𝘢𝘺  𝘰𝘶𝘵  𝘪𝘴  𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩.   ©

#SP. #shadow and bone rp #sab rp #fantasy rp #indie shadow and bone rp #indie sab rp #HI LOOK AT HOW SEXY THIS IS I AM IN AWEEEEEEE

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ALINA STARKOV & INEJ GHAFA Shadow and Bone, Season 2

#VIS. #DYN. / I. GHAFA. #actually i love them sm you don't understand #they own me like no other duo could actually #sab spoilers #shadow and bone spoilers

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** secret love sentence starters.

“  meet  me  tonight  ?  at  our  spot  ?  ”

“  i’m  sorry,  but  you  know  we  can’t  do  this.  ”

“  you  almost  had  even  me  believing  that.  ”

“  don’t  you  think  you  were  a  little  too  convincing  ?  ”

“  i  wished  it  could  have  been  you.  ”

“  i  think  of  you  often,  even  when  i  know  we  cannot  see  each  other.  ”

“  i  cannot  keep  this  up.  ”

“  i  can’t  pretend  not  to  be  jealous.  ”

“  i  wished  it  could  be  you  on  my  arm.  ”

“   people  will  talk  if  you  continue.  ”

“  i  thought  this  was  what  you  wanted  ?  ”

“  how  can  you  lie  so  easily  ?  ”

“  as  soon  as  i  see  someone  else  close  to  you,  i  get  jealous.  ”

“  how  can  we  live  like  this  ?  pretending  ?  ”

“  i  don’t  know  if  we  should  be  alone  together.  ”

“  we  could  have  been  happy.  ”

“  it’s  difficult  to  be  so  close  but  not  be  able  to  kiss  you.  ”

“  i  broke  the  rules  for  you,  isn’t  that  enough  ?  ”

“  i  wish  that  i  could  stop  loving  you.  but  i  can’t.  ”

“  pretending  i  wasn’t  in  love  with  you  is  the  hardest  thing  i’ve  ever  done.  ”

“  maybe  some  people  are  only  meant  to  fall  in  love  with  each  other,  but  not  be  together.  ” 

“  i  love  you,  not  them.  ”

“  will  there  ever  be  a  day  where  we  can  tell  them  about  us  ?  ”

“  were  you  with  them  ?  ”

“  is  that  why  you  didn’t  answer  your  phone  ?  ”

“  i  missed  you  whilst  you  were  gone.  ”

“  i  hate  seeing  you  with  them.  ”

“  we  shouldn’t  do  this  here.  ”

“  you  love  me,  don’t  you  ?  ”

“  you  know  how  i  feel.  ”

“  please  remember  that  i  love  you.  ”

#PROMPTS.

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‘THE RAVEN CYCLE’ STARTERS

taken from the YA series by maggie stiefvater. some alterations made as needed to make things fit better for rp. feel free to change pronouns, etc.

‘ sometimes, i feel like my life is made up of a dozen hours i can never forget. ’ ‘ “i’m always straight?” oh, man, that’s the biggest lie you’ve ever told. ’ ‘ it’s safe as life. ’ ‘ what fresh hell is this ? ’ ‘ my words are unerring tools of destruction, and i’ve come unequipped with the ability to disarm them. ’ ‘ i like you better this way. ’ ‘ crushed and broken. just the way women like ‘em. ’ ‘ fate is a very weighty word to throw around before breakfast. ’ ‘ rags to riches isn’t a story anyone wants to hear until after it’s done. ’ ‘ i’m trying not to look at your boat shoes. i feel better about you as a person if i pretend you’re not wearing them. ’ ‘ i want to feel awake when my eyes are open. ’ ‘ you’re pretty in a way that is physically painful to me. i’m attracted to you like a heart attack. ’ ‘ i am being perfectly fucking civil. ’ ‘ shitdamn, it’s hot. ’ ‘ when i’m gone, dream me the world. something new for every night. ’ ‘ kissing’s a lot like laughing. if the joke’s funny, it doesn’t matter how long it’s been since you last heard one. ’ ‘ well, i don’t know how helpful that was… we found out german beauty homers look like bloody puffins. ’ ‘ i wish i could kiss you. because i would beg just one off you. under all this. and then we’d never say anything about it again. ’ ‘ pie is not a meal. ’ ‘ i’m here. i just—i believe i’m having a panic attack. ’ ‘ thanks for the super helpful alternative suggestions. your contribution at the end of the world will be tallied accordingly. ’ ‘ blame the poets. it’s easier to stir people to rebellion if they think they’re on the side of a demigod or some chosen one. never trust a poet. ’ ‘ no one knows what ignominy means. ’ ‘ don’t be such a shitbag. ’ ‘ i’m perfectly aware that it’s possible to have a friendship that isn’t all-encompassing, that isn’t blinding, deafening, maddening, quickening. it’s just that now that i’ve had this kind, i don’t want the other. ’ ‘ you’d better wait in the car, with your fancy face. ’ ‘ feel its pulse, don’t just stare at it. pulse. on its face. there. there, [name], god. there. ’ ‘ we’re going so slow. i think i just saw a tricycle pass us. ’ ‘ my head knew you were all right. but the rest of me didn’t. ’ ‘ i just want to pretend. i want to pretend that i could. ’ ‘ damn. you’re right. i really can’t think of another joke. ’ ‘ it was cowardice and stupidity. i didn’t like good-byes, so i just abstained, and i didn’t think about the consequences. ’ ‘ in my head, everything is always so tangled. i am such a damaged thing. ’ ‘ i wouldn’t have pegged you for a fan of normal. ’ ‘ you marvelous creature! ’ ‘  maybe it’s good that the world forgets every lesson, every good and bad memory, every triumph and failure, all of it dying with each generation. perhaps this cultural amnesia spares us all. perhaps if we remembered everything, hope would die instead. ’ ‘ i was here. i exist. i’m alive, because i bleed. ’ ‘ do you think you’re the only one with a right to bitterness here? ’ ‘ i just want to keep being best friends with you forever, and maybe one day also have carnal knowledge of you. ’ ‘ my feelings for you are an oil spill. i let them overflow, and now there isn’t a damn place in the ocean that wouldn’t catch fire if i dropped a match. ’ ‘ i like you an awful lot, [name]. ’ ‘ for the first time that i can remember, i know what it would feel like to be present in my own life. ’ ‘ jesus god, dude, do you have stitches on your face? bad. ass. put it here, you asshole. ’ ‘ i was trying to protect you, you little pissant. ’ ‘ you’re asking me to define an abstract concept that no one has managed to explain since time began. you sort of sprang it on me. why do we breathe air? because we love air? because we don’t want to suffocate. why do we eat? because we don’t want to starve. how do i know i love you? because i can sleep after i talk to you. ’ ‘ not today! no, thank you! too many events this decade. perhaps later! cannot do the shock! thank you for your time. ’ ‘ i am a slow-growing creature! i cannot adapt so quickly! ’ ‘ tell me: when you dream, do you dream of the stars? ’ ‘ if you can’t be unafraid, be afraid and happy. ’ ‘ it really is a helluva fixer-upper. i feel like they should possibly renovate this basement if they want to get a good sale price. hardwood floors, update the doorknobs, maybe put the wall back. ’ ‘ the choice was death or hurting you, which wasn’t much of a choice at all. ’ ‘ that seems sentimental for a man without a soul. ’

#PROMPTS.

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𝑵𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑩𝑼𝑻 𝑽𝑼𝑳𝑵𝑬𝑹𝑨𝑩𝑳𝑬 .    ( soft  angst  starters.   )

❛  i  can’t  do  this  without  you .  ❜ ❛  it’s  not  safe  for  people  to  see  us  together .  ❜ ❛  please  don’t  leave  me  alone .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  want  to  know .  ❜ ❛  just  go .   get  out  of  here ,   go .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  even  trust  myself ,   anymore .  ❜ ❛  there’s  nothing  left  for  me  here .  ❜ ❛  i  still  need  you .  ❜ ❛  i  only  wanted  to  help .  ❜ ❛  why  are  you  doing  this ?  ❜ ❛  tell  me  it’s  not  true .   please .  ❜ ❛  i  have  to  do  this  alone .  ❜ ❛  how  did  you  get  this  scar ?  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  have  to  tell  me .  ❜ ❛  don’t  yell  at  me .  ❜ ❛  i  never  meant  to  hurt  you .  ❜ ❛  things  are  getting  bad  again .  ❜ ❛  you  should  go .  ❜ ❛  you’ve  said  enough .  ❜ ❛  how  dare  you ?  ❜ ❛  why  are  you  still  here ?  ❜ ❛  you  deserve  better .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  want  to  talk  about  it .  ❜ ❛  how  can  i  fix  this ?  ❜ ❛  why  do  you  hate  me ?  ❜ ❛  i  just  want  to  feel  something .  ❜ ❛  don’t  lie  to  me .  ❜ ❛  did  you  ever  care  about  me ?  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  regret  any  of  it .   not  a  single  thing .  ❜ ❛  how  could  you  say  that ?  ❜ ❛  i  never  asked  for  this .  ❜ ❛  this  isn’t  you .  ❜ ❛  i  need  to  go .   i  can’t  be  here .  ❜ ❛  what’s  that  supposed  to  mean ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  not  sober  enough  to  talk  about  this .  ❜ ❛  thank  you  for  being  gentle  with  me .  ❜ ❛  how  can  i  possibly  trust  you ?   after  all  you’ve  done ?  ❜ ❛  don’t  run  away  from  this .  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  understand .  ❜ ❛  please ,  i  can’t  do  this  right  now .  ❜ ❛  can  you  forgive  me ?  ❜

#PROMPTS.

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okay so a little heads up for the 6 of you who are here already lmao !! i’m in the middle of a re-read atm because it has been a hot second and i personally feel like this will help my confidence with alina but yeah basically like i said on my multi i’m mostly going to be book based with show verses in case any of ya’ll need them !! but yeah basically expect just little sprinkles here and there from this blog because i still need to fix up graphnics n shit / decide if i wanna go iconless for the time or spend my weekend to actually do them !! also in case any of you still use legacy editor: i didn’t make a new blog i just deleted anything on the old alina blog so i do still have access to legacy here just in case anyone feels more comfy on that !! i will also post memes over the week and try to answer them during the weekend since i started a new job like two weeks ago and i am tired every single day i get back home atm because setteling in is a lot harder than expected... but yeah basically what i think i wanna say is: i haven’t really written alina in a hot second ( even tho she was on my multi but yea multis always get overlooked kinda or maybe it’s just me lmao ) and i’m gonna keep my following low atm / post no real promo until i regain my voice for my gal here / feel a little more comfy with her <3

#i hope this makes some sense i have a huge headache :///// #but yeah if you're here that means ya'll are the cool people who i trust not to judge me while i regain my confidence hehe !! #OOC.

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