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carrying super small for most of your pregnancy so you dont even realize you're knocked up and then one day something just. shifts. and it turns out the baby actually is not small, its just theyve been tucked away just right to make it look like you had just gained some weight. you hadnt even needed to buy new clothes because they had been big on you before so they just fit you better. But now your belly has dropped and the baby has shifted and suddenly you look like you could go into labor at any second (which you totally could). none of your clothes cover your belly anymore. and your center of gravity has shifted significantly meaning you're suddenly waddling.

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him tummy feel weird

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If you recognize them, you deserve a veteran's discount

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A co-worker with a six-month-old told me straight up: "Don't be pregnant in summer. Just don't do it."

coming to you live from 87 degree weather :)

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Also: No age in bio = blocked.

Sorry dude, should've actually looked at my bio when you were sending this ask.

As a (male) pregnancy fetishist myself, fascinated with fertility, I must ask you, why do you love mpreg? It's somewhat counterintuitive to me, and makes me quite curious.

Because pregnancy is genderless and I enjoy the way it looks on anyone. If there's realistic biology involved (as in a vagina) then I enjoy it.

Not sure how liking the way a pregnant masculine/androgynous person looks just as much as I enjoy a pregnant feminine person is "counter-intuitive"? Fertility doesn't just belong to women.

If they have a working womb, then they have the kind of child-bearing ability we kinksters enjoy. Don't really get how liking (t)mpreg contradicts me liking fpreg like . . . at all, my dude. 🤷‍♀️

Wait, mpreg isn't even the focus of this blog . . . I have an all-female OC cast list -- why did you ask me this??

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As a (male) pregnancy fetishist myself, fascinated with fertility, I must ask you, why do you love mpreg? It's somewhat counterintuitive to me, and makes me quite curious.

Because pregnancy is genderless and I enjoy the way it looks on anyone. If there's realistic biology involved (as in a vagina) then I enjoy it.

Not sure how liking the way a pregnant masculine/androgynous person looks just as much as I enjoy a pregnant feminine person is "counter-intuitive"? Fertility doesn't just belong to women.

If they have a working womb, then they have the kind of child-bearing ability we kinksters enjoy. Don't really get how liking (t)mpreg contradicts me liking fpreg like . . . at all, my dude. 🤷‍♀️

Wait, mpreg isn't even the focus of this blog . . . I have an all-female OC cast list -- why did you ask me this??

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argoth alone in the woods, tending the twins

pixie oc

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almost time 👽

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I ADORE historical fashion and Vera was a perfect model to use! I kept thinking of her reactions per outfit:

Outfit 1: "This is pretty comfy and warm!"

Outfit 2: "This corset was supposed to fit under the first outfit? Is this even tightened properly?"

Outfit 3: "If I ever put a corset on again... it will be too soon."

Outfit 4: "Finally something comfortable! This was fun but *never* again."

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I ADORE historical fashion and Vera was a perfect model to use! I kept thinking of her reactions per outfit:

Outfit 1: "This is pretty comfy and warm!"

Outfit 2: "This corset was supposed to fit under the first outfit? Is this even tightened properly?"

Outfit 3: "If I ever put a corset on again... it will be too soon."

Outfit 4: "Finally something comfortable! This was fun but *never* again."

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Hhh

So horny rn thinkin bout a calm birth, jus laying in bed with my legs spread, partner sitting between them, watching the head stretch me out as I moan n grunt when I push

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being the change i want to see in the world 😭😭

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I think a good way for me to avoid burn out is to read more again. A part of me is still afraid of subconsciously stealing ideas from other authors, but inspiration is just the name of the game, isn't it?

I need to start reading more. Having some nice, quiet time like that would be nice. No social media, no news, no worries, just music and an interesting story. Like the good old days.

#mun in the flesh (irl stuff) #i actually spent a few hours reading these last two days #started reading my first novel in over a year today!

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How has it been going so far with you?

Like, life in general? Haha . . . I suppose it's time for a small update.

School's been going fine. Three weeks in and it kinda sorta feels like it's going slow -- but that's probably because we're still covering the basics that I already know.

Got my first paycheck from the new job and I am reaaaaally feeling that pay cut. Gonna have to continue to work my second delivery job if I wanna make ends meet.

Like I do with any schedule adjustment, the new job and school have thrown off my muse. I wanna write, but my ideas just feel . . . uninspired. I pushed myself really damn hard to finish "The Purple Butterfly" and now I'm anxious to begin Part 4 before burn-out happens. But, I also have a dozen one-shots and commissions that need to get done, too!

So, all-in-all, a little bit stressed over being stressed. ^^' I know once I settle into more of a routine my creativity and confidence will come back -- right now it just feels like I'm trying to juggle a lot of plates.

#mun in the flesh (irl stuff) #life update

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old drawing that doesn't show how big argoth is compared to averice lol 🤍💙

full image

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I love birthing noises. When the baby drops real low, and you can’t control your breathing anymore. Can’t even speak. You’re just diminished to grunts, moaning and groaning as you bear down uncontrollably.

You don’t care if people hear you anymore. The only thought in your mind is the need to give birth.