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talking about your feelings is SO important I won’t do it but u guys definitely should

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Once you see the world in black & white it’s hard to make it colorful again.

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“When I say, I love you, it’s not because I want you or because I can’t have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I’ve seen your kindness and your strength. I’ve seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are.”

— Joss Whedon

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I be wanting to communicate but too much communication be overwhelming

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I’m 25 drinking 1800 in my underwear at 11:00am who’s more disconnected from reality than me lol

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Told everyone I’m quitting on the 1st and they don’t want me to but i just can’t do this anymore it’s so expensive to be an artist with 500+ songs

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I’ll just never be that guy fr I wanna help my family with money issues but music helps me when no one knows who’s singing it. Cause if I didn’t tell anybody that my music was mine they’d think it’s someone who was already famous. I like my music because it helps me heal not recently but 85% I feel better about myself

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I showed a lot of people my music and now people think I wanna be famous and that’s not what I want i just wanted to be heard but not anymore i just wanna be left alone

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It’s a shame I only come on this app because nobody sees me and I wish the world was like that

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Ok so I thought I was ok but yk how life get 😅

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Everyday I wake up I’m learning to do better

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She really pulled up to my dream and kissed me goodbye lol. She was so beautiful in the light I always remember her being in. The way she cared and presented herself was so attractive I couldn’t keep my eyes off her. She spent the whole dream with me didn’t disappear until it was completely over. Wasn’t really much said but I texted her “I miss her” and seen her in a room full of people but I see her clear as day. “Why you say that?” she said. “You’re the only person on my mind 24/7 feel like i can’t breathe without you” I replied. She chuckled and blushed just as I used to remember she did in reality. We kissed one last time and just embraced each other’s hearts close to each other until I awoke from my fantasy. First thing I did when I got up was play this song I wrote for her because…i just couldn’t wait to see you again…..but she don’t want to see me again.

This is the song if you wanna hear my soul hurt lol

#Spotify

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I knew i defeated depression when I got into bed today after getting my heart shattered again, watching my car fail me again, watching people fail me again and i didn’t complain or explode wit emotions I spoke my truth and learned from my mistakes. I went to bed with a clear conscience free to peacefully fall into a dream I’m sure I’m gonna enjoy lol. I’m happy i don’t need to depend on no one for my sanity no girl, no drugs, just me. I earned this, the will to live again and I got myself to thank for it 💜