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Dear diary...

I'm constantly trying to separate myself from reality.

It's the only way I can avoid the pain sometimes...

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when ur listening to ur favorite song and it hits the chorus

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I’ve always just wanted someone to be there for me and support me unconditionally. That’s usually a parents job or family. Mine has always treated me as a burden. So do my ex. So does everyone else. Maybe I’m better off dead. I’m very close to making a permanent decision here. I’m sorry. Why am I so unworthy of love? I’m not a terrible person. I try to do the right thing. And I just get fucked over.

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15.02.21

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I’m still breathing and alive, sadly.

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Nobody cares anyway.

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i really think i should just give up.. i don’t want to be alive anymore..

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