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so10 · 3 years
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you've had a little fight with ten two days ago, you two are on good terms now but he hasn't kissed you yet, even tho he knows you're shy and can't do it first
tired of waiting you move to your first plan, eat something with sauce together, whenever he cleans the food around your mouth he leaves a little peck after
you purposely ate messy waiting for him, he looked at you few times then looked back to the TV screen unbotherd
you finished your food and sighed looking down at your tangled fingers, your dumb plan didn't work so moments after you took a tissue and wiped your mouth clean. no kisses again
ten turned his face to you and chuckled "you eat like a toddler" feeling embarrassed you hummed and turned to the screen
you felt a gentle touch on your chin, he made you face him and whisperd "y/n.. love, you could've just asked " then kissed his way from your cheek to your lips
guess your plan actually worked.
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warning: depression
things has always been difficult, there was this time where you got a little better at least you were a functioning human being now however you're back in that dark place again hitting rock bottom
this time though, you aren't fighting this alone
you've got ten by your side .
"hey love" he said entering your very messy room, with you laying on your bed just like how he left you two days ago
you promised him you'd take a shower and change and heat some food he cooked for you to eat, but that's the reason you hate promises, you knew damn well it was out of your hand but it was the only way to make him leave for work and his own life.
he knew it would happen again, but didn't comment on it or give any reaction not wanting to make you feel bad
you couldn't even reply back, you were so tired and in your head, you thought 'well I better save that energy for breathing or something' so you gave him a tired smile instead
"I bet you haven't eaten today, what about we eat together? i got your favourite on my way"
his voice full of energy and worry he couldn't hide this time, you loved this man so much it hurts your heart, you don't wanna drag him into this but this little shithead won't let you go.. so kind and sweet
ten pulled you to sit up straight and got a tray so you two can eat on your bed, knowing how hard of a task eating alone is for you. the last thing he wanted was to overwhelm you.
he kissed your forehead before holding a spoon in front of your mouth "here babe! it's specially delicious today!"
he would always help you with the first bites, cause starting is the hardest part
you opened you mouth and took a bite, he was right it was delicious, then took the spoon from his hand to feed yourself, although your eyes were on the food because you're embarrassed in general you felt him smiling
half way through it you stopped eating, tears rolling down your face.. you put your head in your hands
"hey it's okay, we can take a break to watch something" he patted your hair
'we' .. he always had such a way with words, so caring and careful, knows how to pick them just right to make you feel the most comfortable, to let you know you're not alone in this
"ten I'm so sorry"
he didn't respond, giving you time and space to let it all out
"I'm dragging you in my messy depressing life, you deserve so much better.. you've been nothing but supportive of me but I'm afraid I can't do this anymore, I swear I try my best for you I promise I do .. but it seems like my best is never enough, what if it takes years? this is so unfair for you. I love you so much and I'm beyond grateful but I'm asking you again to just.. break up with me" you said between sobs, it wasn't easy for you either, in fact it was harder
"y/n, babe, I'm your bestfriend before I am your boyfriend, so I'll be here regardless! I'm well aware you're doing your best and let me tell you this again, IT IS enough you Are enough, it's not your fault you're going through a tough time angel.. I wanna be by your side more than anything else, good days or bad days, just like I know you'll do if it was me, I love meeting you here every other day, I enjoy having meals with you, watching shows and movies together, taking showers together, cleaning the apartment with you. I love and enjoy every moment of it"
there was a pause, then his mischievous smile appears
"and you know what's the best part? having s-" you pushed his chest chuckling and wiping your tears "shut up "
"but really, there's some hard days for you and me, both of us, but that's life baby and I will go through them with or without you in my life.. but I choose to have them with you because I want to, don't worry about me cause believe me if I didn't want this I would've left long time ago.. but please give me another chance let me stay, let's try one more time okay? one more time y/n"
you knew he wasn't talking about your relationship but something else, you pushed the food aside and hugged him so hard "thank you ten.. we'll give it one more try"
"... now if you're not gonna eat let's go take a shower because your hair stinks"
"wow..fuck you".
(requests are open :))
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Ten was on his break, he just finished promoting 2 albums and a concert with bunch of variety shows, he didn't get to hang out with you during that time so now he's sleeping over your place with his cats even though you're not on vacation but he gets to spend some quality time with you away from the other members who he grew sick of after being with them 24/7 for months
you spend most of the time studying or attending online lectures and sometimes going to uni like today, and you came back FUMING going on and on about how bitchy your professor was acting and how unfair he was being to you and your classmate the moment you entered the room, not even caring if your boyfriend was even listening
you stood in front of the mirror wiping your make up off aggressively "i worked my ass off, pulled all nighters, skipped meals, family gatherings, YOUR CONCERT! even that I missed! just for him to be so rude and-"
you felt his hands on your shoulders turning you around and cutting you off "love"
"what" you frowned
he chuckled "calm down, now you're here, and I'm gonna cook you some food and put on anime-" he kissed your forehead "-and we are gonna cuddle all day and do whatever you want" kissed your lips "okay angel?"
"..even play genshin with me?"
"yes that too"
"can I do your nails?"
"anything for you babe"
"well..fuck uni then !!"
"what about me?"
"oh shut up"
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warning: anxiety attack
you haven't been doing so well this week, so your lovely boyfriend ten offered to sleep over. he woke up early and said he's going to check on the cats and will be back with lunch so you two wouldn't have to cook, you nodded and went back to sleep.
it was okay until you had a nightmare and when you opened your eyes you were all alone, it just felt so.. gloomy, giving you awful flashbacks
you sat on your bed staring into nothing hugging yourself rocking back and forth, it's now too much, thoughts and heart racing, hot tears rolling down your face and lips trembling. that nightmare was just the last straw for you
ten came back home with your favourite food yelling "baby wake up I've got lunch", you didn't answer which lead him to think you were still deep asleep, but when he opened the door he saw what was expected to happen anytime now
you didn't hear him coming in, or sitting on the bed so you were a bit shocked when he spoke to you softly "hey there.."
you turn looking at him and he feels his heart crush
"I'm here now, you're okay, do you want a hug?"
you couldn't respond but you threw yourself into his lap
"breathe with me, you're gonna be fine"
he held you tightly, whispering sweet nothings, playing with your hair and kissing your crown every now and then, cause he knew that calmed you down
after a couple of minutes you managed to speak between hiccups "i don't know why i-"
he looked into your eyes waiting for you to continue but when you broke down again he hugged you "it's okay love, you don't have to explain yourself, let it all out I'm here"
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you've never intended to hide the struggle you go through every menstrual cycle, it just happened that your boyfriend of 10 months now hasn't really noticed or picked up on it. which you don't blame him for cause you usually don't meet during the first 3 days and you've never brought it up because why would you? it's something you're very much used to.. or not really
you were so excited planning for that theme park date with ten that you forgot you're period is very soon, you only realised it the night of that date when got a sudden sharp cramp then it hit you..
you took couple of minutes to think about how to reschedule that date but before you could text ten you were already on bed crying, even sobbing, mind so blurry and not a one single straight thought, this time it was one of the intense ones and you weren't prepared you even ran out of painkillers, people may wonder.. "why didn't you just called somone" and the answer is very clear and simple it's because you were DYING
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9 am the next morning and you've been sleeping on and off, a notification from your phone woke you up
[Tennie <3]
GOODMORNING -3-
9:08 AM.
I'm eating breakfast but I keep getting distracted thinking about today it's gonna be so fun lolol
9:09 AM.
shoot.... how are you gonna tell him you can't make it today.
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40 minutes later and the man is barging into your room disturbing your short nap
calming down a bit when he realised you were napping
with a frowned eyebrows and a soft voice he reached closer to you so carefully, not to hurt you or make you uncomfortable in any way "baby.. I'm here now, I have painkillers with me, come on have one I'll help you .. here"
"thank you so much I needed this"
"what's wrong baby? should i take you to the hospital? you were just fine yesterday"
"don't worry, it's just my period"
"..uh?"
"menstrual cycle? every month?"
"yeah i know what that is but I don't get it why would you get so sick?"
"the first three days were always hard for me but I guess you just didn't know"
"oh my god baby I'm sorry i should've known about this ho-"
you cut him off chuckling at his cuteness "hey hey it's okay softie I never brought it up how could you know?"
"you're right.."
"I'm sorry i ruined our date today I know you were super excited"
he hugged you tightly and almost whispered "it's not your fault there's always another time what's important now is you" and kissed your temple
after he patted your hair and rubbed your belly as if you were one of his cats "how can i help?" he smiled at you and for a moment everything was fine, this is all you could've asked for
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