#& then oh dec. 3 endwalker anniv.... time goes by far too fast it hurts

[noxtivagus]

i wna write :c

#🌙.vents #sorry for the vents i think i'll really be fine in a bit but today's been especially. tiring but also quite comforting..? #i don't know but what i really want to do is write. to myself #whether it be stories or just my thoughts or whatever but #it hurts a lot when you can't even.. let yourself indulge in your passion? #am i too afraid of making any more mistakes? #in my hesitation i end up having so much regrets #being organized feels like such a nightmare right now #i'm too much of a mess that breaking out of it seems scary as well #this isn't like me. this.. really isn't me #i feel like a mirror that's been shattered into millions of pieces #or. the shadow of a ghost half-gone under the sun's distant light #or the flickering of the flame threatening to go out by dawnbreak #or a silent ship with no passengers setting sail following the morning star hidden behind the heavy clouds #or.. gah i don't really know anymore #anyways it's december 3 #sorry for being Basic for a moment but hdfjasldkf someone give me your sweater smh haha ykyk 🥹 #& then. oh my god the title is v long but yk mili's new song! it's on spotify which means.. HDJFLAKSDJFS >:3 #i'm tired i'll go do wtvr rn #& then oh dec. 3 endwalker anniv.... time goes by far too fast it hurts