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#//i have my parents but theyre going to financial hardships too so they cant help and my sisters cant help cuz older sis started a family
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//uhHh gunna go on a small hiatus due to not having internet+other (ill expln in the tags c/tw vent/rambling)
#// i owe like 300+ for my internet ($200+ to reactivate) reason i havent been able to pay it was due to paying rent/bills/groceries/gas
#and medication(for my partner) and weve applied to a better job but we need funds to pay for the livescan to continue/finalize the hiring
#process but sadly we wont be able to pay rent this month due to some circum's sothats sm ;u;
#and aside from all that both of us going thru heavy depression and mental fog
#we want to hang out w irl friends but feel like we cant cuz were always broke (our friends still live w their parents/have a safety net) an
#we feellike a buzz kill cuz we cant pay for our own meals or afford to go out in general just feeling left out causing us to be depressed
#and not wanting to go out/be invited out
#we had one friend lecture us abt money when its like dude you&gf pay $200 in rent to ur parents; we live together(w my retired/disabled MIL
#and we pay rent household bills groceries gas car stuff medication we get paid bi weekly so like first/ending monthweek checks are for rent
#and the mid week check we have to save accordingly for rent but were cured w the pharaohs curse cuz whenever
#we have money that we plan to get alil smth for ourselves something goes wrong w the car
#like we cant do shit and honestly it feels like someones praying on our downfall or smth cuz its every fkn time we cant catch a break
#so yeaa gunna go on hiatus dunno how long tho but wont be too long but i will still be drawing so maybe expect some art dumps
#ily guys thank you for putting up w me i dont ghost on purpose im just always depressed and need to be distracted or else the urges comebac
#trying to be okay but its hard but i need to grow up
#//i have my parents but theyre going to financial hardships too so they cant help and my sisters cant help cuz older sis started a family
#amd my twin sis lives w my parents
#my mom started working but hadda stop due to having a grapefruit sized tumor on her ovary (which is the other main reason4 my depression
#and dad could care less abt my moms condtion (hes the reason for her suffering but ahe refuses to leave him
#vent post
#sorry went off on a tangent
#but istg if i lose my mom im going to fkn hurt him cuz i already lost my dad (my FIL) and i will not be able to mentally recover
#like i was there when we got the phone call (couldnt be at the hosptial due to covid reg.) i dont ever want to go thru that heartache again
#edit if youd like to help me out i have comms open and i have a cshpp if ur feeling generous ;; $altereghost
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