#>i think id voluntarily starve myself in the hopes of a different body shape

[dexaroth]

first its 'lets go to a nutritionist, losing weight would help you move around better!' which apparently did help but I personally can't notice and now it's 'you're looking a little bit too thin -_- lets go back to eating smiley fries and chicken nuggets like we did when I was like 7. if you truly care. 😑

#i think the only time i didnt have an hourglass hip and obvious ribs was when i was like 10 #at which point the muscle rot gene hadnt activated yet. i think #but ever since then everything goes to my thighs #to the point that if you only saw my second third youd think im starving #bc of how proeminent my ribcage is. with a lot of kind help by my scolio+lordosis #but apparently im getting too thin now. always some fucking problem #or maybe theyre tunnelvisioned on my hips and chalk my hugeass thighs to heritage #which theyve said before as the reason why theyre so big in the past #god i hate this body so fucking much. if i didnt know what i do now abt fat and weight> #>i think id voluntarily starve myself in the hopes of a different body shape #but im the eat the day away kinda guy not the ignore until it hurts kinda guy #not my fault food is so yummy. just wish i didnt feel hungry so often #so annoying having to eat so many times. cant i just eat a horse and survive off that for 1 week please #dextxt