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heartate · 3 months

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𝐆𝐄𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐔𝐍

BASICS!

(PEN)NAME: rina!! plum is also fine!

PRONOUNS: she / her

ZODIAC SIGN: pisces sun, pisces moon, and like i recently redid my sign chart and apparently i'm a taurus rising not a gemini rising so idk i feel like my entire life is a lie.

TAKEN OR SINGLE: single :)

THREE FACTS!

my mom's side of the family is descended from kings in okinawa :noddy: that makes me a princess!!!!!!

i am the sleepiest girl in the world

i'm bi and i like everyone but unfortunately my taste in men is an elaborate form of self harm

EXPERIENCE!

PLATFORMS USED: quizazz, facebook, tumblr, ffxiv rp in game, discord, and like some sandbox forum that i can't remember.

PLOTTING / WINGING IT / MEMES: i love plotting... like to get the ball rolling esp for ppl i don't really know. but like this is also more prevalent if we're super good friends tho bc i can talk to you about plots forever LMAO. memes are fun though! sometimes i wing it, but it really depends on the premise / which muse i'm writing. i can wing anything with ahri, but not so much sivir or evelynn.

MUSE PREFERENCE!

GENDER: i used to write like . . . men and women equally, but now i write exclusively women LMAO i just love hot powerful women i'm so sorry KJBSDKCB BUT like hidan, nnoitra, trevor belmont, and whatever other naruto characters i wrote are very dear to me.

MULTI OR SINGLE: i can't run multimuses. i have the brand of adhd where i need everyone on single blogs. as for shipping, i'm multi ship and multiverse and nothing overlaps. i only ship with one version of any muse, usually, unless we're friends, but i'm not open to other ezreals or kayns. sorry!

LEAST FAVOURITE FACECLAIM(S): i'm tired of looking at nina dobrev i'll be so real KJBSKJBD

FLUFF / ANGST / SMUT!

FLUFF: i do love me some slice of life n fluffy shit like it's soooo cute like skjdcs ahri deserves to be happy! LIKE. KAYNHRI AND EZHRI FLUFF JUST GET ME SOOOOO GOOD.

ANGST: hi i love angst i crave it sometimes i just want to cause problems for everyone

SMUT: um i don't really care for writing it too much like first i just hated it and wanted nothing to do with it bc like some 20+ year old women traumatized me when i was like 11-12 LMFAOOOO but i write it in ffxiv in game for gil and i usually dread it because sometimes i get the worst ppl ever hiring me or someone says something cringe like ' do you like my cock my little bunny slut ' and it makes everyone's coochie shrivel up but like i suppose i could be convinced but otherwise i'd prefer to fade to black, if we're shipping but not close <3 and this requires a minimum of 3 years of friendship to try to convince me to write smut with u sorry LMFAOOOO

tagged by: i'm a thief

tagging: everyone!!!!!!! if u see this tag you're it sorry no take backs

#ooc.#:333 #dash meme.

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despairforme · 11 months

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Happy Munday! Please tell us some fun little facts about the mun 💫 what are the things that inspire you? like things or people?

[ Happy munday to you too, anon! I'm always excited about Mondays, because! New week! Wonder how much I'll get done! Thank you very much for sending this! It's quite rare that people ask about me? Since I always focus so much on in-character content here.

Some fun little facts:

I have my own sailboat, her name is Lady Loki.

I collect houseplants ( and outdoor plants in summer ).

Coming up with small facts sure is difficult?? xD I tried! As for what inspires me... I always have lots of inspiration. My inspiration for Nnoitra comes from him, since he is my muse. muse, definition: a person or personified force who is the source of inspiration for a creative artist. Thanks to this, I'm always, always, always super inspired to write for Nnoitra. Forever obsessed with him! Just seeing fanart of him, or any sort of content just makes me !!!!!!!! super hyped !!!! Hard to explain the feeling but I just get so happy when I see him. Inspiration for other things? I love seeing people's happiness. Things that are "heartwarming" are inspiring to me. It doesn't need to be something big. Just the small things, like if someone posts about feeling good about their writing, or if someone sketched one of my OCs. Or if I see people complimenting each other on the dash. I also get really inspired by the small things in everyday life. Pretty color combinations in nature, a tasty drink, a bird, people who laugh really loudly. Anything that underlines how beautiful the world is, makes me want to create. The story I'm currently working on (making the storyboard), I came up with the whole story from a cute washi-tape. From the outside, people always see my life as "boring", because "nothing is happening" in it, but to me there are so many beautiful things, and so many wonderful people. I can't imagine NOT wanting to create, with so many things inspiring me all the time! Definitely got inspired by this sweet message. Thank you very much anon! ]

#[ i rambled!! ]#[ thank you for the ask anon! :O it really surprised me! ]#toby post. ╱ out of character.

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despairforme · 4 years

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[[Is it time to shower people in love? Your portrayal is fantastic and you're so welcoming, easy to talk to. You've kinda reawakened my love of Bleach because your portrayal is so in-depth and you can tell that there's so much thought and love behind it!!]]

[ Kept this super sweet message in my inbox for a week, it’s brought me good vibes every day and I’m super thankful! Thank you for taking the time to send me this! It makes me happy to know you enjoy my portrayal! I know Nnoitra can be a lot sometimes so knowing people accept the way I portray him is hella! Aaaaa AND! I got stoked about hearing that I’m easy to talk to and welcoming! These are such nice things to hear about oneself? And yes please come to the Bleach fandom eyezoom!! Always AWESOME to hear my portrayal can nudge people towards Bleach. I do put love into my portrayal ( simply bc I love Nnoitra so much ), and knowing it’s noticed is the best thing ever!! Thank you for this message it made my day! ]

#shougancid #[ how sweet was this? ]#[ welp ]#[ would be hella to write together in your bleach verse too tbh! ]#[ even tho their dynamics in the highschool verse is FAV ]#[ i'm always here if you wanna chat or something! ]#[ or plot more stuff 8) ]#[ --- i had to edit more cute icons of nnoitra bc i get so many nice asks ]#[ ANYWAY yas come to the bleach fandom 8))))))) ]#ᵃ ᵗᵒᵇʸ ᵖᵒˢᵗ ;; ooc.#ˢᵗᵃʳˢ ;; saved.#fav.

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despairforme · 4 years

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It was fucking COLD! Even with his leather jacket and his new scarf, Grimmjow couldn't stop shivering. But he'd deal with it. Nnoitra really wanted to watch the New Year's fireworks together on the balcony, so that's what was happening. Grimmjow was huddled up against his boyfriend while the fireworks lit up the sky. It was pretty out here, really. A content smile took his face as he looked up at Nnoitra. God, he fucking loved him so much. He reached down to grab his hand. Just to hold it. [1/2]

It was freezing. Hadn’t he said that they should dress properly? Yeah, he had. Then why the fuck was Grimmjow still only wearing his stupid leather jacket? At least he HAD put on the scarf Nnoitra had gotten him for Christmas, but it hardly helped. Nnoitra watched him shiver, and felt SELFISH for making him stay out here on the balcony. Just a little longer. Just until the fireworks started. They could watch them for a minute or so - and then go back inside. Grimmjow pushed himself closer to Nnoitra, who didn’t hesitate to wrap his arms around him, pulling him in tight. It would help make him a LITTLE warmer. Nnoitra rubbed his hand up and down, firmly against Grimmjow’s good shoulder. His other hand found itself captured in Grimmjow’s hold. The other was smiling, so clearly even though he was cold - he was happy -. It was fucking lame as hell, but when Grimmjow smiled like that, Nnoitra truly believed that nothing else mattered. As long as he could make Grimmjow smile, and see him be HAPPY, then everything was okay. He returned the smile, teeth peeking out. The sky was lit up by fireworks. Nnoitra was just looking at Grimmjow, watching his big eyes reflect the different lights going off above them. He could feel his own heart beat against Grimmjow’s palm. Nnoitra squeezed his hand back, and thought that this truly was the best New Year’s eve ever. He had never felt this much at home. Safe. Loved. Like he BELONGED. There was only one person in the world who would ever be able to give him such a feeling. Nnoitra should treasure him so much more than he did. Well - he DID treasure him like you wouldn’t believe, but he knew he didn’t show it enough. Grimmjow should never have to question whether or not he was loved.

Speaking of - No matter how many times he heard it, Nnoitra’s heart ALWAYS skipped a beat when Grimmjow told him he loved him. Without exception. This whole scene was so goddamn lovey-dovey and lame that he didn’t even think Grimmjow’s words were too mushy. He just FELT them. Not as a weight, but as in; Oh GOD he hoped they could spend the rest of their lives together. This year. The next year. Every year that was to come. If he couldn’t be with Grimmjow… Then there was nothing. He loved him. He loved him so fucking much. Grimmjow said he loved him so much it hurt. Maybe it was selfish of Nnoitra to LIKE that fact. He wanted his boyfriend to love him that much.

Was it past midnight now? Considering how many fireworks were shooting at the sky, he guessed it was. He knew what his first words to Grimmjow should be this year. ❝ I love ya too. ❞ It was the most important message to get across. The other was leaning up, and Nnoitra didn’t hesitate to take the hint. He leaned down, meeting Grimmjow’s mouth in a deep kiss. Perfect. Everything right now was so fucking perfect. And what was most perfect of all? Grimmjow. ❝ Happy New Year. ❞ The words were spoken softly against the other’s lips as they parted their kiss. His voice almost drowned in the sound of the fireworks. ❝ We’re gonna be ‘ta’gether. ❞ It sounded like a promise, and Nnoitra didn’t LIKE making promises ( especially not to Grimmjow ), because he feared he would end up breaking them. ❝ Ain’t no way I’m ever lettin’ ya go. ❞ It wasn’t the right thing to say, and it wasn’t romantic. It was possessive. Nnoitra couldn’t help it. He cupped Grimmjow’s face with one hand, and leaned down to kiss him once more. He pulled him closer. Kissed him deeper. He LOVED him. Grimmjow described it as a love that was so strong that it hurt. Nnoitra would describe it as a love that overshadowed everything. In comparison to how much he loved Grimmjow, everything looked bleak. Nothing really mattered except KEEPING HIM.

It wasn’t until he felt a shiver run through Grimmjow’s body that he broke the kiss. That’s right. His boyfriend was cold. They were supposed to watch the fireworks. Nnoitra only briefly looked up at the sky, long enough to see red and golden sparks explode across the night. Then he looked back to Grimmjow. He tugged at his hand, and nodded in the direction of the door. He wanted to bring him inside and warm him up. He wanted to show him how much he loved him. And how did he want to do this? By being CLOSE to him of course. ❝ How lame ‘s this - even though I see ya every day, I’d rather look at yer stupid face instead ‘a ‘da fireworks. ❞ He said it with a small grin, and opened the door for Grimmjow to step back inside. A moment later he closed the door behind them, rolling his shoulders in a small shiver. It really had been cold. Grimmjow might want to go and put his jacket up on a hanger in the hallway, but that wasn’t happening. Nnoitra’s arms were around him again, one working to push away his scarf so that his lips could make contact with his skin. He wanted him. Within seconds he was marking his boyfriend’s neck.

Grimmjow’s scarf was discarded, then his jacket followed. Grimmjow was already wearing some very visible, red marks on his neck. Nnoitra brushed his tongue over them, loving the fact that he got to mark what was his. He loved this primal act of marking his territory. Soon after, they found themselves tumbling back onto the couch. The bed would’ve been more comfortable, but in Nnoitra’s mind there was simply NO TIME for that. He wanted to be skin-on-skin with Grimmjow as SOON as possible. They were kissing again now. Nnoitra gave off a real hungry aura when he pushed his tongue into his boyfriend’s mouth. He felt like he could fucking eat him. ❝ ‘Want ya. ❞ He breathed into the kiss, pulling at Grimmjow’s body to get him into his lap. The fastest way to do this was definitely to have him straddle him. He wanted their bodies to be connected. Right fucking NOW. They were close emotionally, having just confessed their undying love for each other - so their bodies should be connected as well. Grimmjow BELONGED to him. Of course Nnoitra wasn’t going to begin the new year by fucking his boyfriend dry. It was WAY too painful thanks to Nnoitra’s size. Once he had Grimmjow in his lap, he did thrust up against him though, just to show him exactly how badly he wanted him. Nnoitra’s hard dick pressed against Grimmjow’s ass, and he moaned impatiently into the kiss. Nnoitra’s hands were holding the other’s hips now, squeezing them while he used the grip to make Grimmjow roll his hips and press down against him. Just this slight friction felt amazing. It made him even MORE impatient. He let go of him with one hand, only to move it up to Grimmjow’s mouth, and then shove three fingers into his mouth. This meant he had to stop kissing him. Grimmjow looked so hot with his fingers in his mouth, and Nnoitra moved them briefly back and forth, reaching DEEP into Grimmjow’s mouth - he knew he was into that. He could’ve made a dirty comment, like he so often did. Nnoitra loved some dirty talk during sex, but right now his number one focus was the emotional aspect. He pulled his fingers back. Saliva wasn’t the best lube, but it would have to do. Trying to make sure to not wipe off any of the spit, Nnoitra shoved his hand down Grimmjow’s pants and boxers. He located his entrance with his index finger and thrust it inside. Even as he felt Grimmjow’s body tense, he pushed deeper. He didn’t think Grimmjow would get the whole ‘ being connected both physically and mentally ‘ thing. Maybe to Grimmjow, this was just Nnoitra being horny as per usual. He WANTED him to know WHY he wanted to fuck him so badly right now.

❝ Wanna feel close ‘ta ya. I wanna feel as CLOSE ‘ta ya as possible. ❞ Did it make sense? Maybe not. Nnoitra pushed another finger inside, and began to properly stretch his boyfriend. He loved feeling his tense muscles ease up to his touch, and he knew that Grimmjow’s body would WELCOME him. Nnoitra brought their mouths together again for more kisses. They were wet and sloppy, and Nnoitra loved how his tongue was inside Grimmjow’s mouth while his fingers were ALSO inside him. A good minute or so later, he pushed a third finger inside. Nnoitra would often prepare Grimmjow with four fingers ( sometimes even five ), but his impatience was urging him on. After another short minute, Nnoitra’s fingers retreated. Then, he just had to open Grimmjow’s pants and push them down as the other lifted his hips. Then Nnoitra’s own pants were opened, and his dick pulled out. Nnoitra was holding onto Grimmjow’s hips, but he wasn’t forcing him down. He let the other slowly lower himself onto his cock. Grimmjow was tight ( probably not enough foreplay ). Nnoitra moaned as the other’s body swallowed his head, and continued to take him inside inch by inch. He made SURE not to move until Grimmjow’s hips settled against his thighs. But then? THEN he thrust up. Hard and rough. Grimmjow wasn’t a fucking pillow princess who needed ( or wanted ) it gentle. Not the mention that Nnoitra should fuck him like he loved him. His love wasn’t gentle, and neither would the sex be. ❝ Ah—! Ngh—! FUCK—! ❞ They weren’t able to kiss anymore, since they both needed to breathe. Nnoitra let go of the other’s hips, and tipped his head back in pure ecstasy. This was incredible. ❝ Yer mine. ❞ His right hand firmly ran up the other’s body, tracing his muscles, grabbing here and there - until it ended up at his throat. His fingers squeezed hard down on Grimmjow’s windpipe while he thrust up into him. ❝ Yer only mine. ❞ Nnoitra was kissing him again. ❝ I love ya… I love ya so fuckin’ much Grimmjow. ❞ Fucking CHRIST he loved him so much. There was nothing else in the world right now. Just Grimmjow. Only Grimmjow. The feeling of his body clenching around him. The wheezing sound of his breath. The shaking of his hips, and the feeling of Grimmjow’s pulse beating against his hand. His scent. His taste. Nnoitra was NEVER letting him go.

#grimmjxw #[ yessssssssssss ]#[ i really wanted to write this scene!! LEXIE HOW DID YOU KNOW ]#[ the fact that grimmjow wore his scarf was so cute ]#[ lil details like that I'M WEAK ]#[ grimmjow MIGHT start the new year....... not being able to walk properly lMAO ]#[ nnoitra be gentle ]#[ I WAS JUST GONNA WRITE SOMETHING CUTE ]#[ but then nnoitra as like uHM i wanna fuCK ]#[ this is his love language tho ]#[ so......... this is as close to romantic as it gets fasdfaf ]#[ this was fun to write ]#[ thank you very much for sending lexie!! ]#[ here is to a GOOD YEAR for our boys!!! ]#[ tho............ i wouldn't mind some......... angst 8)))))))))) ]#[ i bet we will do lots of gOOD plots in the coming year oh boy ]#ᵈᵉˢᵖᵃᶤʳ ;; ic.#ᵇᵘʳᶰ 'ᵈᵃ ᶜᶤᵗʸ ;; verse.#ᵗᵃˡᵏᶤᶰ' ˢʰᶤᵗ ;; answers.#longpost //#lemon //

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despairforme · 3 years

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Target Spotted

---- So it is time to ooze out love for Toby.

Let me begin with, your boat. The first thing I commented on with you outside of trying to edge myself into playing your Teresa. I love them, they are so yellow and pretty and deserve to sail the world with you. Please share more images of the sea / boat-chan-san in the future. It looks so fun!! ;;

Now, onto YEE. Toby, the wonderful, talented, bamboozling, skillful, beautiful, warm hearted, gentle soul, show stopping, spectacular, amazing, brilliant, unique, never the same - do I need go on? They share skill-tree you have is out of this planet. I love how humble, gentle and wholesome you are as a person online and a real idol in my eyes to enjoy everything I do as I go on in life and roleplaying wise. I've yet to meet another person like you on this site, from the bottom of my heart, you are inspirational in every way.

As a roleplayer you are so fckin' grand. For a second language in english your vocabularies top tier, better than mine lmao! I love seeing you talk about Nnoitra, I know you hate meta but everything you say and do with Nnoitra, I take as gospel. I have never seen someone who damn obsessed but in the right ways with such a troublesome muse. Nnoitra was made so easily in the series to be just a one-hit wonder and yet, here I am, picturing Nnoitra in his own anime series, constantly with each thread, au or just image you draw of them.

So, a big shout out, a big thank you for sharing your passions online and being a great friend.

I WUV U.

[ K.OED !!!!!! Omg ?? Tala what the heck are you doing?? I cannot?? Literally I went onto my blog to try and find that post about my boat but tumblr failed me. That's so cute that you remember that?? And pffffft you know I cannot imagine anyone else being my Teresa? When I think about Teresa I'm like: Yeah that's Tala's. I'm so happy you wanted to write them with me. It's truly amazing to have such a talented writer take it upon themselves to write a character as obscure as Nnoitra's Zanpakuto. I'm super lucky t - t And aaa I will try to share more pictures of her when I go sailing this year!

YOU ARE LITERALLY BURYING ME HERE !!!!!! ALL THIS KINDNESS AND ALL THESE COMPLIMENTS !!!! iT’S funny because I literally just had a conversation about how ?? it’s difficult to know how to react to compliments fjfjfjf and here I am buried in them !! I feel like it’s difficult to get the appreciation across when I get compliments?? But PLEASE know that I’m T - T sO happy to hear these precious and kind things about me! Tbh the majority of my social interactions happen online and so to have online friends who appreciate me and who are kind and who like me is the best thing ever! We have known each other for such a long time and even if we don’t chat enough ( always wanna chat more with my friends uvu ) - I consider you one of my best friends on here. I cannot tell you how flattered and humbled I am to be called inspirational by you?? Since you are inspirational to me. The diversity between your muses and how amazingly you handle writing so many different ones - and the creativity behind your OCs... It’s something I aspire to. WATCH ME SWOON OVER YOUR OCS OK.

Thank you, Tala for just calling my love for Nnoitra what it is ahahaha I really am constantly obsessing over him and have been for years. I’m always so T - T !! incredibly happy !! about getting to write him and have people enjoy him and see him the way I see him. Getting to share what I love with my friends? Can’t get better than that. alSO aaaa as a non-native speaker that means a lot to have my vocabulary complimented! Thankfully for me, Nnoitra is not a purple-prose muse...... He just wants simple words ahahaha.

T - T !! PLEASE KNOW HOW MUCH I APPRECIATE THIS MESSAGE OK !! I’M SITTING HERE WITH HEART EYES!! I literally can’t t - t !! thank you for taking the time to literally write paragraphs about me ??? Tala you spoil me !! Bless you ! <5 ]

#nvrcmplt #[ THIS KILLED ME IN THE BEST WAY OK AHAHA ]#[ I'M GOOD TO GO FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR NOW ]#[ <5555 ]#ᵃ ᵗᵒᵇʸ ᵖᵒˢᵗ ;; ooc.#ˢᵗᵃʳˢ ;; saved.#fav.#absolute fav.#longpost //

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