#{/to clarify the bold/italics are the CERTAIN ones; bold is just on and off/im unsure lmao}

[blindedguilt]

Emotion Meme - Leonard (DOD1)

◈ ANGER.   jaw clenching, hands balling into fists, teeth grinding, yelling, going nonverbal, stuttering speech, rushed speech, slow concise speech, rambling, quiet, arms crossing, shaking head, tearing up, animated, expressionless, projects, internalizes, vents, withdraws, passive aggressive, direct physical outbursts, verbal outbursts. //

◈  JOY.  easy smiles, fighting back grins, suppressed laughter, loud laughter, giggles, chuckling, smirks, whole body laughs, covers mouth when laughing, throws head back when laughing, slaps leg, touches people around them when laughing, looks down when laughing, looks for eye contact when laughing, sparkling eyes, bubbly happiness, quiet subtle happiness, obnoxious happiness, wants to spread joy, quietly savors joy.

◈  SADNESS.  crying, bottling it up, seeks distractions, wallows, meditates & processes, avoidance, seeks out comfort, withdraws, talks it out, internalizes it, sad smiles, depression naps, uses alcohol, uses drugs, seeks out sources of joy, fidgets with sentimental item, sits in silence, broods, gets moody, wants someone to share the misery, tries to hide negative emotions, nurtures others to make themselves feel better. //

◈  EMBARRASSMENT / SHAME.  blushing, looking away, rubbing at back of head, covering face, laughing nervously, laughs it off, overthinks  ->  lets it go, self deprecating humor, deflects, gets irritated, smiles, withdraws, crossing arms over stomach, crossing arms over chest, hands in pockets, shoulders sinking, shrugs, falling into silence until comfortable again, talking a lot to compensate. //

◈ GUILT.  avoiding eye contact, shoulders sinking low, head hanging down, crying, chest aches, lashes out, internalizes, apologizes, deflects, communicates, withdraws, grand gestures for forgiveness, accepts fault easily, punishes themselves, martyrdom, victim complex, overactive guilt complex, healthy conscience, internalizes even after forgiveness, seeking redemption, moves on easily, denial, lack of guilt / conscience, sorry they got caught more than caused harm, can’t handle knowing they hurt others. //  

◈ FEAR / ANXIETY.   trembling, crying, sarcasm / sass to cope, rambles, goes silent, gets angry, fidgeting, clenching jaw, picking at nails, chewing at lip, pulling at clothes, adjusting jewelry / clothing, swallowing thickly, eyes widening, overreacts  OR  underreacts, calm, logical, panicked, irrational, overthinks  ->  carefully analyzes, talks to themselves, breathing exercises, flight  ->  fight, withdraw, fawn. //

Tagged by: I stole it from @glorytomankind lmaoooo I tag: @voicelesshatred, any of the chaps at @etgloria (And/or @booksofthelibrary/@amorfati-rp if you’re up for it!!), @lacrimedelleroina, @innsmaw, and @laplacemail. If you see this and you wanna do it, please, by all means~ (I know there were a couple poor souls Tumblr wouldn’t let me tag beyond this, so... lmao)

#||Meme|| #{/to clarify the bold/italics are the CERTAIN ones; bold is just on and off/im unsure lmao} #{/but....} #{/ooOOOOHHHHHHH this made me think of the different ways this guy processes stuff through verses and like} #{/after a bit of thought I decided to specify this was DOD1 lmao} #{/BUT THE ALCOHOL THING} #{/i've found two (2) sources where leonard just... casually drinks and granted one is a gag thing which ended horribly but the other} #{/it's in mag neg where both me and aadah were just 'i didn't know you drink' and he doesnt say a fucking word} #{/the poor chap gets his drink stolen at the end but knowing how sr ended up it's probably for the best} #{/so...... maybe....? i want to develop it into a semi-hdc? it would be a good; clearer and uh} #{/m u c h s a f e r} #{/parallel to his whole slippery slope of 'i will not do this bad thing.... *eyes emote*'} #{/give him two minutes and this fool will cave and do the bad thing} #{/though he would be much easier to just directly cave to alcohol despite KNOWING he shouldn't; given that's his general} #{/temperment and.... *motions to everything* Can you blame him?}