#° ⁺ . ☾ Whenever we try to test the bonds that have been forged; reality comes apart. ☆ GAMES.

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╰ ☾ ☆ * : ･ ⁞ — ˗ˏˋ       𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 ?

the inability to cherish the good things that happen out of fear of them disappearing

you've been hurt, badly, haven't you? it's been a long time since you've felt comfortable in your own mind. everything's become a sign that you're going to be hurt again. so when something good does come along, you're not used to it. it feels foreign. it's weird and scary. you want to believe that it will work out, but you just can't. you've been burned too many times. because of this, you've become cynical. you never wanted it to be this way, but you're trying to protect yourself. i see how it's easier to not accept the good, out of fear of its inevitable end. once the dust settles, you're terrified of being alone again. but by doing this, you're never enjoying those good moments. you're letting them pass you by. you have to start letting the happiness come to you. even if it's in waves, isn't that better than not at all?

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#// OW OOF MY BONES #° ⁺ . ☾ Whenever we try to test the bonds that have been forged; reality comes apart. ☆ GAMES.

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�� ☾ ☆ * : ･ ⁞ — ˗ˏˋ Top 10 Favorite Fanfic Tropes

Try not to use ‘i like both’ or ‘no opinion’ and post your top ten results!

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#// I don't read f.anfics aside from people's rp replies so LOL #// found family though YEP #// there's a reason the only 3 characters I'm passionate about are the blue moon fam #° ⁺ . ☾ The blue moon. ☆ OOC. #° ⁺ . ☾ Whenever we try to test the bonds that have been forged; reality comes apart. ☆ GAMES.

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╰  ☾  ☆ * : ･   ⁞    —     ˗ˏˋ                  what is your inner stuffed toy ?

classic teddy

you were born to be a good friend. you are an incredibly loyal, thoughtful, reliable person, and others feel totally at ease around your stability and kind nature. you know exactly how to be a healer and a shoulder to cry on and are the most dependable person in the world when it really comes down to you. you should be proud to be who you are.

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#// motions at Misha's undying loyalty #// but also CUUUUUUTE #° ⁺ . ☾ Whenever we try to test the bonds that have been forged; reality comes apart. ☆ GAMES.

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╰  ☾  ☆ * : ･   ⁞    —     ˗ˏˋ       𝐖𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐔𝐧𝐩𝐨𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐫 𝐀𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐭𝐲𝐩𝐞 𝐀𝐫𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮 ?

the loyal

it’s a good thing you’re so patient. you know what it’s like to feel the full weight of doubt bearing down in you. for years, it tried to squeeze the life from your lungs. but nothing’s going to make you bow. you kept the candle’s flame alive. you whispered the names at nightfall. the vigil still lives inside of you. one day, the waiting will have been worth it. all your love is going to come home to you. you’re more important than you know. you’re still the one true believer.

personality: calm, level-headed, stubborn

counterpart: the accomplice

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#// OW OOF MY BONES #° ⁺ . ☾ Whenever we try to test the bonds that have been forged; reality comes apart. ☆ GAMES.

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╰  ☾  ☆ * : ･   ⁞    —     ˗ˏˋ                 Do you survive the narrative ? 

yes, but you’re not the same. 

take it how you want, you were in the belly of the beast and tore your way out. you've been reborn.

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#° ⁺ . ☾ Whenever we try to test the bonds that have been forged; reality comes apart. ☆ GAMES. #// pain

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╰  ☾  ☆ * : ･   ⁞    —     ˗ˏˋ               CHARACTER DEEP DIVE

BODY

height:    ★★★☆☆ ( smaller in height than the average eleven year old due to his premature birth / illnesses exacerbated by human experimentation ) 

strength ★★☆☆☆    

dexterity ★★★☆☆ ( fairly good considering he has only one hand but still has a bit of trouble sometimes )   

health  ★☆☆☆☆  

energy: ★★☆☆☆    

beauty ★★★★☆ ( looks petite and feminine enough enough for his mother’s attempts to make him look like a girl work to his misfortune )

style ★☆☆☆☆ ( doesn’t really care / have much of a concept of style but he gets one point for blue being a fantastic color )    

hygiene ★★★★☆ ( gets about as dirty as any other kid from playing outside in the woods but washes up )    

SKILLS

perception ★★★☆☆   

communication ★★★☆☆  

persuasion ★★★★☆     

mediation ★★☆☆☆

literacy ★★★☆☆

creativity ★★★★★    

cooking   ☆☆☆☆☆  ( he can only make little tiny baby things that don’t involve heat or stoves )

tech savvy   ★☆☆☆☆  

combat ★★★☆☆  

survival  ★★★★★   

stealth ★★★★★

street smarts ★★★★☆  

seduction   ☆☆☆☆☆  

luck ☆☆☆☆☆

handling animals ★★★★★ 

pacifying children ★★★☆☆ ( kind of weird to say since he is a child but he is a lot nicer to children younger than him than teenagers / adults ) 

MIND

intelligence ★★★★☆

happiness ☆☆☆☆☆    

spirituality ★☆☆☆☆ ( has a pretty negative outlook on God / religion due to being traumatized by the church )

confidence:   ★★★☆☆  

humor   ★★★☆☆

anxiety ★★★★★

patience   ★☆☆☆☆    

passion ★★★★★

nice ☆☆★☆☆ mean  

brave ☆★☆☆☆ cowardly

pacifist ☆☆★☆☆ violent

thoughtful   ☆☆☆★☆ impulsive  

agreeable ☆☆★☆☆ contrary

idealistic  ☆★☆☆☆    pragmatic

frugal ☆ ★☆☆☆ big spender ( if one can count stealing as a way to save money )

extrovert   ☆☆★☆☆ introvert

collected ☆☆★☆☆ wild

SOCIAL

charisma ★★☆☆☆

empathy ★★★☆☆  

generosity   ★★★☆☆  

wealth   ☆☆☆☆☆

honest   ★★★☆☆     

leader   ★★☆☆☆  

polite ☆☆★☆☆ rude

political   ★☆☆☆☆

BELIEFS

higher power   ★★★★★ ( only if one counts the Blue Moon )   

fate/destiny   ★★★★★  

magic     ★★★★★   

soulmates   ☆☆☆☆☆ ( doesn’t really have a concept of that )

good and evil   ★★★★★  

luck     ★★★★★ ( AND HE HAS NONE OF IT ! )

PRIORITIES

family   ★★★★★

friends     ★★★★★  ( if he had any )

love   ★★★★★

home   ★★★★★  

health   ★★★★★  

praise       ★★★★★

justice     ★★★☆☆

truth   ★★★☆☆   

power   ☆☆☆☆☆   

fame   ☆☆☆☆☆  

wealth   ☆☆☆☆☆

others' opinions   ☆☆☆☆☆

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bold all that apply to your muse  ,  horror edition...

scratching from under the door   ,  strange cries in the distance   ,  the scrape of a blade   ,  strange shadows moving on the wall   ,  distant chanting    ,  the feeling of being trapped   ,  a church bell tolling   ,   eyes that seem to follow you   ,   strange symbols painted on the wall   ,  a cackling laugh   ,  a feeling of dread   ,  hands frantically fumbling in the dark   ,   a candle snuffed out   ,  a black cat crossing the path    ,   blood spattered on the wall    ,   dolls arranged like an audience   ,  objects moved by invisible force    ,  hearing knocking on the door to find no one there   ,  whispering voices in an empty room   ,  believing one is safe only to have the illusion shattered   ,  a sorrow for things left undone   ,  chains dragging across a floor   ,  a lantern carried by spectral hands   ,  a white dress flowing   ,   the adrenaline of being chased   ,  creaking floorboards   ,  a fog-draped cemetery   ,  the feeling of being touched when alone   ,    a murder of crows screeching   ,    inexplicable orbs of light   ,  holding breath for fear of being heard   ,  the feeling of being watched

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#// YIKES #° ⁺ . ☾ Whenever we try to test the bonds that have been forged; reality comes apart. ☆ GAMES.

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╰  ☾  ☆ * : ･   ⁞    —     ˗ˏˋ               WHAT FLAVOUR IS YOUR SOUL?

rosemary

ah, the old soul, nice to meet again. the time of ages is etched into your bones, you see clearly. you've watched the heartache in this realm and sworn to solve it. but kindness without limits is self destruction. oh little leaf, strong and wise, you seek to bring peace with your presence. I'd be wrong to say you fail at this effort, but you mustn't set yourself on fire to keep others warm. you wish to please everyone, to protect them all. but if you shield the saplings from the sunlight they will never grow, and you one day will wither. protect yourself too. you know there are no happy heroes, so don't be one. be a friend. your loved ones will not forsake you for not being perseus slaying all their demons. you have your own monsters, why not meet them first before you conquer anyone else's nightmares. oh true-hearted paladin you are brave, and you are good enough. you know that right? be true to yourself, one cannot do anything saintly if they did not tend to their own wounds first.

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#// GEEZ #° ⁺ . ☾ Whenever we try to test the bonds that have been forged; reality comes apart. ☆ GAMES.

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╰  ☾  ☆ * : ･   ⁞    —     ˗ˏˋ          answer  some  questions  and  get  an  ominous  warning

they're not who you think they are    

i'm sorry you had to find out this way

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#// STARES AT NEARLY EVERY PERSON IN HIS LIFE #// EXCEPT FOR LUNA PROBS #// HM. #° ⁺ . ☾ Whenever we try to test the bonds that have been forged; reality comes apart. ☆ GAMES.

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╰  ☾  ☆ * : ･   ⁞    —     ˗ˏˋ               WHAT COLOR IS YOUR AURA  ?  

dandelions, marble, bottled coffee, hair ties, banana cream, bedsheets, sketches. your essence is cream: your openness makes you a soft and gentle companion. you beg others to hold you; the most fulfilling life is one with love and praise, safe from traitorous insecurity. apologies come easily to you -- for it is better than change. you are the tenderheart. you are the devout. you find kinship in like-minded individuals of yellow, gold, peach, and honeysuckle, who share your self-doubt. you are also drawn to the resolute blush and beige, who will help you grow and learn to find your own cause. however, you may struggle to get along with the obsessive personalities of rose and sage who demand too much.

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#// HEY OUCH #° ⁺ . ☾ Whenever we try to test the bonds that have been forged; reality comes apart. ☆ GAMES.

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╰  ☾  ☆ * : ･   ⁞    —     ˗ˏˋ                   the signs.

ARIES: bonfires, competitiveness, hand veins, loud laughs, messy hair, sneaking out at 2am, abandoned beaches, stray dogs, candle lights, body language, creaking floorboards, ouija boards, having no regrets, karaoke nights out.

TAURUS: house plants, oversized sweaters, soft hands, fuzzy socks, visiting big cities, snoozing your alarm clock, the colour yellow, vanilla scented candles, aloe vera, fruit smoothies, baking cookies, the mom friend, loves the ukulele.

GEMINI: femme fatale movies, in love with female villains, sharp eyeliner, quick-witted, does things out of spite, do no harm but take no shit, in love with dogs, probably cries during sad movies but won’t admit it, easily excited, ripped jeans.

CANCER: mermaids, easily infatuated by love, smelling flowers, picnics in open fields, gets sad when thinking about the past, impressed easily, daydreaming in class, plucking fresh fruit, loves skirts and fashion, would die for their friends family.

LEO: confident in what they do, kill them with kindness, high ponytails, probably wants to visit paris once ( literally lives in Paris ), not afraid to tell the truth, in love with cute animals, the one to lift others up, good at teamwork, the warm feeling of summer, dragons.

VIRGO: pastel markers, the smell of lavender, has a welcoming vibe around them, actually organized, scrunchies, neat notes, loves going to museums, probably into photography, neutral colours, handwritten letters, stardust.

LIBRA: soft blankets, cuddling the ones you love, always standing up for your friends, hopeless romantic, can be very distant, can be a little dramatic, pretty hair, dresses nicely, tries to be popular on social media, optimistic, humorous.

SCORPIO: cottages in the woods, in love with greek mythology, vintage t-shirts, really emotional but doesn’t want anyone to know, determined, moonlight, pretty handwriting, into the retro aesthetic, rainy days, doesn’t judge people, cats.

SAGITTARIUS: always ready for an adventure, street smart, wants to travel the world someday, doesn’t easily trust people, alcohol, paintbrushes, can’t sit still, untied shoelaces, tangled up earphones, blasting music at midnight, eye-gazing.

CAPRICORN: cold aura, coffee is what keeps them going, probably haven’t slept in two days, actually a big softie, high-waisted jeans, cute pet videos, small apartments, has too many notebooks, often goes to the library, writing essays.

AQUARIUS: loves to paint and do any kind of art, wants to live at the seaside, knows a lot of random facts, shares food, messy notes, bullshits an entire essay, graffiti, has their own distinct style, wants to live their life like they want to.

PISCES: old teddy bears, unsent love letters, mom-jeans, loves to sing, feels at home by the ocean, writes poetry, hard-workers, always up for deep conversations, probably did the stupid thing, open curtains, a soft breeze.

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𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐒 𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂

bold what applies to your muse. italicize what sometimes applies

                          𝐁𝐋𝐔𝐄

cloudless sky / ocean waves / winter dusk / deserted rest stops / dust filled book jackets / sea salt in your lungs / open space lofts / mountainside meditation / empty ski lodges / calm before storms / electric charged air / lighthouses / road trips with no destination / desert skies / summer breeze through a cottage window / cool air against water soaked skin / seaside towns during off season / wind-chimes / big bed with lots of blankets / coming home after a long time away / a wolf howling in the distance / fingers dancing along spine / a hug from an old friend / afternoon tea / wild flowers off abandoned highways

                          𝐑𝐄𝐃

wine soaked lips / internalized rage / blood on knuckles / four poster beds / barefoot on marble floor / velvet drapes / lipstick marks / murder mysteries / old barns with hay lofts / mouth full of weapons / possessive love / dark chocolate / apple orchard visits / handwritten letters / fresh strawberry fields / cherry flavored chapstick / soft candlelight / vintage pumps / tingles over your body / strong but gentle hand around your throat / scarf tied over your eyes / fog on a rainy night / intimate bar settings / complete destruction / kiss swollen lips / scratches against flesh / sitting by a fireplace / blood orange sunsets

                        𝐘𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖

community gardens / sunflower seeds / open fields / blowing dandelion fluffs / bubbles in spring / warm champagne / drafty cottages opened after winter / soft buzzing near your ear / loose braids / flaxen sundresses / handmade straw hats / warm butter on fresh toast / daisy chains / drum circles / sun on your face / maypoles / outdoor festivals / street food / car shows / pop art drawings / fruity flavors / mist on produce / running through sprinklers / cucumber water / wrap around porches / worn pages of a book / honey in tea / yard sales / freckled skin / tarnished gold lockets / angel food cake / windmills / flashlight beams

                         𝐆𝐑𝐄𝐄𝐍

marshy swamps / cajun recipes / haunted graveyards / old road signs / the house people tell stories about / lights flickering / jazz music / twig snapping / campfires / ghost stories / urban exploration / vines creeping up brick / wooden flutes / quiet forests / labored breaths / hiking trails / rain on leaves / bonfires / fresh smoothies / water logged grottos / painful whispers from jealous lovers / successful business ventures / leaky cellars / park theater productions / mint scented lotions / ambitious promises / pine needle covered floors / oil lanterns / aloe on warmed skin / crushing floral foam / forgotten towns

                        𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐊

crinkle of leather jacket / midnight walks / bulbs burning out / black lacquered nails / the sound of bats screeching / distant marching band music / noises when you’re home alone / blood soaked knife / dark lipstick on pale skin / scent of sulfur / soot on boots / slasher movies / glint of cat eyes in the dark / oil slicks on dark asphalt / basement bedrooms / investigating a noise / grainy camera footage / black and white photos / dust filled attics / empty theaters / whistling in the middle of the night / scratches at your window / wrought iron gates / lace neck ruffles / long floor sweeping skirts / broken music boxes / needle scratching on vinyl / lost memories / disembodied voices / forgotten faces

                        𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐓𝐄

crisp scents / laundry on a line / fleece blankets / brightly lit hospital rooms / empty train stations / genuine laughter / feathers against skin / new life / cotton dresses / log cabins in winter / swan gliding through water / harp music floating through the air / plane rides for fun / mountain tops / ice sculptures / first snowflake of winter / linen freshly pressed / the scent of a running dryer / vanilla and cinnamon milk / a smile from a stranger / letters in the mail / a longing finally satiated / kiss of moonlight on skin / fresh canvas / snow glittering like diamonds / paint strokes / pretty lie told from a kind mouth / sparklers / coffee foam art

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FIRST MEETINGS MEME

A meme for first meetings and introduction threads, aka a ‘What you will notice about my muse first’ cheat sheet.

Repost, don’t reblog. Bold what applies. Fill in details. 

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GENERAL APPEARANCE

Sex: Masculine. Feminine. Non-Binary. Notes: Identifies as a male and will always identify as male but doesn’t quite have the most binary grasp of gender due to being raised as a female for the first few years of his life.

Race: Human / Bonded with the Vampire of the Blue Moon via blood.

Complexion: Very pale, almost white skin. 

Height: 4′7

Body Type: Endomorph. Mesomorph. Ectomorph.

Body Build: Small. Medium. Athletic. Muscular. Soft. Curvy. Voluptuous.

Hair: None. Buzzed. Short. Medium. Long. Very Long. Asymmetrical Cut.

Color: White.

Style: Short, messy white hair. Doesn’t actually get to comb it very much so fly - aways and parts that stick up are pretty common. 

Eye color: A bright, radiant blue.

Details: Originally, his eyes were silver at birth and were silver for most of his life. His eye color changed to blue after becoming Kin of the Blue Moon. 

Scars: Various scars upon his body due to abuse from his mother and Moreau.

FASHION

Fashion Style: Vintage. Traditional. Casual. Artsy. Vibrant. Geeky/Nerdy. Tomboy. Sporty. Trendy. Preppy. Girly. Bohemian. Elegant. Formal. Grunge. Punk. Rocker. Gothic. Other: It’s kind of hard to be anything other than vintage when you’re living in the 1800s. 

Color Palette: Mostly wears blues and blacks like his brother. Will absolutely NOT wear red ( unless it’s leaning towards dark magenta like the tassels of his shoes ). 

Typical Clothing: Typically wears a black and blue jacket and shorts. His prosthetic is waterproof but he wears a shoulder cape for extra protection. 

Tattoos: Not really a tattoo but he has Luna’s Mark of Possession on his left shoulder.

EXPRESSION

General Facial Expression: Has a soft, childish, and unassuming face. He does smile a lot and appear to be a perfectly normal child. However, it’s rarely genuine unless it is around people he likes. 

General Movements:  Nothing too remarkable about his general movements. However, he does fatigue easily. 

NOTABLE FOR RP

Presence: He tries to keep to himself for the most part due to the people after his life ( people that want the Book of Vanitas, vampires that hate the Blue Moon / humans / humans linked to the Blue Moon, scientists looking for new test subjects ) and generally keeps a small presence. To those that do approach him, he’s usually amicable and cute. But he CAN flip the switch if needed.

Appearance: Appears tidy for the most part but there are subtle signs of the neglect the Comté puts him through. Some examples are the exhaustion in his eyes and the dark circles underneath, the unkempt mess that is his hair, and his frame that is quite a bit thinner than when he lived with Luna and Vanitas. 

Scent: Smells mostly of soil from living in the forest under poor conditions and literally sleeping on the ground most of the time. But it’s much better than blood. 

Voice Description: Generally very soft and mild. However, he definitely can get loud and pissy if he’s really upset. Canon / French voiceclaim here. 

Accent: yes / no

Speech Mannerisms: Mostly informal due to being a child. He was taught some formal mannerisms from the adults around him for various reasons ( ie his mother to appease ‘ customers ‘ and Luna for actual normal reasons ) but he’s still learning.

#° ⁺ . ☾ God made you in his image; consumption and desire. ☆ HC. #° ⁺ . ☾ Whenever we try to test the bonds that have been forged; reality comes apart. ☆ GAMES.

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aesthetics for the entities,  part i.          bold what applies to your muse,   italicize  what applies situationally or only in certain verses.   rest of the fears here.   this is based on a horror podcast ;  potentially triggering & / or upsetting content ahead!   pt. ii here.

i.  the  buried.         weighed blankets.   drowning.  the comfort of a loved one’s weight.   soil & sand piling on top of you.   hugging so hard it hurts a little.  cramped hiding spots.  letting out air underwater to sink to the bottom of the pool.  walls pressing in on you.  not moving from a position even though you’re cramping a little.  dragging the last second before you have to inhale.  lonely subways.  feeling like one with the earth.   a layer of dirt on you.   looking for something below.   cardboard boxes & tiny pillow forts.   hands calloused from digging.  knowing that your purpose is just below the surface. entering your final resting place before it kills you.  a storm drowning you out.  dust & sand speaking to you.

ii.  the corruption.      insects.   a close imitation of the natural course of life.  an illness in a community. a rag that dirties more than it cleans.   an untreated wound.  containment.  breaching containment.  unbreathable air.  fungi.   one with what you love.   one with what loves you.   a corpse unfit for a glass case.    hearing a song in the sound of tiny wings & legs.   honeycomb patterns. an ecosystem within a person.   a curse passed on.  the hubris of a scientist.    an ugly death where a glorious one is owed.   blood on a handkerchief.  parasites.   something pushing up the sewer.   a mask to keep something out.    trypophobia.   knowing you belong. death weeks after impact.   fever.   food that’s gone off.   pandora’s box.  death behind a glass.

iii.  the dark.        shadows.    lights that turn off by themselves.   the feel of cold marble.   a beaked creature in the night. the difference between seeing darkness & seeing nothing. touch of something you can’t see.   hiding under a blanket.   white,  clouded eyes.   months without going outside during sunlight.  pouring dark.   unscrewing lightbulbs.   black matter.  light sensitivity. a starless night.  time before light was created.    a shadow on the wall without a body to attach to.   withering plants. a world without a sun.  footfalls in an empty house in the night.   a light that doesn’t reach as far as it should.   desperate reach for a flashlight.   clothes that hide your shape.   staying unperceivable.  winter months in the north. an empty church.

iv.  the desolation.           senseless pain.   warmth of faith.   wax where skin should be.   a blazing fire.   heat without a source.  the third or fourth tragedy in the family. losing everything you’ve ever held dear.   so much to live for, gone so soon.  the smell of gasoline. touch that scars.  coffee cup that never goes cold.  scorch marks on wood.   inescapably warm air.   a child born in fire.  death of a loved one.  a candle without a flame.   an altar in the middle of the woods. animals with burnt fur.   plastic explosives.   burning hot metal.   sweating in an interrogation room.   never touching a loved one.   disfigurement.  a kiss that ruins you.  the scent of burning fat.   a tattoo that terrifies its viewer.   the agony of hellfire displayed as art.   auburn hair.   little clothing in cold weather.   a ripple in the air.   trying to cool down in vain.

v.  the flesh.         body horror.  factories.   a hunger for something more filling.   never quite happy with how you look.  the terror of an animal waiting for slaughter.  a very good meal. the liquid of a perfect steak.   fighting your worst survival instincts.  a twisted bone.   long nights working out.   more than one heart.  appearance that shapes like clay. a bag of bones.  bone broth in a pot.   knowing to fear pigs.   the butcher’s shop.   plastic surgery.   something alien inside your body.    a hunger in the gaze laid upon you.  unwitting cannibalism.   forgetting what you used to look like.   being admired for your appearance & appearance only.   teeth marks on skin.   scars from wounds that should’ve killed you. cooking in scarcity.   fenced in with one way to go.

vi.  the end.       the last page of a book.   nightmares that don’t feel like nightmares .   a skeletal hand.   the grip of the grim reaper around your throat.   existential pain.   ivory dice.   flatlining in a hospital.   gambling with death. as old as the universe.   soul & spirit tied to an object. a dream where you die.  closing your eyes for the last time. the pleas of a dying one. knowing the fate of someone you know & being unable to prevent it.   a thousand cords tugging you towards your end.   skin that’s freezing to the touch.  an act of desperation.  someone’s life for yours.    an eternity spent alive.    the cost of your selfishness.  watching your own burial. causing your own burial.  the smell of death.   numbness to fear.  words from someone gone.   meaninglessness of the actions or lives of single people in the universe.  multiple near—death experiences you refuse to die from.

vii.  the eye.   googling something you shouldn’t have.   eureka moments.  the unforgiving lens of a camera.   witness reports.  hidden libraries.   eyes of different colours.   feeling of being watched. a death recorded in tape.   a tragedy you can’t look away from. endangering yourself for knowledge.   truth.   analog records.   a symbol of an eye.   a watch tower.   compulsion to document.   turning on recording devices without thinking about it.  saving the evidence before the person.   extracting information.    truth or dare,  without the dare.   a thirst for knowledge.    books that speak to you.  coordinated shelves.   cataloguing systems.   voyeurism.   police report you can’t put down.   reasoning your way out.   smell of old papers.   books that read you back.

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Name

Mikhail / Misha ( gender neutral derivative of Mikhail )

Usage

Hebrew / Russian / Belarusian / Ukrainian

Meaning and History

Russian and Belarusian form of Michael. From the Hebrew name מִיכָאֵל (Mikha'el) meaning "who is like God?". This is a rhetorical question, implying no person is like God. Michael is one of the archangels in Hebrew tradition and the only one identified as an archangel in the Bible. In the Book of Daniel in the Old Testament he is named as a protector of Israel. In the Book of Revelation in the New Testament he is portrayed as the leader of heaven's armies in the war against Satan, and is thus considered the patron saint of soldiers in Christianity.

The popularity of the saint led to the name being used by nine Byzantine emperors, including Michael VIII Palaeologus who restored the empire in the 13th century. It has been common in Western Europe since the Middle Ages, and in England since the 12th century. It has been borne (in various spellings) by rulers of Russia (spelled Михаил), Romania (Mihai), Poland (Michał), and Portugal (Miguel).

Tiny note

Can we appreciate how ironic as hell Misha’s name is considering his extreme distrust of the church and chasseurs ? Also his links to the Blue Moon would definitely be seen as some form of blasphemy to the church / humans / Crimson vampires / etc. Misha is literally the most unreligious person save for the fact he believes in demons. 

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a poppy, for remembrance

"through the dancing poppies stole a breeze most softly lulling to my soul." — john keats, endymion (1818), book I, line 565. — you seem to mourn your past, as your inner child has died. you've been through your battles yet still have an immense amount of hope for the future. a yearning for peace of mind is what you have when you try to look for the sparks you've once felt in your life. but remember, you will no longer have to fight or defend yourself after you grow in a field where the vibrance of your petals are commemorated.

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