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[yaziciyasemin]

five times kissed - naomi and andrew

1. a kiss out of jealousy. when his blood is still pumping inside his ear and he is not longer able to find words to throw back at her, seeing red with how hard she chooses to defend the other male; he was her boyfriend after all, so she wasn’t all in the wrong. but he still hated it, hated how badly the man was talking about her, hated that she couldn’t see it but above all he hated how he was allowed to touch her, to kiss her whenever he wanted to, to call her his girlfriend when he didn’t deserve any of that. when he didn’t deserve her, not that he did either but damn, even he was better than him. she’s talking again now, trying to force an answer out of him and all there’s nothing coming out of his mouth, no quick remark, no excuse, nothing. and his eyes fall to her lips, as they continue to move and she’s almost yelling at him now. and it bothers him, that she’s this worked up because of him, that she’s mad at him for defending her; even if she doesn’t know that was the reason behind the punch. so fuck it, he decides to shut her up. holding her face between his hands with a quick movement, staring into her eyes for a moment, giving her a chance to say no, to push him away. but she doesn’t, she stands there and he could’ve sworn her eyes were on his lips too. so he kisses her, and it’s more eager than he intended. it’s urgent, as lovers meeting after years of being apart. and it’s so much better than anything his mind could’ve came up with. 

2. a kiss out of care, when he finds her crying during one of their hangouts. he noticed when she stood up and left, at this point he was far too deep into this, he noticed almost everything she did. he waited a couple minutes, then some, until he excused himself. and it didn’t take much for him to find her, didn’t matter how big their friend’s house was — as if she had a magnetic field around her, pulling him in so much that he found her in the first room he decided to look in. and then he stood there, because he had learned to deal with her anger, with her bitterness. even with her empathy, recently, as they started to grow civil with each other. but this was new. this was nothing like being yelled by her, this was much worse than any name she had called him in the past or even when she attempted to fight him with tiny fists against his chest. seeing her wipe tears out of her face once she heard the door opening hurt him more than anything else. his first reaction is to cross the room, take the seat next to her on the bed and wrap arms around her body, not saying a word, allowing the silence to take over the room, only interrupted by her small sobs. and god, he wishes he knew what to say to make her feel better. but he doesn’t, no. he was always so bad at this. when his sisters came back home crying after some boy broke their hearts or when they were having problems with how they looked, andrew never knew what to say. he was always the ‘i’ll punch him in the face’ brother, and even though that sometimes earned a laugh from his sisters, he knew that wasn’t enough to give them comfort. one of his hands reach for her face, cupping her cheek and brushing away the tears that sat there. leaning closer only to place a kiss on the other side of her face, pressing his lips there for a couple seconds, as if that would somehow make things better.

3. a kiss out of anger and in no way that anger was directed towards her. because even with how much he would repeat that he didn’t like her, that she was just not his type or that she was simply infuriating in every way, the only thing truly making him mad was how much he cherished her. god, maybe he even loved her at this point. he couldn’t tell. love for him was always something fraternal, something he felt for his mother more than anything; he would do anything for that woman and she didn’t even have to ask him. or for his sisters, he would’ve killed a man for making his sister upset or gone to the bottom of the ocean to return one of the toys they loved as kids. he loved his family for they were all he ever had for a while, and all he needed, or so he thought so. but naomi, fuck. maybe she was infuriating after all with how quickly she snuck up on him. with how easily she managed to break his walls and get him to care for her, no, love her. right now, watching her as she’s dancing with one of her friends on the other side of the room, he knows he loves her. because it’s more than hating when some other guy is talking shit about her and going out of his way to punch them in the face or hiding a smile when she makes a joke in the group or enjoying having her between his arms and enjoying it even more when he manages to calm her down. it’s everything. it’s teasing her just to get a smile, a word, even a scold, anything. it’s going back home to his empty bed and feeling the weight of her absence even if she was never even there. it’s crossing the room without even realizing, once their eyes lock in the crowded room, standing so close to her that he can feel heat radiating from her body. it’s the way she wraps her arms around his neck without saying anything at all and naturally his arms fit perfectly on the curve of her waist. and it’s the way he pulls her closer, pressing his lips against her. and it’s just right. and it's also absolutely infuriating. 

4. a kiss out of passion. on the first night he takes her home and trust me he never does that with other girls. he’s never even allowed it to be an option, when he’s hooking up with someone. because he loves his house, he loves every part of it. it’s the place he feels the most comfortable, after his mother’s house of course, it’s his place. and she’s the first girl he invited in. the first girl he had in his bed, and he knows it means more than sleeping with her for the first time. because it always means more with her, it’s always more intense with her. so when he kisses her, and god, he loves that he can do it more often now. without asking, when she’s looking nowhere and thinking about something he’d give everything to know. or when she’s smiling, the most beautiful smile he’s ever seen. and he would make fun of any of his friends for saying that out loud about any girl they were with but he doesn’t care if they do the same to him. because it’s naomi, and it’s true. everything about her is beautiful and he’ll die saying. her face, her body, her smile, her lips, her eyes and the way they are staring back at him while she’s completely naked and exposed in his bed. and she’s just beautiful. and he fails to say anything other than that, even if he knows there are better words but he’s just so eager. to kiss her again, to melt under her touch and make sure she knows he is completely hers.

5. a kiss out of love. he takes longer than he should’ve had to notice her in the crowd. firstly because it was far more crowded than usual, as finals usually are. and he doesn’t really pay much attention to the people in the crowd as he’s walking in, he usually spots his mom easily, because she’s always seating in the same seat he’s personally reserved for her, but that’s it. he had some friends come over a few times, but he always sees them after it’s over, always a bit of a surprise when he comes out of the locker room to take his mom and his sisters for dinner and finds them there. but tonight, maybe it was because it was a final and he was just a little bit more nervous than usual or maybe because it was her, and he would always find her in any crowd. but he locks eyes with her, only a couple seconds before the fight starts and it takes him one, two, three seconds to realize it’s not a dream or a hallucination and that she’s really there. he didn’t expect it, with how many times he invited her and she declined, and he was in no way hurt by that, he understood her reasons. god knows it took his mom a couple months before watching one of his fights, and a couple more before staying all the way until the end. and he’s tried convincing her, bringing her to one or two fights, but he knew she hated it. he knew she would suffer all the way through it and he hated that. as much as he wanted her there, he would never have her sit anxiously for as long as he was in there. but he wanted her there, so much. and she was here tonight and it only fully hits him when he’s swinging the first punch. it ends quickly, thank god. because he has to fight the urge to look back at her while it’s happening, waving at her when they call the first timeout and earning a nice slap from his coach when he notices it. and then it’s over, he won. and while his whole team is rushing to celebrate with him inside the ring, he’s walking right out of it. climbing through the crowd, ignoring the high fives and congratulations, going straight to her. not even saying anything before he’s pulling her from the floor and pressing his lips against her own, not even minding the cheers that become louder and how his mother was sitting only a couple seats away. and when he finally breaks the kiss for air, he still glues their foreheads together, whispering i love you before he’s being called back in the ring for a ceremony.

#perhaps i rambled a WHOLE ASS LOT <3 #love me anyway. #these two are everything to me and i finally got around to finishing this #and it probably sucks especially the last two but #———— featuring. naomi lourdes . 🥊 andrew clarke ˎˊ˗ #———— answered . 🎂 out of character ˎˊ˗ #frgilebones

[yaziciyasemin]

how does one get plots with you?

i usually respond very well to bullying tbh

#look...i know i suck with messages i tend to get carried away #but i always bounce back and if i dont...shoot me a message #but if i follow u/if we are friends..i 300% want to write with u okay #im just dumb w dms / ims #so yeah bully me #🥴 #———— ramblings . 🎂 out of character ˎˊ˗

[yaziciyasemin]

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SEND 📝  AND I’LL SUGGEST A FEW MUSES THAT I’LL LIKE TO THROW AT YOUR MUSE(S)

jodi chou + theodora dawson: theo recently ran away from her home and she’s currently looking for different ways to live her life? she’s running from place to place trying to find where she belongs after pretty much giving her life off to raising her brother. so i feel her and jodi would be amazing together, find themselves in that moment where they are questioning everything and just...maybe get a little wild together? theo would definitely want to push them out of their comfort zone, maybe help a little. they could’ve met in high school, maybe theo never like their boyfriend...maybe they were best friends who drifted apart because of that relationship? and now they are brought back together after everything went down. 

miyoung yang + andrew clarke: honestly i think andrew and miyoung would have a lot in common, they are both very athletic and active. i can definitely see them starting their relationship with a bit of a competitive banter? working out at the same gym and bumping into each other here and there until they are working out together and everything. maybe a lot of sexual tension going on... but honestly the thing that made me choose andrew was miyoung's love for horror movies because that's andrew right there. he LOVES slasher movies, he has watched the saw franchise front and back, more than once. their first date can be at the movies watching the conjuring 3 okay.

carolina reyes + adam hawthorne: i just know for a fact adam would simply adore spoiling the hell out of carolina! he has a very soft spot for dancer and singers, as he's an avid broadway fan and has a long history of supporting the arts. he'd be very drawn to her mostly because he loves feeling necessary? and spoiling her, tending to her needs would just...make his day. he's also very possessive, and i saw carolina is too so this could get very interesting i think.

#the way i rambled and rambled....but i tried using people you didn't!! #thank u for sending my love <3 #wildwcmen #———— answered . 🎂 out of character ˎˊ˗

[yaziciyasemin]

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SEND 📝  AND I’LL SUGGEST A FEW MUSES THAT I’LL LIKE TO THROW AT YOUR MUSE(S)

eleonora langston + finnley hawthorne: instantly love the idea of them together simply because they are both sitting at the 'we married into the family and the lifestyle' table, both because of their mother's too. and that feeling of not quite truly belonging but at the same time enjoying every single perk of the life they have now. i'm thinking the families could know each other for a long time and so they always go on vacations at the same time, and their fathers work together here and there so they are always meeting. and then, ellie and finnley are just leaving mid dinner to get on a plane and go to paris because finnley feels like having a croissant tonight. finnley is probably obsessed with her and she could have him wrapped around her fingers because he will easily simp. maybe they have a bit of a will they won't they relationship going on, they are always together when they meet and everyone knows about his crush, everyone sees them together but he's also known for never sleeping alone and never really had a real relationship so there's that.

keller langford + sarah martins: ahem! so sarah is a new muse of mine, i literally haven't added her to my blog so you get her first okay. long story short sarah fell in love with a guy. he was gorgeous, a very good hockey player, popular around college and all that jazz. (you'll know him soon, maam) anyways it their first year of college, she gave him her heart on a silver plate only to have him humiliate her by sleeping with one of her friends, telling everyone they were never truly together just having fun. as revenge, sarah wrote an essay for a class (she's a creative writing major) about this rich guy who was too weak to let people love him, she published it around campus and everyone pretty much knew who she was talking about. after that she became a bit of an outcast, everyone loved the hockey players and so they all took his side instead. soooo, you say keller is involved in many extracurricular activities, maybe they end up in the same club together...forced to interact. him using his money to get things easier and bending the rules? sarah would absolutely despise him from the second they met, and cue to a very sexy enemies to lovers plot. 

francine hopkins + arthur hawthorne: i went back on the plot inspo channel on our server to look for some inspo and hehe... i’m feeling this for these two. i don’t think you got arthur yet and i don’t know miss francine so HELLO. arthur is just a very destructive man, will get himself fucked up in a bathroom by the end of the night if things don’t go the way he planned them to go. will get too drunk to walk himself home after his father gives him some hard time at work and i feel like francine can relate lmao. think they could get very destructive together, probably lashing out a lot. they both that very complicated relationship with their parents, living under their shadows and trying to come out. 

jackie fowler + jack hughes: last one i promise! jack is...another new muse. a very dumb and impulsive boy witht he best intentions. i have his board here and it still needs a lot of work but i think we could work this plot for them. jack..does not get in touch with his feelings very often. he is a romantic deep deep down and the most loyal person you will ever meet but understanding his feelings is just...complicated. i'm thinking they could be long time friends, maybe even hooked up once and it didn't go any further so they just stayed friends (maybe their significant others were always jealous of their friendship and that's how they get to the whole fake dating thing?? i don't know) but jack is the perfect type of dumbass to start something like that thinking it's the greatest idea and end up catching feelings after a while.

#maam....this is so much rambling #and we can obvs expand and work around these because theres a lot of assuming in there i #but yeah this is me simping #frgilebones #———— answered . 🎂 out of character ˎˊ˗ #queue.