#“oh im SO FUCKING CALM RN you don’t even KNOW” while grinding my teeth and doing my commissions

[the-ragbros-are-okay]

i actually feel as though i am going insane bc i need to do TOMORROWS commissions to get the last story key for kaeya’s story quest because i was an IDIOT and and DIDNT

and now i feel like i’m full of BEES

PLUS. IM GOING ON A TRIP.TOMORROW

so i’m waking up early and doing my commissions and then a story quest bc i’ll be damned if i have to wait three more fucking days to see my favorite traumatized blue haired man

#my sister saw me yesterday when his story quest came out #and i realized i didn’t have enough keys #and i was fucking FUMING #and she was like “(name) you need to calm down” and i was like #“oh im SO FUCKING CALM RN you don’t even KNOW” while grinding my teeth and doing my commissions #i’m actually so upset why tf did i just ASSUME i would have enough story keys #i’m inconsolable #if i get spoilers i’m gonna be putting Diluc In Snezhnaya as the first thing on my kin list (that doesn’t exist) #but at the same time. i want to know so bad #my sister and i were arriving back at home and i was telling her how ME of all people is gonna wake up early #and do my commissions and the quests #and she was like “yeah i was on the hoyolab website earlier and saw a screenshot that i thought you might like” #and i was like “hokyfuckisng SHIT did it. okay answer me one questions. did he talk about—“ #“yes he said The D Word” and i literally said YIPPEE and jumped for joy #we were arriving home at the time and i fucking. skipped across our driveway #and i’ve been in a haze ever since #i feel like i’m. like my blood has been replaced by pure electrolytes. and like im #gonna explode if i don’t DO SOMETHING to occupy my time #was doing my commissions earlier and kaeya’s always on my team (ofc) but i heard one of his idle lines and i #went into such a fit of despair bc it reminded me of how i couldn’t do his story quest yet #DUE TO MY OWN DUMBASS CHOICES #that i. had to take him off my team for the day #AND THEN TWO KF MY COMMISSIONS WERE RIGHT BY DAWN WINERY #LIKE. GENSHIN JS REALKY FUCKING ME OVER HUH #why don’t they just spit in my face and stomp me into the ground i think it would feel better than THIS

[golbrocklovely]

only the lonely survive // colby brock - chapter twenty-one: make it feel like the first time

A/N: okay... so i suggest you read my update so you can understand why this is super late. also, two lovely reasons why this wasn’t up on time (bc anxiety and depression couldn’t just be it) is my laptop crashed while i writing this AND ALSO this whole thing is a sex scene. i’ve never truly written pure smut before, but i hope it’s okay. lmk if it sucks lol also lmk what you think of the story so far. alrighty... on with the smut.

description of the story

taglist:  @ajosieface , @localsleeper , @julyrubyrose , @far-to-many-bands , @absolute-randomness-forever

trigger warning: IT’S LITERALLY JUST SMUT

word count: 1933

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DAY 12/14

"Fuck, I need a break." I mumbled to myself, tossing my laptop off me and walking to the kitchen.

I had been editing, answering emails, and doing general work things all day. I was bored, tired... but mostly bored.

I needed something to do that wasn't work. I would have hung out with Casey, but she was out with Brennen. I didn't want to call Colby. I didn't want to seem clingy since we had been hanging out almost every day since I got to California. And even though my time with him was running short... I just didn't want to seem desperate.

As I stepped into the kitchen, I felt my phone vibrate. Unlocking it, I saw a new message from Colby.

Colby: what are u doing rn

I texted him back quickly.

Skye: nothing really. why?

I grabbed a water bottle from the fridge, waiting for his reply. I soon heard my phone buzz.

Colby: save me. im bored and no one is home :(

I could see his pout in my mind. I giggled to myself, typing out my response.

Skye: ask and you shall receive

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"What have you been up to all day?" I asked as we both strolled into Colby's room.

He shrugged. "Nothing really. Mostly editing. I didn't even know I was alone in the house today."

"Where is everyone?" I inquired.

"I know Sam and Kat are hanging out all day. But everyone else... no clue." He replied, laying down on his bed.

"Am I your last resort?" I gasped dramatically, sliding my knee onto his bed.

He shook his head, grabbing my hands and pulling me down onto him. "No..."

I buried my face into his chest as we cuddled for a moment. I embraced him, and he did the same to me. Suddenly, he spun us around. I laid my back against his bed as he pulled away from me. He gazed into my eyes, smiling sweetly. I stared into his, getting lost in the deep blue that they were.

"You're so beautiful." He whispered.

A blush rose to my face instantly. I rolled my eyes, trying to cover it. "You love teasing me, don't you?"

"Never." He kissed my lips quickly.

I stared back into his eyes again, cupping his cheek. His mouth twitched from a smile he barely let show. His eyes scanned my face slowly, noticing every detail. I bit my lip softly, still looking into his eyes. When our gaze finally met, I leaned up and connected our lips.

Everything about this kiss felt slow and gentle. The nibble of his teeth against my lip, the brush of my hand up his back, every movement sweet. I thread my fingers through his hair, the slight tug causing a hum to leave his mouth.

His fingers trailed up and down my thighs, goosebumps following their path. I spread my legs, allowing Colby to get closer to me and relax against my body.

Our gentle nature changed.

As our tongues danced together, my fingers left his hair and traveled down his body, resting low on his stomach. My fingers snaked their way up his shirt, nails dragging lightly across his abs. He pulled away with a grunt, sitting up.

“Talk about teasing…” He mumbled, ripping his shirt off. A coy smirk appeared on his face.

I chuckled, my face mimicking his. “Bite me.”

“If you insist…” Colby uttered.

He shoved his lips against my neck, finding a sensitive spot under my ear. He nipped and sucked at the spot, causing me to moan. I gripped his forearms as I pushed my hips against his. I slowly started to grind in a circle, causing his teeth to sink a little more into my skin. A gasp escaped my lips.

His fingers pulled at the bottom of my shirt, slowly rising it up slightly. I nodded my head without a word, and Colby pushed my shirt off my body quickly.

His body pulled away from mine, looking at the new shown skin. I glanced into his eyes and watched his gaze danced across my skin.

A single word fell from his lips. “Gorgeous.”

My reaction to his words were cut short by his lips connecting to mine. His hands rubbed circles on my hips. They slowly moved up my sides, my back arching at the sensation. As we continued to kiss, I felt his fingers brush at the edge of my bra.

“Can I…” He murmured against my lips.

I choked out. “Yeah.”

He smiled softly, pecking my jawline as he unclasped my bra. He glided the fabric off me, the cool air of the room touching my newly exposed skin.

His lips left my jaw, kissing down my neck and to my chest. He glanced up at me as his mouth traveled to my left breast, pecking around my nipple. His tongue lazily circled it, my breath hitching in my throat. He sucked my nipple into his mouth, flicking it with his tongue.

I moaned his name, unable to hold back. “Colby.”

He removed his mouth, smirking. He kissed across my chest, going to my right breast. Doing the same thing to my other nipple, a shiver ran down my spine. I placed my hand on the back of his head, running my fingers through his hair.

Colby’s head slipped out from under my hand as he trailed his lips down my stomach. He kissed the skin that rested just above my shorts. His fingers traced the waistband as he looked up at me.

“Please Colby.” I whined.

He nodded, a smirk almost coming to his lips. He shimmied the shorts down my legs, leaving me in just my underwear.

He got up on his knees, watching me as he pulled his own shorts off, leaving him in just his boxers. My eyes widen at the sight of him.

Holy shit… this is actually happening.

Colby lowered his body back onto mine, brush his lips against mine. His hands cupped my hips, his fingers itching to touch me. My tongue swept across his lips, needing a taste. As our tongues grazed each other, his hand trickled down to my heat.

He rubbed circles on my clit as his mouth fell from mine. “I can feel how wet you are.”

I hissed. “Oh my God.”

He brought his lips to my ear, whispering huskily. “Can I taste you?”

I could feel my sex squirm at his words. I muttered a ‘yes’ as he snaked down to my hips. He pealed my underwear off slowly, teasingly. I felt a wave of nervousness wash over me, until I saw his face.

Not a single ounce of judgement appeared. His lust filled eyes looked up at me for a moment, and then back to my slit.

He leaned forward, his breath fanning across me. I shuddered, my legs shaking. His lips landed on my clit, and I melted into the feeling. He lapped at my clit, his tongue exploring. His fingers slid up my thigh and entered me gently.

“Holy shit! Fuck!” I whispered aggressively. My hands instinctively reached for his hair, pushing his head closer.

He hummed against my clit, causing my hips to buck against his tongue. His fingers sped up their pace, curving and going deeper.

“Colby, I’m so close.” I grunted, grinding my sex against his mouth and fingers.

He abruptly removed his fingers and mouth, causing a whine to come from me.

He chuckled lustfully. “I wanna feel you cum around me. Be patient, baby.”

“Not fair.” I sighed, trying to catch my breath. He rolled off me and pulled his underwear down, his cock springing free.

…Damn.

He got back on top of me, kissing me in the process. The kiss was slow and gentle, like how this all started.

“Do you want this?” He whispered, his lips barely pressed against mine.

“Badly.” I muttered.

A short laugh fell from both our lips. He nodded and reached over to his nightstand, opening the drawer. He grabbed a condom, bringing the silver packet over to us. He put the corner of it in between his teeth, tearing it open. He pulled the condom out and began to roll it down his shaft.

My heart began to pound in my chest.

Was I really ready for this? Should I tell him I’m a virgin?

“Colby?” I asked.

His movements stopped. “What? Is something wrong?”

“No.” I shook my head. “I- um. I…”

“What? You can tell me.” He smiled, cupping my face.

“I…”

The words couldn’t come out. I wanted to tell him I was a virgin, let him know that this wasn’t just going to be our first time together, but my first time completely. But… I couldn’t form the words.

“I haven’t had sex in a long time. So… be gentle.” I stated, exhaling.

Colby nodded his head, pecking my lips. “Of course, baby.”

He lined up his hips, his tip playing against my entrance. I slid my hands up his back, feeling his muscles relax under my touch.

“Ready?” He murmured, gazing into my eyes.

I stammered. “Please.”

Slowly, he entered me and my walls stretched around him. Every inch of him made me feel full. It was all intense and unlike anything I had felt. When his hips finally rested against mine, I breathed.

“Fuck, Skye.” Colby grunted, his hands gripping my sides.

“Oh my God.” I gasped.

We stayed still, Colby only moving to lean down and kiss me roughly. My body calmed, allowing the slight pain of him inside me to dissipate.

“Move, baby.” I moaned, yanking my lips away from his.

He leaned his forehead against mine, slowly pulling his hips back. He slowly sunk back into me, a groan escaping his lips.

His pace picked up to a steady rhythm, the in-and-out causing my hips to buck in time. I couldn’t stop myself from wrapping my legs around his waist, wanting him closer and deeper in me.

“You feel so good, Skye. Fuck.” He groaned.

“Go faster, Colby.” I uttered, my nails digging into the skin of his back.

He thrusted his hips harder, his pace speeding up. I could feel my wetness drip down my pussy lips, slicking my thighs.

“You’re so wet for me.” Colby smirked, biting his lip.

I whimpered. “Keep going, don’t stop.”

I began to thrust my hips in a circle. Expletives leaked from Colby’s mouth as he dived deeper into me. His eyes stared into mine, making the moment even more intense. I could feel a build up beginning in my stomach.

“I’m close.” I was barely able to form a sentence, the pleasure being too much.

He nodded. “Me too, baby.”

Colby pounded into me harder. His fingers suddenly finding my clit, rubbing it forcefully. He buried his head into my neck, lips against my ear.

“Cum with me, Skye.” He grunted lustfully.

My high came the moment those words left his lips. My body exploded from the pleasure as I moaned loudly, unable to hold back anymore. Colby sped up his thrusts, his orgasm ripping through him. He jutted his hips against mine, groaning against my neck and shoulder.

Our movements stopped as his body relaxed against mine. A sheen of sweat rested on our skin, causing the room to feel both too hot and cold all at once.

Colby picked his head up, looking at my face. He moved a piece of hair off my forehead as he leaned down and kissed me sweetly. His thumb stroked my cheek as he pulled away.

<< CHAPTER 20 || CHAPTER 22 >>

#colby brock #colby brock smut #colby brock fanfic #colby brock fanfiction #colby brock fluff #colby brock story #colby brock fic #colby brock x oc #only the lonely survive

[shhhhyoursister]

I was the anon who sent the prompt without specifying that it was for davenzi and what you did there was beyond my expectations I laughed out loud and I love abdi too much so it was no problem ,, I don't want to bother you or anything but could you please go on and work out david and abdi at this other part? Maybe David flirting with abdi and abdi getting embarrassed while Matteo laughs in the background? Your writing is really perfect thank you for sharing your thoughts with us

oh my god im so so glad you liked it i had so much fun writing this and right after i finished i went out to lunch with some friends but i checked and saw this ask and i gotta say im glad it was a quick lunch cause now i absolutely have to write this so thank you!!!!!!!! also i made this matteo pov just cause,,, im not super confident in my ability to write david-level flirting rn sdjfhsdlfj

continuation of this 

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It’s later that same night that all of the boys decide to go out to a bar. Abdi had told the rest of them that he wasn’t totally straight earlier in the night, obviously avoiding looking in David’s direction while he stuttered it out. Matteo and David both had to hide the matching smirks on their faces, and the night continued on.

They’re at the bar though, and when Abdi goes up to get another drink and leans against the wall, Matteo notices David staring in his direction, the same look on his face that he had when Matteo first told him. He has his legs thrown over David’s lap in the booth they were sitting in, and he was leaning back against the wall with a smile.

David looked particularly good that night, choosing a loudly patterned short sleeved button down shirt and tighter jeans, the shirt tucked in but unbuttoned at the top. His hair was a little wild from when him and Matteo had been grinding on the dance floor, and his cheeks were flushed from the multiple drinks he had had that night.

“Matteo?” David asked in a voice that was masking laughter, and ran his hand up Matteo’s calf.

“Yeah?”

“Can I please go flirt with Abdi? It’ll be so fucking funny.”

“Are you serious?”

“Wait, what the fuck?” Jonas chimed in, an extremely confused look on his face. Carlos was too busy looking at his phone to pay attention, and David lifted his beer to his lips to take a sip and raised his eyebrows at Matteo.

“So you know how Abdi isn’t straight?” Matteo said when he realized that that was David’s way of telling him to explain.

“…yeah?”

“Guess who he has his first gay crush on.”

Jonas looked between the two of them for a moment before he started laughing so hard that the booth next to them turned and glared.

“Oh my god, are you serious?”

Matteo nodded and David smirked, downing the rest of his beer.

“I mean, can you blame him?” Matteo said with a grin as he pinched David’s cheek. David turned to bite at his fingers and Matteo laughed and shoved his face away. 

“David, please go flirt with him. It’ll be so funny dude, you have to do it. And like, do it good.”

“Oh, if i’m flirting, you know it’s gonna be good.” David said cockily, and Matteo rolled his eyes. 

“You’re such an attention whore.”

“Yeah, well I’m not the one that gets off on being called ‘pretty’.”

Matteo blushed and punched David hard in the arm as Jonas lost his mind laughing.

“Shut up, go flirt with Abdi. Maybe you can take him home tonight instead, asshole.”

“Maybe I will.” David winked and got up, straightening his shirt, and before he walked away Matteo saw a deep smirk set into his face, his eyes a little more hooded, and Matteo snorted.

He and Jonas settled back to watch as David sauntered up the bar, and Matteo’s mouth dropped open when he saw David’s hand gently brush against the small of Abdi’s back as he leaned against the bar, resting his weight on the elbow that he was using to slightly corner Abdi against the wall he was leaning on. 

“Oh he’s really going for it.” Jonas said, taking a sip of his beer. Matteo didn’t respond, too focused on watching how David smirked when Abdi turned to him with wide eyes and a blush on his cheeks.

Matteo had been on the other end of David’s flirting more times than he could count, so he knew what it felt like to have all of that attention focused on you. There was something about David that made people unable to look away when he focused his attention on them, just something about his aura (or “vibes” as Carlos would’ve said if he was paying attention at all) that drew people in and didn’t let their attention drop. It helped that he looked hot as fuck too, and Matteo chuckled as he saw David using every trick in the book. 

His didn’t look away from Abdi as he ordered himself a new drink, nor when the drink was handed to him and he lifted the bottle to his lips and took a long sip. Abdi’s eyes were still wide and he was pressing himself further back against the wall, but David didn’t let up, only leaned forward a little and tilted his head to the side. He couldn’t hear what David was saying, but could tell by the look on Abdi’s face that it was working.

He and Jonas were struggling to hold back laughter, and Jonas was the first to break when David licked his lips and Abdi knocked over the beer that had just been set down in front of him. Matteo finally broke when they both reached to pick it up and David knocked Abdi’s hand away and said something with a wink, and Abdi sunk a little lower on the wall and laughed nervously.

After a few more minutes of David licking his lips and raising his eyebrows and smirking and gently touching Abdi’s arm, he said some final goodbye and winked again, before walking back to the table, his lips tight between his teeth as he held back laughter. He broke when he got to the table and collapsed against Matteo’s shoulder, shaking with mirth.

“Was that fun?” Matteo stroked his hand through the hair on the back of David’s head before looping his arm around his neck.

“That was so much fun, oh my god. Thanks for letting me do that.” David leaned up and kissed Matteo on the cheek. Jonas chuckled and offered him a fist over the table that David bumped with his own. 

“Dude that was great. Can you do that every time we go out?”

“No, I wouldn’t want Matteo getting jealous.” David turned to Matteo with a smirk and he rolled his eyes.

“I wouldn’t get jealous, asshole. I was losing my mind over here. And I know I’m the one you’re taking home, so it doesn’t bother me.”

David leaned in and bit his neck, and whispered in his ear, “You’re always the one I’m taking home.”

He pulled away when he heard a throat being cleared, and they all looked up to see Abdi standing at the head of the table, his face still a little flushed as he grabbed his jacket.

“Oh, leaving so soon?” David asked, sitting up and tilting his head to the side again with a pout.

“Uh, yeah. I’m tired, haha, you know.” Abdi laughed awkwardly, staring between David and Matteo with a wide, forced smile on his face.

“Well, we’ll miss you.” David righted his head and winked again, and Matteo and Jonas stifled their laughter when Abdi tripped backwards a little.

“Okay uh. Bye.” As Abdi turned to walk away David blew him a kiss, and Matteo elbowed him hard in the side as they all burst into laughter.

“I can’t believe you.” Jonas said,shaking his head and taking another sip of his beer. 

“Matteo gave me permission, so I went for it. Are you jealous? I can flirt with you too.” David leaned forward and batted his eyelashes at Jonas, who snorted and flipped him off. 

“Matteo, tell your boyfriend to calm the fuck down.”

“Hey boyfriend, calm the fuck down.” Matteo lightly smacked the back of David’s head, and he turned around to glare. 

“Maybe I won’t take you home.”

“That’s okay, I’m sure you could find someone else.”

“What if I don’t want someone else?” David leaned in to kiss under Matteo’s jaw, and Matteo could tell that it was reaching that point in the evening. He rolled his eyes and shoved David out of the booth, and grabbed their jackets.

“Okay, we’re going to leave before David tries to get the whole bar to go home with him.” He grabbed David’s hand and dragged him out, leaving Jonas and Carlos there by themselves.

“Assholes,” Jonas muttered and finished his drink.

Carlos lifted his head from his phone for the first time since all of the shenanigans started and asked in a confused voice, “Wait, what the fuck just happened, why did they all leave?”

“Long story bro. Very long.”

#druck fic #druck fanfic #abdi ates #david schreibner #matteo florenzi #i dont know how to tag this ohmy god do it do it #abdi x david #OOF THAT FELT WILD TO TYPE LMAO #this was so fun i hope you like it!!!!!! #noggins stuff