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@ripvirgin left an offering :
' i think i'm just gonna let it get infected and die. '
hey ! she's good at first aid , and she even has the stuff in her backpack to clean up the nasty gash on eddie's arm ---- except the fact he won't let her near it . ' you know what ? fine . be a tough guy , suit yourself . but i get your cassette collection when you finally kick the bucket . '
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@corrodead ( d. henderson ) left an offering :
โ€˜ ย sometimes u just have to say โ€˜ tragic โ€™ and move on . ย โ€™
sheย  canโ€™tย  blameย  himย  forย  laughing .ย  ย  maxย  isย  sureย  itโ€™sย  aย  comicalย  sight ,ย  ย  mouthย  slightlyย  agapeย  inย  shock , ย  aย  coneย  inย  herย  handย  andย  aย  fatย  scoopย  ofย  cherriesย  jubileeย  onย  theย  ground .ย  ย  forย  aย  moment ,ย  ย  sheย  almostย  considersย  grabbingย  itย  andย  pretendingย  itย  neverย  hitย  theย  groundย  โ€”-ย  untilย  dustinย  pipesย  up ,ย  ย  laughterย  stillย  floatingย  throughย  hisย  words . ย  โ€˜ย  iย  donโ€™tย  wantย  toย  sayย  tragicย  andย  moveย  on , ย  iย  wantย  myย  iceย  cream ,ย  โ€™ ย  theย  redheadย  grouches ,ย  ย  scowlย  etchedย  intoย  freckledย  featuresย  despiteย  theย  firstย  instinctย  beingย  toย  laughย  along . ย  โ€˜ย  shit . ย  iย  wasย  reallyย  excitedย  aboutย  it , ย  too ! ย โ€™
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@wheeling left an offering :
' i didn't think you were coming . '
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โ€˜ย  ofย  courseย  iย  came .ย  โ€™ย  ย  itโ€™sย  saidย  soย  matter - of - factly ,ย  ย  likeย  sheย  hasnโ€™tย  beenย  avoidingย  everyย  singleย  oneย  ofย  herย  friendsย  forย  theย  betterย  partย  ofย  theย  eightย  monthsย  followingย  billyโ€™sย  death .ย  ย  theyโ€™veย  rarelyย  seenย  herย  around ,ย  ย  toย  theย  pointย  whereย  sheย  wasย  kindย  ofย  surprisedย  mikeย  botheredย  toย  inviteย  herย  toย  hisย  birthdayย  partyย  atย  all .ย  ย  maxย  hadย  debatedย  itย  withย  herselfย  forย  aย  weekย  beforeย  actuallyย  going ,ย  ย  &ย  nowย  thatย  sheโ€™sย  hereย  itย  feels โ€ฆ ย  wrong . ย  howย  isย  sheย  supposedย  toย  smile ? ย  howย  isย  sheย  supposedย  toย  laughย  &ย  singย  &ย  eatย  cakeย  withย  herย  friendsย  withย  theย  weightย  ofย  survivorโ€™sย  guiltย  onย  herย  shoulders ? ย  โ€˜ย  iย  canโ€™tย  stayย  thatย  long , ย  though .ย  โ€™ย  aย  blueย  giftย  bagย  isย  thrustย  inย  hisย  direction , ย  insideย  a ย carefully selected gift . ย  โ€˜ย  thisย  isย  forย  you . ย  happyย  birthday ,ย  ย  wheeler .ย  โ€™
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@havvkinsqueen left an offering :
' everyย  versionย  ofย  meย  is deadย  andย  buriedย  inย  theย  yardย  outside. '
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โ€˜ย  joinย  theย  club .ย  โ€™ ย  grimย  butย  humorous ,ย  ย  maxโ€™sย  smileย  isย  moreย  pinchedย  thanย  usual , ย  forcedย  withย  immenseย  effort . ย  hawkins , ย  indianaย  wasย  aย  graveyardย  town . ย  howย  manyย  livesย  wouldย  beย  destroyedย  beforeย  theย  voidย  wasย  filled ? ย  howย  manyย  childrenย  wouldย  haveย  toย  dieย  beforeย  someoneย  closesย  theย  door ? ย  chrissyย  andย  maxย  wereย  onlyย  twoย  ofย  manyย  toย  haveย  lostย  theirย  livesย  andย  laidย  toย  restย  here .ย  ย  theย  oracleย  hadย  neverย  spokenย  toย  theย  otherย  girlย  beforeย  springย  breakย  ofย  โ€˜86 ,ย  ย  butย  thereโ€™sย  aย  sortย  ofย  unspokenย  understandingย  thatย  bondsย  them .ย  ย  โ€˜ย  weย  shouldย  startย  aย  supportย  group . ย  livingย  deadย  girlsย  anonymous .ย  โ€™ย ย ย 
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@ruinedmyself left an offering :
โ›ย  whatย  ifย  iย  neverย  seeย  myselfย  beย  anythingย  moreย  thanย  iโ€™veย  alreadyย  become ? ย  โœ
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' look , i'm not , like , an expert in sage life advice . ' that mostly seems to be nancy's territory . max never seems to know what to say , and nine times out of ten she just seems to make things worse . ginger brows knit together & a thoughtful frown tugging at her lips , she at least makes an effort to try . ' but why do you have to be more , anyway ? whatever the hell that means . what , you want power ? money ? love ? those things don't make you better or worse , or more or less . you're enough the way you are . ' a freckled hand reaches up to give an awkward but reassuring pat to sam's shoulder .
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@insidi0sum left an offering :
best if you not think about it too much .
easy for you to say . maybe it was meant to be reassuring , but the hand he clapped on max's shoulder made her jerk away as though it had burned her . the embers of fury that patiently wait to be stoked now bubble up : it wasn't goode's brother that went on a goddamn rampage through starcourt mall , leaving a bloodstain on every life he touched . and it wasn't goode's problem that the creel kid went crazy and mutilated , murdered max and however many of her friends and classmates . freckled expression is stoney & cold as she leans forward . ' don't try to give me advice . all i can do is think about it ---- and how it's going to happen again . and again . and again . '
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@metalcursed left an offering :
โ€˜ ย i think whatโ€™s wrong with me is that i donโ€™t live secluded in a hut in the woods . i donโ€™t bang enough rocks against enough things . i just havenโ€™t forged any swords . ย โ€™
' i can help with two of these things . ' but it's up to eddie to figure out which two . max just so happens to be one of those people who happens to know a guy for pretty much anything she needs : an inherited skill from schmoozin' sam mayfield . in hawkins , her ' guy ' was mostly nancy , robin , or steve ---- eddie's a pretty recent addition to the rolodex . ' not gonna lie , i'm kind of in the mood to throw rocks at stuff , too . '
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@wizardslays left an offering :
' this is wrong . all of this is wrong . '
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' hey , man , you're the one who wanted to borrow my spanish homework . ' she reaches to snatch the worksheet from will's desk , though it's more for dramatics than any actual offense . it's , like , the easiest class to space out in , and seรฑora guerrera didn't seem to care much about max's academic habits .... it makes it really hard to give a shit about actually doing the work . ' ----- that doesn't actually surprise me , though . i copied , like , half the answers from mike . is it really that bad ? '
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@ripsabrina left an offering :
' i could have been less of a .... of a monster . '
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' look .... ' a soft sigh escapes as max pushes an errant red lock out of her face . ' i don't ..... blame you . ' not for billy's death , anyway . there's certainly some resentment harbored about the aftermath , but it feels inevitable that someday she'll move past that . after all , what is a prophet without a god ? what is a dog without a leash ? ' you did what you thought was right . ' gently , carefully , freckled hands outstretch . fingertips first brush sabrina's shoulder , and max is able to easily find her face . palms on the blonde's cheeks to keep her still , max places a feather - light kiss to her friend's forehead . ' people can do monstrous things without being a monster . you might be a god , sabrina , but you're still just a girl . '
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@publicabsent left an offering :
' the fear that something terrible will happen is crushing my spirit . '
' something terrible is always going to happen . ' as much as max would like to be reassuring , constant glimpses into the future have left her feeling somewhat detached & apathetic to that kind of worry . ' that's just how it is . there's no version of life that is just sunshine and rainbows the whole time . if you waste your whole life freaking out about what's going to happen next , you're basically just robbing yourself of the good times you do get . '
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@crypticordie left an offering :
' you want anything from the machine ? '
โ€˜ย  areย  thereย  anyย  reesesย  pieces ?ย  โ€™ ย  thereโ€™sย  anย  edgeย  ofย  hopeย  toย  herย  voiceย  thatย  makesย  itย  soundย  almostย  childlikeย  โ€”- ย  aย  feat , ย  consideringย  howย  weatheredย  &ย  world - wearyย  theย  oracleย  hasย  becomeย  atย  soย  youngย  anย  age . ย  โ€˜ย  orย  doritos . ย  honestly ,ย  anythingย  fromย  theย  machineย  wouldย  beย  great . ย  hospitalย  foodย  blows . ย โ€™
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@el3nas left an offering :
' never felt too good in crowds . '
untilย  recently ,ย  ย  crowdsย  didnโ€™tย  seemย  toย  botherย  maxย  much .ย  ย  sheย  remembersย  theย  paradesย  &ย  festivalsย  backย  inย  california , ย  fullย  ofย  interestingย  peopleย  andย  theirย  storiesย  โ€”-ย  now ,ย  ย  theย  thoughtย  ofย  beingย  caughtย  inย  theย  crushย  ofย  bodiesย  makesย  herย  throatย  tightenย  uncomfortably .ย  ย  โ€˜ย  iย  donโ€™tย  likeย  crowdsย  muchย  either .ย  โ€™ ย  aย  frownย  tugsย  atย  theย  cornersย  ofย  herย  lips , ย  gingerย  browsย  furrowedย  inย  distaste . ย  sheย  canย  imagineย  theย  anxietyย  thatย  comesย  alongย  withย  elenaโ€™sย  authordomย  &ย  bestsellersย  onlyย  intensifiesย  whenย  theย  audienceย  standsย  beforeย  youย  ratherย  thanย  scatteredย  aroundย  theย  country . ย  โ€˜ย  theย  event'sย  prettyย  muchย  overย  โ€”-ย  iย  knowย  whereย  theย  serviceย  elevatorย  isย  ifย  youย  wantย  toย  dipย  outย  theย  back . ย  maybe we could get lunchย  orย  something .... ย โ€™
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@bandysnatched left an offering :
you are way too into that cat .
max has always loved animals . in fact , she can't really remember a time where she didn't have a pet : as a child , oftentimes her only supervision was that of the loyal family dog . she loved cats too , their discerning affection & baleful eyes , but these days she doesn't get as many chances to say hello to them . the well - behaved golden retriever that seems permanently by her side is no threat to the feline species , but they don't really tend to stick around and find out .
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today , though , a stray kitten has marched boldly up to the girl & her guide dog , squeakily crying for attention & purring like a motor . max practically melts immediately , freckled hands reaching out to carefully locate it . the tiny , fuzzy thing wastes no time in scaling max's shirt , eventually settling in the crook of her neck . ( she's not aware at the moment , but they have the exact same shade of orange hair ! ) her cooing is interrupted by bandit's comment , an unimpressed frown tugging the corners of her lips downwards . ' yeah , right . you're just jealous she chose me & not you . ' carefully unhooking the baby's claws from her shirt , max holds out the kitten in the direction of bandit's voice . ' i can't keep her , you know . maybe you should . '
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@dehddie left an offering :
' i'm done with King . Judy Blume for me from now on . '
maxย  wasย  raisedย  onย  horror ,ย  ย  muchย  toย  herย  motherโ€™sย  chagrin . ย  afterย  all ,ย  ย  aย  littleย  girlย  hasย  noย  businessย  seeingย  soย  muchย  blood , ย  guts , ย  monstersย  &ย  machetes . ย  herย  textย  copyย  ofย  theย  shiningย  hadย  gottenย  soย  wornย  theย  spineย  wasย  peelingย  &ย  crackingย  apart ,ย  ย  butย  theย  brailleย  copyย  inย  herย  handsย  isย  pristineย  &ย  new . ย  havingย  toย  learnย  aย  newย  versionย  ofย  theย  alphabetย  hasย  beenย  exceedinglyย  frustrating ,ย  ย  butย  sheโ€™sย  struggledย  throughย  twoย  chaptersย  &ย  isย  beginningย  toย  feelย  moreย  optimisticย  aboutย  theย  wholeย  thing . ย  โ€˜ย  horrorย  novelsย  startingย  toย  loseย  theirย  appealย  sinceย  weย  basicallyย  liveย  inย  one ?ย  โ€™ย  ย  darkย  amusementย  liltsย  herย  wordsย  asย  fingertipsย  pauseย  theirย  journeyย  acrossย  theย  page . ย  โ€˜ย  iย  donโ€™tย  thinkย  iโ€™veย  everย  actuallyย  readย  aย  judyย  blumeย  novel . ย  arenโ€™tย  theyย  just , ย  like , ย  lessย  violent and more boringย  versionsย  ofย  carrie ?ย  โ€™
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@corrodead ( n. wheeler ) left an offering :
' what would you have done differently ? '
aย  questionย  sheย  asksย  herselfย  onย  theย  daily :ย  ย  rewindingย  theย  tapeย  inย  herย  mind ,ย  ย  replayingย  &ย  replayingย  untilย  theย  filmย  fallsย  apart . ย  whereย  didย  sheย  misstep ? ย  didย  sheย  everย  standย  aย  chance ,ย  ย  orย  wasย  sheย  doomedย  fromย  theย  start ? ย  lipsย  purseย  slightlyย  inย  anย  attemptย  toย  keepย  theย  lowerย  fromย  tremblingย  &ย  betrayingย  theย  riptideย  beneathย  theย  surface . ย  โ€˜ย  thatโ€™sย  aย  dangerousย  gameย  toย  play ,ย  โ€™ย  ย  sheย  mutters ,ย  ย  absentlyย  reachingย  toย  scratchย  dianaโ€™sย  ears . ย  (ย  itโ€™sย  moreย  forย  maxโ€™sย  sakeย  thanย  theย  dogโ€™s ,ย  ย  butย  thatโ€™sย  neitherย  hereย  norย  there .ย  ) ย  โ€˜ย  thereโ€™sย  noย  pointย  inย  thinkingย  aboutย  thatย  stuff . ย  itโ€™sย  over . ย  itย  happened . ย  thereโ€™sย  nothingย  leftย  toย  doย  butย  acceptย  itย  andย  moveย  on .ย  โ€™ย  ย  theย  wordsย  soundย  hollowย  evenย  toย  herย  ownย  ears . ย 
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