#🪼. hayzie <3

[chlorinecake]

GIRL STOP!!! "You're being rough with me" I'M LOSING MY NONEXISTENT DIGNITY. I love that OMFG. I LOVE THIS. WORDS ARE LOST. Can I just say I absolutely love the flow of your writing! It's so good. GIRL IM ENVIOUS OF YOU'RE DIALOGUE SKILLS. "I wasn't trying to be mean when I did that, by the way" ~ "I just couldn't hold bac-" I moaned. That was so insanely good it literally hit perfectly. It's like heavily due to the way you were able to grasp the actual tension of the whole scenario in your words leading up to this. The build up was~ shit I spoke too soon. HE'S WHIMPERING OH LORD HAVE MERCY ON ME. Tell me why I can see his expression😐 YOU'RE REALLY DOING GREAT THINGS WITH THIS FIC ISTG. GREAT WONDERFUL FANTASIC SERVICE ❤️

*cannot contain my grin*

USE ME. RUIN ME.

*deep breathes*

(I don't want to swear here but I'm going crazy, like the curses are singing and chiming in my head)

Dialogue ✨ insane 🤯 I've come to appreciate the things I struggle with, and Dialogue is not my bestie but you're doing amazing that i am so so envious in a good way ofc. And I think this has got to be my favorite part so far | “What? You think I didn’t hear Wonbin and his vocal ass practically singing as you did… whatever you did to him…?,” |

I ended up reading this by chance and I don't regret it not one bit lmao.

─ Hayzie

NO BC OH MY FRIGGING GAHD, HAYZIE ??? … This legit feels like a queen just messaged me, HELP-

My cheeks probably looked like cherry tomatoes as I was reading this… your reaction was just so so genuine and lovely to hear from another fellow writer and briize 🥹

“YOURE REALLY DOING GREAT THINGS WITH THIS FIC ISTG” I’M THIS CLOSE 🤏 FROM PASSING TF OUT bc of you 😩 THIS IS TOO MUCH ADORATION, even for me :’] ~~

Also, you can curse here on my blog if you ever come back lol, but I’m SAUR glad you stumbled upon this fic bc your response literally made my fucking morning

Hugzies 🫂💕✨🌸

#[🐮] moots ~ #🪼. hayzie <3 #riize smut #wonbin x reader #wonbin smut #riize fanficton #imma be thinking abt this message for a long time 🫠

[chlorinecake]

so, after a couple of hours (days) contemplating this, Darling you gotta share ur writing story with me. (if someone's asked this alrdy my apologies, feed me anything and I'll be grateful). But I'm just so downright curious🙂. i like hearing people's writing journeys and like, I need to know how u found urself here today in terms of your writing because I think about it more often than I should 🤣

─ hayzie

🤍 Hi, Hayzie !! I don’t know why it always gets me so excited whenever I hear from you on here, but anyways, this is such a great question, and I’m flattered by your curiosity :( Here goes my long as frick answer for ya, lovey ~

GROWING UP ⊹ I was homeschooled, and hanging around the house all day led to me picking up a lot of random hobbies, one of which being freelance creative writing. I wrote so many original songs, short stories, and even poems during that time, and I'd say this sort of upbringing is what helped foster the strong love for literature and art I hold in my heart today ⊹

DISCOVERING TUMBLR ⊹ So this is where the story gets interesting. Imagine a 17 year old me introducing my former Kpop-fan sister turned anti to the wonderful era of 4th gen Kpop. She fell in love with the culture all over again, which led to us doing this thing where we would role-play as certain Kpop idols through texts and gifs 🥴...

• So one night as I was looking for a Heeseung gif to send her, I stumbled upon one that looked really high quality, and it so happened to be posted by this page on Tumblr. Though st the time, I had never heard about that app/website before. When I clicked the gif, it took me to this link , and all I remember seeing was a bunch of ~freaky deaky~ warnings, but I scrolled past them (out of curiosity) before actually reading the words, and that’s when I realized "Oh, this is a story about Heeseung that a fan wrote…"

• To this day, I never forgot that story, but like, back then, I didn't even know what "smut" meant 😭 so when the story started describing a sexual scene between Heeseung and the MC, I was honestly a bit uncomfortable to the point that I couldn't even bring myself to finish reading it, yet at the same time, I was so intrigued.

• I ended up telling my sister about Tumblr (after she begged to know where I kept finding those high quality gifs), before she eventually fall into a DEEP hole of K-pop fanfic, which later compelled me to read more fics myself. Our favorite blog back then was @kpophubb, because of how diverse and well written her content was, but I also discovered other blogs like @starrywonie and @hee-pster who really inspired me to wanna start a blog for myself where I'd upload all of my original work, but I was still nervous about it... that is, until my sister told me about her blog, four months after she had already created it that sneaky bitch ⊹

INTRODUCING CHLORINECAKE ⊹ The very next day after my sister told me about her secret blog, I had this surge of motivation to start my own page! Using a short story I found buried in one of my forgotten writing apps, I edited it over night, and got my pictures and title together. I'll admit that I was very nervous at first, as I didn't know what to expect from the people who’d read it, especially considering how it was my first ever original written work to be put online. Fortunately though, I instantly fell in love with the engagement, the environment of Tumblr, and the new people I was meeting along the way... and yeah, that's pretty much how I got here today ⊹

#cc: anons 🎂 #🪼. hayzie <3 #enhypen fanfic #writers on tumblr #queued post #kpop ff

[chlorinecake]

"The Sheep's Garden" title is so cute I was almost deceived. Almost. I read it and went back to stare at it mindlessly for a good few minutes after realizing the ominous undertone associated with it. It's literally, genuinely unsettling. You portrayed the title's essence effectively in your story too like... and even though it was twisted I admit feeling a somewhat shameful attraction to it 😅 *I'm crying*

I'm glad @/starrywonie and @/@hee-pster encouraged you to start a blog❤️ and replying to ur answer on the previous ask, half of my family are teachers and unfortunately I didn't inherit their smarts in math but I think I'm doing quite fine in the literature department. Ofc my literature and writing are still in the process of progressing because I genuinely feel there's so much out there that I can learn from. but the love for arts runs in the family and so much like u, it's been something I've known all my life. Seeing as we're a bunch of artists in different fields, writing, painting, any forms of creation! I think my love for writing truly blossomed at the end of 2018, and 2019 is when I took up the challenge of bringing my thoughts to life. I started on wattpad and somehow gained an audience which literally shook me because It was just me ranting on and on. I had a lost to say and people seemed ready to listen. I had a 1D phase🙈 not surprising lmao, and that brought me to wattpad, kpop made me stay, and kdramas officially opened that gateway for my writing journey to begin.

Despite occasional glitches and hiccups, the engagement and interactivity of this app are pretty good so I stay🫣 but lately, I'm mostly lurking. I think @/starrywonie is slowly getting antsy. I can see her eyes twitching from across the world. 🫣🤭

─ Hayzie

Ugh 😩 I absolutely LOVE the way you describe things… but yeah, this story in particular has ALWAYS been a ~special~ one for me to write, and as much as I try to prevent it by making Jungwon progressively more insane with each update (👹), the readers keep falling for his twisted ways :’] I guess that’s the charm manipulation *cries with you*

I’m really thankful for discovering those blogs when I did, too, hehe 🩵 That’s really interesting tho how half of your family is made up of educators and artists across different fields… most often than not, mathematics just doesn’t translate well with ppl more geared towards literature and the arts, so you’re not alone 🤧. And omg, the 1D era was such a time to be alive 🫠… I was never really a huge fan of them growing up bc I was honestly more of a JB girly (still am 🥲) but can I use the word bias for a non-kpop group 😭 ?!? Idk, but basically I’m just curious as to who your favorite member was back then…

“Kpop made me stay.” This is a crazy line bc it makes me realize just how much music affects our lives in so many different areas.

And yes ☝️ Tumblr is infamous for her MANY technological inconsistencies, but its always fun to hang around here either way… whether that be as a fellow writer… or lurker 😶‍🌫️ And OOP- Nanaa ~~~ your virgo is showing 🤭

#cc: anons 🎂 #🪼. hayzie <3 #I use too many emojis 😔