#'the moment before we let go we grip the harderst' etc etc

[witchwhaat]

a tragedy: couldn't fit a nap in my schedule

#truly tragic #no but really bc i was thinking 'yeees im gonna go back from work and take a nap before film club' #only i forgot that by the time i get from work and make dinner and walk my dog i have no time left for a nap before film club :( #and i'm so sleepy tired guys :( #feeling the weight of. everything. #god give me a break pls i'm not your strongest soldier #and i was talking with my friend today too about The Situation at uni and was like #'yknow what it's really discouraging and i'm not sure if i want to put up with all of this' #and she just said 'you can always drop out you know that right? it would be a right moment for that' #and like #I KNOW #that's the thing #I KNOW it's an option but idk it's also a Decision and i'd rather. not decide. alsjdjajfhsjdk #i think i'm going through it ummmmm #'the moment before we let go we grip the harderst' etc etc #only i'm not even gripping the hardest #what am i even saying at this point ANYWAY #i wish i could take a nap i wish i could stop time and just THINK about what i want to do and i wish i could take a month off from life #and just exist and think and plan everything out #that's enough nonsense for today bye have a good day #agnes talking