#'this is like mona catnip' no this is like putting me on heroine there was literally no other possible outcome and yet

[queerofthedagger]

people keep telling me that it's incredibly in character and on brand that I'm getting this unhinged over tolkien and yeah yeah that's true i'm aware but also i just. someone could have warned me before the fact. this is going to take over my life for years at this point. every day i keep reading more source material and more fic and every day i get worse and add blorbos and ships to my little Shelf Of Insanity while screaming into a damn paper bag as if my entire wip file isn't wailing in the background. which is to say are people aware i'm going to make it their problem. like. you could have helped and now here we are

#*mine #mona rambles #this isn't serious i'm having a blast #i'm just also screaming crying rattling the bars of my enclosure like HELLOOOOO #god. my friends keep getting send 10-minute long voice messages of me just completely losing it i'm so glad they're having fun but like #lord #'this is like mona catnip' no this is like putting me on heroine there was literally no other possible outcome and yet #i am sitting here #for half a year now #making the shooketh pikachu face over the fact that well. yk