#(hint: my severely psychologically abusive mother has been having an episode for 3 weeks straight)

[soliusss]

was gonna draw tonight but my severely raised anxiety levels from the past week have finally caught up with me and I have a MIGRAINE. DEATH for solius PAIN for solius MISERY for solius for ONE THOUSAND YEARS

#solius posting #hellish nightmare #its not the usual splitting aura migraine #i have the light sensitivity and the nausea but it's like an intense pressure on my head unbalancing me #fucked up #sucks cause I cant do shit about the cause of my anxiety #(hint: my severely psychologically abusive mother has been having an episode for 3 weeks straight) #(literal fucking nightmare 24/7) #(I used to think she didn't affect me at all growing up and that she was Normal) #and then I think back to June when I totaled my car and told her I had a concussion and the only thing she said was that I was faking it #and then I raw dogged a concussion during finals week by myself and couldn't take ibuprofen for my other Body Pain bc of it #and I just Laugh #anyway shout out all my other baddies with horrifically bad mothers and mommy issues ❤️