#(okay Opus is 125k and like. I've probably only got 50-100k of partially written unpublished both original work and fanfic rn but

[savrenim]

desire to write the entire thing so that I can hardcore edit for pacing, foreshadowing, etc etc even if said entire thing ends up being 300-500k words vs despite to start releasing chapter by chapter once I have a backlog of like 30k, fight

#this is about 'the heart and the heartless' #aka anime book #aka I owe [friend] my life for the seventeen full character names they've come up with for me so far #the actual compromise would be to write and edit the first three arcs as those are all going to affect one another most heavily #albeit that's an expected 150k at least #and then to start releasing that while I work on the final arc(s?) #my life #my writing #at least I'm Having Fun #but also I think I need to concentrate on writing fanfic a bit just so that I have something to release #it is driving me crazy sitting on hundreds of thousands of words and releasing nothing #(okay Opus is 125k and like. I've probably only got 50-100k of partially written unpublished both original work and fanfic rn but #tHAT IS STILL HUNDREDS)