#(takjng the more accurate translation from japanese there btw. which has an explicitly romantic word for love in there)

[mars-ipan]

so glad i’ve grown enough as a person to no longer care whether a ship should be canon but still lose my mind when i realize it kinda is

#i listened to the official komaeda songs a few days ago and i have been Thinking about them #fucking hell. ‘hook up.’ ‘sex up.’ hello #christ’s sake. fucking . hell #and then there’s the games themselves #despair disease ‘go away already i hate seeing your face’ #island mode ‘love nest’ and ‘i don’t mind if you just want to see me naked’ #hajime’s ‘i want to understand him’ ‘i can’t stop thinking about him’ #i don’t need kmhn to be canon by any means. i am perfectly content with my subtext #but like. it is .2 meters away from canon it is literally right there #like. can you really say ‘i’m truly in love with y- the hope that sleeps inside you’ like . #come the fuck on. #(takjng the more accurate translation from japanese there btw. which has an explicitly romantic word for love in there) #(and the hope part is added like a cover up. come the fuck on) #it’s at the point where i can barely call it subtext. it’s just Text #and i’ve only named like a THIRD of the lines that hint at it. like good christ #they’re so homoerotic it’s like not even subtle anymore #and like i said. i don’t need it to be canon. i’m certainly not gonna fight anyone about it #however i will reel at the fact that it’s literally only a kiss scene away from being confirmed #hell i didn’t even MENTION the anime. what the fuck was that gun scene #good lord. it almost makes me angry