#-when neither of them really have that. subz is a recluse and zam isn’t on good terms with many people anymore let alone close with anyone

[clingyduofan]

i cant stop thinking about these chat messages . and i can’t even explain why they make me so insane because my brain just keeps repeating What if theyre evil. But what if they’re not

#zeph.text #i watched this vod like a month ago and i still think about zam and subz’s conversations during it too frequently #their early relationship is so dear to me #it’s new and odd and neither of them are quite sure what to make of it but they’re something like friends- #-when neither of them really have that. subz is a recluse and zam isn’t on good terms with many people anymore let alone close with anyone #and it’s a fickle thing but it’s a companionship that they both appreciate #and i’d continue this but i really need to sleep . also this post wasn’t even about them in the first place. wh #anyways yeah. unintentional foreshadowing . i’m clawing the walls and foaming at the mouth #i want to bash my head in with a hammer