#3) the kidlet and i have q’s in our names

[comepraisetheinfanta]

Apparently nephew #1 (brother #1’s kid) declaring that I’m his favorite aunt has gone to my head because I was suddenly ready to cut a bitch when the paternal aunt of brand new nephew #2 (so obv he’s my sister’s bb) used “#CoolAunt” in a post

I’m too (secretly) competitive for my own good, my dudes 😑

#but look ive already got several points on my side #1) i’m the gay aunt #2) i probably wont be having kids of my own so there will be no children #to replace my posse of two nephews in my affections #3) the kidlet and i have q’s in our names #(ok thats not like a MAJOR bonus point but as a kid i really liked that i had a q in my name even if i hated my name) #(and maybe he will also get fixated on the letter q) #lolololol #this has EVERYTHING to do with the fact that i have never excelled at the roles im expected to fulfill as someone w/ a vagina #and all the women in my family treating me like im completely inept with children #so now as an adult i feel this intense desire to prove that just because im not the epitome of femininity #it doesnt mean that i cant be a good caregiver/fun aunt #i love how this went from hahaha im a competitive dumbass to oh yeah past trauma related to... #...gender and shitty things my grandma mom and sister have said

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R U L E S: Copy this post to a new text post, remove my answers and put in yours. When you are done, tag up to 10 people and also the person who tagged you… And most importantly, have fun! Tagged by: @jewel-atlas A. Age: 21 B. Biggest fear: that I’ll lose my purposes and kindof drift through life. C. Current time: 2:04 AM D. Drink you last had: Guiness Beer E. Every day starts with: me quietly musing  “god-fuckin-dammit” F. Favorites song: Honestly? Not sure anymore, I just like music. G. Ghosts, are they real: Nope, merely our psychological abilities to get inside of our own heads. H. Hometown: Depends what you consider hometown. Birthplace? Moscow. Growing up? Lloydminster. I. In love with: there’s two, rather personal, kidlets. J. Jealous of: financial security. K. Killed someone: Not that I remember, anyway. L. Last time you cried: I imagine during one of many nightmares. M. Middle name: Arkady Volitineva Marco N. Number of siblings: Jezuz fuck. 9 half sisters, 3 half brothers. O. One wish: Sleeping at night would be dreamy. P. Person you last called/texted: @friar-fryer Q. Question you are always being asked: not sure, as asks have been light (hint fuckin hint) R. Reasons to smile: too many to count. S. Song last sung: In Hell I’ll be in good Company by The Dead South T. Time you woke up: 6:00 U. Underwear colour: Black X. X rays you’ve had: if it’s on a body, it’s been xrayed. Z. Zodiac sign: Capricorn,

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