#and all the women in my family treating me like im completely inept with children

[comepraisetheinfanta]

Apparently nephew #1 (brother #1’s kid) declaring that I’m his favorite aunt has gone to my head because I was suddenly ready to cut a bitch when the paternal aunt of brand new nephew #2 (so obv he’s my sister’s bb) used “#CoolAunt” in a post

I’m too (secretly) competitive for my own good, my dudes 😑

#but look ive already got several points on my side #1) i’m the gay aunt #2) i probably wont be having kids of my own so there will be no children #to replace my posse of two nephews in my affections #3) the kidlet and i have q’s in our names #(ok thats not like a MAJOR bonus point but as a kid i really liked that i had a q in my name even if i hated my name) #(and maybe he will also get fixated on the letter q) #lolololol #this has EVERYTHING to do with the fact that i have never excelled at the roles im expected to fulfill as someone w/ a vagina #and all the women in my family treating me like im completely inept with children #so now as an adult i feel this intense desire to prove that just because im not the epitome of femininity #it doesnt mean that i cant be a good caregiver/fun aunt #i love how this went from hahaha im a competitive dumbass to oh yeah past trauma related to... #...gender and shitty things my grandma mom and sister have said