#AAAAAAAAAAA WHAT DOES NEXT WEEK HAVE IN STORE

[sege-h]

Man it feels like everything around me, site-wise, is burning And I’m here screaming about pokemon

But like

You guys dont understand ive been going nuts for like 3 weeks now?

It doesn’t even have anything to do with the Let’s GO! games comin out or the detective pikachu trailer

Because I was goin nuts some days before that

Like listen my love for pokemon is always there. But like yknow when you already like something, but sometimes that love hits you like a train and ur like I LOVE THIS THING to borderline obsessive levels.

I think its smth like hyperfocusing but not like...on a task. Just. On an interest? Idk

BUT since I live here, I have no outlet for it. I cant just be like ‘ok lemmie just go to the store and buy a pikachu plush’ THERE IS NO SUCH THING

I cant even be like ‘hey I’ve wanted to play Omega Ruby since it came out, now that I’m Like This maybe I should finally get it with my next paycheck’

NOPE

I’D L O V E TO PLAY OR

BUT I HAVENT EVEN SEEN A PHYSICAL COPY HERE, WHICH IS WHAT I WANT

With my next paychesk I might see if the board/card game store has Pokemon cards. Word is that they have them again, but just full on decks now, and not booster packs too like they used to.

(a couple months ago I posted on here that I found Pokemon cards that didn’t seem like a bootlegs, but forgot to do a follow up post like a dingus. Turns out they were bootlegs, but very good ones. The cut of the cards is only SLIGHTLY off, the names and moves are good. But the flavor text reads like something outta the Vietnamese Pokemon Hack (my fave is the one for Nosepas. The other ones at least have words and a bit of effort. Nosepas gets ‘A Pokemon. aaaaaaaaaaa’ SHDGSH) AND some of the cards are ones that haven’t been released outside of Japan so far as far as I know. And some cards are meant to be holo-cards but arent. BUT, oddly enough, I’m p sure the box does come from a legit set. AND one of the cards inside seems to have slipped under the radar because it had the shine it was meant to have, the cut was right, and the flavor text was the only one that wasn’t near jibberish. Weird )

This weekend I was so desperate to have something Pokemon related to do, that I took my cards, alphabetized them, and also had each letter be sorted by gen.

This weekend I also decided I wanna look thru my pokemon sticker albums, of which I have two. And I cant find them anywhere????

Mom n me looked everywhere possible. In a box we found EVERY single sticker album I’ve ever had, including a Digimon one.

And I can tell exactly what happened when we were cleaning up and initially put those albums in that box.

I was probably like ‘I love these Pokemon albums the most, and will be likely that I’d wanna look thru them sometime. I’d rather they be somewhere more accessible than a box under a bunch of other stuff’

N we were probably like ‘YEAH OK LETS PUT EM SOMEWHERE MORE ACCESSIBLE!’

...anD NOW NEITHER OF US REMEMBERS WHERE THAT IS

Some part of me is paranoid that maybe we made them TOO accessible, and while I was out, some kid came here and found them and liked them and my grandma was like ‘sURE, TAKE THEM, I’M SURE TEA WOULDN’T WANT THOSE ANYMORE 8)’ and now years after it’s like her last ‘fuck you’ from beyond the grave.

But that’s not the case, or at least I hope it isn’t

It is possible that I took this scenario into consideration years ago, and put them somewhere I thought would be easy to remember/accessible for me, and yet hidden for others.

aND NOW I CANT REMEMBER AND ITS HIDDEN FOR ME TOO

DAMMIT, PAST ME, I DONT KNOW WHAT YOU DID, BUT YOU FUCKED UP. WHERE MY POKEMON ALBUMS AT?

#Personal #long post #Im srry I rambled I have a lot of feelings #I wish real life had a sensor like in botw #So I could just download a picture of the albums on the phone #And use it as a radar all BEEP BEEP depending on how close I am to the things 81 #I bet once I'm down from this Pokemon hype theyll magically sprout on my desk #Or if I suddenly get a digimon obsession again by some miracle #and am like HEY I REMEMBER WHERE THOSE ARE #I'll open that box and the digimon album will be g o n e and somehow the pokemon ones will be in it's place #I SEE YOU MURPHY'S LAW DONT THINK I DONT