#AAAAAAAAAAAND JUST... DELILAH ... :( :( :(

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Delilah DOUBTED IT. Was only the logical conclusion — a RARITY for the CRAZED CATHOLIC. But such was how her mother RAISED HER. To shoulder the BLAME and justify the BETRAYAL. After all… WHY ELSE would Benjamin feel the NECESSITY to cheat on her? She was a WORTHLESS girl with BABY WEIGHT, STRETCHMARKS and a USED UP PUSSY. And even before she’d had three kids, she was just a PRUDE who had learned EVERYTHING she knew about kissing from her own REFLECTION. Not even HELENA would genuinely enjoy kissing her had she the CHANCE. Stomach TWISTED. She was gonna be SICK.

Sera wasn’t sure of MUCH in life. Her opinion on herself PENDULUMMED with each new moment. In general she found herself… UNPRETTY & BORING. And she’d covered up those insecurities with MONEY & CUNTERY. Was her entire life’s philosophy. DISFIGURE HER INSIDES to justify people HATING HER OUTSIDES. But if there was one thing her husband had taught her, well… She was a GOOD FUCK. (And that was about it…) How good? Well there was a REASON he hadn’t even BOTHERED to wash his cock before he last DEMANDED a blowjob. A reminder that he had OTHER WHORES – OTHER OPTIONS. And that she NEEDED HIM to keep her FAMILY AFLOAT. That was the night Helena texted her about the SLUMBER PARTY FROM HELL. Cause she was SICK of his BULLSHIT. And with Benjamin fifteen months DEAD she was DONE sacrificing for her family. So was she a good kisser? YES. Was she still INSECURE AS FUCK and wishing she was BETTER?

                                                                           ABSOLUTELY.

(Was precisely WHY seeing the orgasm Alex had given Helena in the cafeteria HURT SO MUCH.)

Oh how times had CHANGED for Alex Russo. A long time ago she’d have AVOIDED this question LIKE THE PLAGUE. She’d grown up pretty scared of this stuff. OF MESSING IT ALL UP. And had chosen the DELUSORY CERTAINTY of masks and bravado over WEAKNESS & ANXIETY. Going so far as to TORMENT her brother for being EVERY BIT the kiss virgin as she was. Fast forward to twenty six years old and she had A LOT of experience under her COLLAR. Courtesy of her MISTRESS. And she honestly doubted ANYONE could offer the redhead what SHE could. A level of EGOMANIA justified by the fact that Helena had chosen MONOGAMOUS SEX & RECIPROCATED LOVE over the SEVEN REGULARS and an ENDLESS supply of FRESH BLOOD that she had once told Alex about. And that was WITHOUT talking MAGIC.

#OMLLNKNLIVNIOPL V NKLLNVKNVKLC KBVNLKBCVNLK;JLOC VBCVBOVCBPCBPBPOOPCVPCKVBPOVKVBCPKBVPOBVKBV #BVBVPMPOVMPOVCPOBVPMBVPOCMVBOPPBOMBVMPOBVCBOBPCVBCVBPOCBVMOPCBVMVBCOPMBVPOVMBV #WELP SHIT THIS IS NOT A FUN READ HAHAAAHAA NOT. AT ALL. #I MEAN HELL EVEN ALEX'S IS ***TINGED*** WITH ISNECURITY LKE SHE IS **STILL*** WEARING EGOMANIA ON HER SLEEVE OT BOLSTER HER CONFIDENCE #EVEN WITH ALL HER EXPERIENCE WITH HELENA #BUT YEAHHHHHHHHH BIT OF INSIGHT AS TO WHAT HAD TRIGGERED AND HADS ERA FEELING SO ***CUNTY*** DURING THE SLUMBER PARTY #AAAAAAAAAAAND JUST... DELILAH ... :( :( :( #POOR DELILAH... #IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT DELILAH... #HIS ACTIONS ARE NOT A REFLECTION ON YOU... #:( :( :( #HELENA [THE SELF-DESTRUCT BUTTON] #HELENA [ENCHANTING ABSENT MAGIC] #HELENA [OH SISTER -- LITTLE KNIFE IN MY POCKET] #SERA [SOMETHING MORE THAN ALL YOU'LL EVER BE] #DELILAH [THE PRINCESS OF DENIAL] #ALEX [BETTER THAN MARSHMALLOWS] #SHIP [MORE THAN MEETS THE EYE] #SHIP [INDUSTRIAL REACTION] #SHIP [THE KIDS OUR PARENTS WARNED US ABOUT] #XHELENAXLEBLANCX