#ANYWAYSS SMALL CORNY VENT OVERRR

[sillycyan]

#getting a little vent-ish here now so WARNINGG #yk my birthday is very soon and every year I have to get reminded of all the problems I will continue to deal with another year #it’s a new year and i haven’t gotten better at all and it’s just disgusting and sad to think about #nothing has changed for me and nothing will change for me because there is nothing i can do to be any better #i STILL have no one i trust talking to about more serious stuff and the one person i did set a day to explain it all got ripped away #and for what?? because i don’t wanna go to college??? are you serious???????? YEARS ARE GONE because i had to settle with it and say it’s ok #when it wasn’t okay at all and i felt used for time like hellooo?? YEARS?? and this was a waited conversation?? you’ve held it down for what #and that was ONE thing from 2023 that happen let alone the rest and the years before #i have nothing good to look back on #there is NOTHING going for me in the future and i have planned for that in my own ways #good lord tho yk it’s just shitty #ANYWAYSS SMALL CORNY VENT OVERRR