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anemone : how does your muse view the world ; as a cruel & unforgiving place , a land full of wonders , or something in - between ? where does that world view come from ( what experiences , life lessons , etc . ) ?

Sana has experienced both bad and good sides of life. She has known the struggle of having no family and nobody to rely on, but she has also learned what it meant to be loved and cared for. She is all too aware that all kind of things happen in this world whether they’re hardships or beautiful moments, so she doesn’t really have an “all black” or “all white” point of view on the world. She knows that it’s much more complicated than that, that there’s more happening beyond her knowledge. All she can do is try to live her life as best as she can and enjoy every single second of happiness she is granted.

angelica : where does your muse draw inspiration in life ? what motivates them ?

Inspiration and motivation both come from the people she cares for and loves. She wants to protect them the same way her father has protected her when he has adopted her. And even though she knows that she doesn’t have to pay him back for that, one of her biggest motivations is definitely to show him how grateful she is for everything he has done for her for so long.

basil : does your muse have a love - hate relationship with anyone or anything ?

With her femininity. While at times she is entirely comfortable with how she looks and how her body is the proof of everything she has experienced, there are other times where she thinks that she is too muscular, too boyish, not enough delicate and not enough pretty. She tries to be more positive but sometimes she looks at other girls and she just feels upset because she’ll never be like them. And there are times where she looks at other girls, then at herself, and she’s just happy to be who she is.

chamomile : what is your muse likely to take away from a painful experience ? are they one to be haunted by adversity , or to use what they’ve gone through to become stronger ?

Sana is definitely going to use a painful experience to channel it into a strength, mostly a physical one that can be used on a boxing ring. That’s how she has been taught to deal with her negative emotions: instead of keeping them to herself until she explodes, she releases them into physical exercises until she feels calmer, until she can finally listen to her own thoughts without feeling overwhelmed by them.

chrysanthemum : how does your muse express romantic love ? how do they feel about love as a concept ?

It’s all fun and flirt until things start to get serious and she catches real feelings, haha. Sana’s love language would definitely be acts of services, because she enjoys taking care of others and be there for them. Whether it’s a pack of beer to enjoy at night or a breakfast to share early in the morning, that’s how she expresses romantic love. For her, (romantic) love, is something she didn’t think was for her even though she secretly yearned for it.

fern : does your muse believe in magic or cosmic forces , or are they more likely to think their life is ultimately a matter of their own control ?

She has never encountered magic in her life, and she has been taught by her father that things happen because they make it happen, not because of fate, destiny or whatever. That’s why if Sana wants something, she’ll do anything to get it instead of waiting to see if it’ll eventually come to her.

heliotrope : does your muse believe in soulmates ?

Not really. It’s a pretty concept for her, but it’s more of a fantasy, something that comforts people and gives them hope that they’ll not end up alone for their whole life. She prefers to think that people just happen to cross paths at some point, and those paths can either go on together for a long while or eventually come apart. Rinse and repeat.

hollyhock : how strong is your muse’s sense of ambition ? what’s something they strive for in life ?

Oh lord, she’s quite the ambitious one! How can she not when she attends as many boxing competitions as she can? She loves the thrill that comes with it, she loves the preparation it takes and the fact that they’re all fighting for the first place. Even if she breaks a wrist or a knee, nothing will stop her to get that damn golden belt. Sana’s ultimate goal is to win an international boxing competition and perform in the country she was born: the USA.

hydrangea : how much does your muse value communication in their relationships with others ? are they prone to being misunderstood ?<

She isn’t very good with words and knows that it’s something she has to work on. But opening up and communicating possibly means being vulnerable and that’s not something she exactly feels vulnerable doing, even with the people closer to her. So she can’t blame the other party if they don’t communicate much with her regarding their relationship. Misunderstandings, being misunderstood... It definitely happens with Sana and she doesn’t always know how to resolve them. It tends to anger her and instead of talking it out, she just waits until they all move on.

lavender : how easy is it to gain your muse’s trust ? once their trust is broken , how might one go about mending it ?

She has a big heart behind her strong appearance, and trusts easily. She can look rough at times, but she’ll do anything for someone she trusts. That’s probably why it hurts a lot when that trust is broken, and if someone wants to mend it, it’ll ask for a lot of patience and effort on their side for Sana to stop feeling wary about them. But it also possibly could never be the same as when she first gave her trust, no matter what they do. She can be quite resentful.

marigold : is your muse prone to jealousy ? how might they handle envious feelings ?

Oh yes, Sana is definitely the jealous kind of girl that steams from her own insecurities. She handles it the same way she handles every other kind of intense emotions: she goes and punches a punching bag until she feels relieved of such feeling. It might remain at the back of her mind whether she likes it or not until she’s entirely reassured/comforted that there’s nothing to be jealous or envious about.

pansy : does your muse often reflect on their own actions ? do they ever think a lot about the past , and what they could have done differently ?

Not really, she doesn’t really enjoy looking back. Of course it’s inevitable and, for example, if she has argued with someone she’ll think about what she could have done differently, but she’s someone who’s more focused onto the present moment and the future. She prefers to look ahead than remain in the past. What’s done is done and there’s nothing she can do to change that.

peony : what would a ‘ happy life ’ look like in your muse’s eyes ?

She’s already pretty happy with her current life! There isn’t much she wants to change about it. She likes living with her father above the gym, she likes that she is able to train every day and go to boxing competitions. She even has a boyfriend! (winks) Honestly, she is already living her happy life and it could hardly get any better.

poppy : what comforts your muse ?

Her father’s embrace or pat on her head. Whether she wins or loses, whether she feels happy or sad, he is honestly the one she’ll turn to whenever she needs comfort. No matter what happens in her life, he is her biggest source of comfort.

rhododendron : is your muse receptive to warnings & advice given by others ?

While she can be stubborn, she doesn’t head into a situation head-first without having listened to advice and warnings if there’s some. It usually happens before fights, so of course she has to listen. In her daily life though, I’d say she’d listen her own self a bit more even if that means running into troubles. It honestly depends of the circumstances, but overall she listens to others.

rose : how much does your muse value other people ? do they wish to have many friends , lovers , and/or associates ? are they an easy person to love ?

Sana is quite the social butterfly and she likes knowing people, she likes having many friends and acquaintances and she even had her fair share of lovers, whether it was for a night, a week or a few months. It doesn’t mean that she doesn’t care for them though, because she appreciates every person that comes into her life even though some don’t stay. Sana’s fun to be around, she’s always up for any kind of adventures and I think people like that about her. Moreover, she’s a reliable friend, someone who will show up at three in the morning with beer and ice cream if you were sad, or with snacks and sodas if you just wanted to have some fun.

salvia : is your muse possessive over people or things that matter a lot to them ? how do they express that possessiveness , or lack thereof ?

Oh god, yes, haha. She can go feral if anything happens to someone or something that matters to her. It shows in the way she might spend more time with them if it’s a person, and if it’s something, she’ll keep it close to her, where she can see/hold it at all times.

sunflower : what brings your muse the most joy in life ?

Being with the people she loves and winning important competitions.

violet : how does your muse respond to betrayal ?

Not good. She’ll be extremely furious and hurt and she’d probably want to punch the heck out of whoever has betrayed her. And what’ll be the most upsetting is that there’s nothing she can do about this except try and move forward. But if someone betrays her, she’ll probably permanently remove this person from her life.

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