#Considering I'm virgin and shunning romantic engagements more or less

[glass-expanse]

This is a bit of a weird thing to observe but Ima do it anyway.

For as long as I can remember, whenever pregnancy appeared in my dreams, it was always in a nightmarish setting and was itself part of the nightmarish plot.

Last night was the first time it wasn't nightmarish, ever. I don't know what that means, but maybe it's just one more example of how God is working on my fears.

#Not that the fear of pregnancy particularly has a reason to be worked on right now #Considering I'm virgin and shunning romantic engagements more or less #But who knows lol #And yes #Pregnancy has been one of my MAJOR fears for years #Right up there with rape and sex trafficking #... probably because I found out about the truth of them and how they're connected on the same night #All because my dad was annoyed with my sister and I for playing in his car #I was six #I didn't need to know about sex trafficking at 6 #But I did and it has seriously impacted my view of sex and pregnancy #It's taken a lot of studying the Bible and praying to deal with #It's encouraging that it's paying off