#EquiusZahhak

[faygoenthusiast]

ALLL the ones ive made so far!! :o)

#aradia megido #tavrosnitram #nepetaleijon #kanayamaryam #terezi pyrope #equiuszahhak #eridanampora #feferipeixes

[nosoch21]

#homestuck #nepetaleijon #equiuszahhak

[neur0syphilis]

Oh no, no

Oh yeah

#homestuck #equiuszahhak #nepetaleijon #homestuckfanart #nepeta x equius #nepeta #Equius

[contemplativetraveller]

As soon as Chiron received the request to visit, he set aside his current projects and made a beeline for @equiuszahhak‘s place, hoping that he would be able to do something to help.

#action post #equiuszahhak

[mysticalseamstress]

Maryam's pet project would have to wait.

Loom needed her, and she would shift the skies, and undo herself, if it meant it might help them.

Her search for guests would have to be put on hold for a short time.

#Recall #equiuszahhak

[emeraldquiver]

D - > It Is Time To Eat Almonds, And Send Loom Some Pumpkin Seeds.

#I Suck At Impressions #equiuszahhak

[mediculling]

==> It feels not unlike walking out of the ocean. You have no body-- Not here, not really, and yet you still feel waterlogged, heavy with a weight you cannot explain. It comes as a surprise, surely, but not as much as one may think. Every mind feels different to pry into, every subconscious it’s own personalized threshold to cross.

You adjust quickly. To dreamwalk is as breathing to you, your awareness settling like a blanket over their dream. Though, that isn’t entirely right, now is it? What is not quite air tastes thick on the impression of your tongue, reading more hazy memory than the bright zing of a subconscious mind weaving pure fiction in it’s boredom.

More than that, though, it doesn’t feel good.

Even in your role, nothing more than an observer, it’s disorienting. The dreamer, Loom, remains the focal point of it all, a beacon of distress thrumming heavy where they’ve curled in on themself. It washes over you in waves, a sickening sense that something isn’t right, that something bad is going to happen. You long to reach out and comfort them, but that is not your place here. Not tonight.

Thankfully, you needn’t. The approximation of a bronzeblood-- Tavros? -- is at their side, panic leeching from his form. It’s frantic, words that aren’t words but have meaning all the same pouring from his lips as the first crack of bone and flesh rending penetrates the stillness of the room.

What follows is nothing short of sickening. You can feel it through the leylines weaving the fabric of this dream. Where they curl against your skin comes licks of fear, of pain, of something that wants out. Their body tears like the shell of a morbid cocoon, the maw down their front pried open by fingers and eyes and shoulders. Something wants out, something that for the first time in a long time is almost familiar to you-- No. Someone who is familiar to you.

Your hands, or lack thereof, grasp tightly round the images you’ve been made to see, tearing them away like a cheap magician’s trick. All at once you find yourself sat upright in bed, spine ramrod before your eyes even open. It feels as though your pusher is attempting to leap from your chest. Even so, you force your breathing calm, red rimmed eyes pinned to a fixed point in the middle distance.

They drop, suddenly, to the white knuckle grip you have on the blanket. The joints of your fingers creak as you force them flat once more.

‘What a sorry way to live,’ you’d said barely a day prior. ‘To be unable to rely on ones own memory.’ You want to spit the words from your mouth just so they’ll leave you be. They sit like acid on the back of your tongue even now.

Never since your beloved’s return have you been more aware of the hollow in your chest. You don’t know what it is you’ve been made to bear witness, only that you should. It’s like an itch deep in your bones, a wrongness that turns your stomach and tightens your jaw. Never more than now have you cursed your mortal flesh, for all that it prevents you from reaching inside and tearing out what ails or it’s closest substitute.

Careful movements have you removed from the bed without further disturbance. Fading eyes look upon your lover, your balm, in all their sleeping softness. It’s not enough to simply have them here. You know this, as you tuck the blankets more closely round their form. Not in the long term. Not forever. It’s not enough to simply know that you are in love. But it’s all you have, so for the time being? It’s all you need.

You’ve never been one to let go, after all.

#// para #// viewable ooc #equiuszahhak #body horror // #gore // ? maybe #Im still not really here but have this writing exercise #chronologically this was earlier but I forgot to post it then oop

[2hiit]

@equiuszahhak

#D --> *CT gives 2T a scalpel. maybe evven two*

*2T take2 the 2calpel2 from CT and put2 them behiind hii2 ear liike a lii2cariian miight a penciil, whiich ii2 defiiniitely 2afe and not at all frowned upon by 2afety protocol2*

two ii2 defiiniitely my preference, thank2 2tranger.

#equiuszahhak #.docx

[infiniteproxy]

> You pause in the middle of what you were doing, mind casting about for-- something. But what had caught your attention?

> One blog among many, scrolling past and all but disregarded, except... Now, you find yourself thinking you've forgotten something. Or perhaps it's that you've remembered?

> A face, so familiar, though its contours seen foreign. A name, meaningless-- but no. You'd thought it so fitting, once upon a time, hadn't you?

> It's on the tip of your tongue. Surely, you'd known it just mere moments ago. There's something important, there. A taste of something indescribable on your tongue. The glimmer of starlight on velvet, on silk. And gratitude. A debt, carried gladly.

> It'll come to you any minute now. Surely.

#equiuszahhak

[fuckingshutup]

Delivery! 🧇🧇🧇 Waffles with condiments like butter and syrup set to the side.

YAAAAAAAAY WAFFLES

#NOSY BUSYBODIES #THAAAANKS #equiuszahhak #smearrps

[megidokozaku]

@equiuszahhak

DB: MEANT.

DB: DESIRE.

DB: FOR CUDDLES.

DB: VERY BIG.

#damarabot post

[faygoenthusiast]

I DID IT

happy valentines day btw!! :o)

#aradiamegido #tavrosnitram #solluxcaptor #karkatvantas #nepetaleijon #kanayamaryam #terezipyrope #vriskaserket #equiuszahhak #gamzeemakara #eridanampora #feferipeixes #homestuck #homestucktrolls

[0w0]

DBT equius

(my muse @equiuszahhak )

#smear campaign #smeardoesart #homestuck #equius zahhak

[embellishedbookworm]

♡

Back at you for equiuszahhak xD

⬤⬤⬤⬤⬤ | ATTRACTION ⬤〇〇〇〇 | AFFECTION ⬤⬤⬤〇〇 | INTEREST ⬤〇〇〇〇 | LOYALTY ⬤⬤⬤⬤〇 | TRUST

LOW | ⬤⬤⬤⬤⬤ | HIGH

#posted ooc #maybe there's envy #maybe there's attraction #who knows?

[mysticalseamstress]

(Image source: Starry Sky in the Forest by Mariana Mills https://fineartamerica.com/featured/starry-sky-in-the-forest-marianna-mills.html )

@equiuszahhak

Wind brushes your skin, as something familiar reaches for you (or are you reaching for it?)

A gentle, cool breeze rouses you from a slumber so deep it was like a void consumed your very existence.

You lie upon a slab of metallic petals growing in a forest of living metals, and above you stars glitter, calling out to you, greeting you, longing for you.

You open your eyes, a mismatched emerald and indigo, and the starry space within gazes at the starry space without, surrounded by the forest like a warm embrace.

You feel yourself within and without, as well as a gentle pull to what had once been given. Within you, another part gently pulls as well.

#the return of the stars #equiuszahhak

[goth-advancements]

My mate wakes up much earlier than me and insists that I am the "cutest sleeper". I do+n't kno+w if I can disagree with him o+n that o+ne.

((Thank you to the wonderful @smearrps / @smearrpsmore / @equiuszahhak for creating this wonderful piece. I highly recommend commissioning them. They are not just a wonderful person, but a wonderful artists.

#selfie #smearrps #porrim maryam #porrim #maryam #homestuck art