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eth3real-ess3nce · 2 years

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hi (: i am hoping for one of the free readings you are offering? obviously do not feel rushed for this i am very grateful youre offering them rn... anyways my intials are FAH and i am interested in what my dream last night meant (nothing is a fair answer lol) ... i wont go into too much detail but i was trying to go to school but i was missing everything i needed so i did a bunch of crazy things to get there, and then when i got there i felt like i still missed something so i left. at one point i hitchhiked and got a ride from an ex-friend, and another point i was walking down the highway and a teacher found me and they were concerned for me so i started crying ..???

uh maybe this is too much.. feel free to ignore lol

if you thought this ask was too much you should see my answer to it 😂

Okay so first thing that hopped in my mind without even consulting the cards is my own experience with this kind of dreams. Seeing that you were missing school, skipping classes, getting all your responsibilities screwed up, ALL that, signify very specific and certain things.

fear of failure. fear of not being able to control your future, being uncertain of it. I've been having such dreams since I entered middle school. Not knowing where you're going is actually a very common feeling amongst humans so know you're not alone. I think you're part of the age group 17-24. I call it "the crisis age" because we all feel that this period of our lives is critical and we must give our best . By societal expectations, you have to acknowledge what you want to do with your life. You must have already figured out which career path to choose and you must learn how to adult quickly. Or else, the judgement comes and you get humiliated in front of everyone. LOL. (sarcasm)

It's natural to not feel ready, you figure your own life out as you live and experience it. It's better to go by your own pace and be certain of what you want to do than end up losing yourself from societal expectations and fictional deadlines. I see that you are a sensitive person and you like to depend on your few loved ones. Maybe that ex friend in your dream, signified that you were able to trust them once? And this feeling, according to know, is tied to your present needs; You feel the need to have someone to guide you in your life and protect you from the wrong choices. And you really really don't want this someone to be you, because you don't trust yourself to do it.

I belong in the "crisis age" group myself too and what I see here is just another young person battling to fit into what is expected from them. My advice will always be "don't mold yourself" and I know it takes so much work to finally rely on your own self and trust YOUR skills, your talents, your rhythm. Your subconscious is only reflecting your fears. What if I never make it in life? What if I end up disappointing everyone I know? what if I make a fool of myself?

You're not alone, anon. And this is your own journey but you'll always have people who will have your back. Life isn't just about milestones and enormous achievements. F*ck anyone who tries to pushes this, because they come from an insecure, need-to-be-acknowledged place.

So, this is what you will hear from one psychic stranger today. You're able to do whatever you set your mind to. You will have the life you want! You will be the person you aspire to be! Just because! and know that my intuition has never failed me 😇

the strength in our hearts and our consistency is what's the key to success, more than our own raw talents themselves.

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