#GIVE ME EARLY JANUARY 2020 HAVEN SAYING 'the year has sucked and It seems like the next two months might be one of those days but nonethele

[haven-gum-rockrose]

God and I thought I was exaggerating when I said my mental issues started at 14

#why is this thirteen year old crying in voice memos while simultaneously doing a shitty improv songs about #sorry #This memo is over ten minutes #i can't believe I was suicidal way back then #'when I'm gone if I do I want you to know it's because I love you *sob* and I se your life would be so much happier with me* #*without #'we both know it's true' #HAVEN SHUT UP GOD YOU'RE THIRTEEN #NO #STOP APOLOGIZING IN STUPID SONG IN UR VOICE MEMOS ASKING WHY DOES MY MOM NOT LOVE ME ANYMORE #THATS SO SAD WHAT THE FUCK STOP CRYING NO OW #YOU POOR KID #THATS NOT ME I'M NOT ACKNOWLEDGING IT WTF #I MISS THE KING SHIT U WERE UP TO PRE COVID #GIVE ME EARLY JANUARY 2020 HAVEN SAYING 'the year has sucked and It seems like the next two months might be one of those days but nonethele #I feel like this is gonna be a good year' #THAT WAS HILARIOUS MAKE MOUTH SOND STIMS INTO MIC AGAIN #i really like singing guys it's therapeutic and I was much less reserved at 13 #The point wasn't to make music I swear #God it's so bad #But FUCKING TELLING #god based on the way it cut off I probably got scolded after that