#I LOVE HIM SO MUCH IM INSAME

[jaiyiee]

FORBIDDEN LOVE 1821

Continuation

Suddenly, i met Zach, he was masculine , handsome and hot also cheerful and attractive. Also, a son of General Governor the highest official here in the Philippines in the time of Spanish period. It was 5pm in the afternoon. I was in a wooden bench enjoying the good looking paradise in front of me, just kidding hahahaha....

"Hi, gorgeous what is your name? es como si te acabara de ver. Are you new residence here?" Dios mio guapo. I'm so confused what if i'm just assuming, sere amable. Dios mio, que sea mic solo el. I said quetly, but then i see his brown gorgeous eyes waiting my answer.

"a mi?" I said with curiosity, you know, perhaps im just assuming; he was just insame asking himself.

"Hay alquien mos con quien estoy hablando aqui?" Asked the guy in front of me. Mi amor, why are you like that me econocione por un momento. It is not coincidence that i met this handsome boy perhaps God allowed this to happened. In this chaotic world, i thought that destiny would be cruel in me but i'm thankful that God allowed this to happened look how coquette my mind. I have a huge problem if i tell him that im from the present he would judge me and think that im insane. God what would i do now?

"Oh, sorry. Yes, i am new here, actually i grew up in Europe. Mi Madre was a Filipina while my Father was an Espanyol". I said, oh God! Help me i know that i lied but i am scared that he will judge me if he knew that im from the present. Even though it is only a dream but maybe my situation right now has the huge impact why i am here. I really miss my lola Minda so much; i know that she is worried about me but i cant go back in time.

"Porque estas solo-aqui? Tienes algo que esperar aqui? It is getting dark here outside. Are you familiar that theres a curfew at 6 o' clock right?" Asked the guy lord what should i do now? I am homeless.

"Nothing, i just love the environment here it so peaceful and i feel safe. Look how gorgeous the sunset is". I asked to the guy but literally i dont have home to take a nap. I lied again.

"Okay i see, if you dont mind, i can accompany you here to ensure that you are safe, no te preocupes no soy un mal tipo. By the way i'm zach Hernandez 21 yrs old. How about you?". Askes the guy, he looks kinda so maybe i could let him be with me tonight because its too dark, i dont even want to be a cold body next day because of some rapist out there.

" Yah sure, my name is Zhashna Blanca 18 yrs old. Thank you for being here at least i have someone to talk to. Nice to meet you!". I sincerely asked then he tells me about himself and i admire him every detail that i heard from him makes me more curious about him.

Everyday our meeting place is at the bench under the mango tree. He was so gentleman; that is wht i felt valuable, he makes me smile out of nowhere that makes me felt more excited. My heart beats faster; i think im inlove with the guy in my dream. He taught me how to be matured and how to adopt the environment. I learned a lot of things. His existence influences me a lot its like im havinf older brother that taught me good deeds. I dont knew why im so dependent to this guy, like im willing to wait him in a long time just to see him. Perhaps, i just appreciate. What he did for me or im in love. I dont know damn, im insane.

I even tell him that i exist in the present and this was a drean fir me because i an comatose for 1 year and i am glad that he understands me. I know that i can control my dream, but this time i cant control Zach, i dont know why. We are in a relationship right now. A qui no le gusta tanto como es sincer. He was the only one that treat me like a princess, love me for being who i am and understands me, for almost 1 year that i was in this dream our relationship together deepens.

But one day i felt that i will woke up for being comatos i heard the tears and voices of joy of my loved ones. They wabt to make up with me and i know that they are sincere in asking forgiveness. God knows that since the day that i chose to be with Lola, is the day that i forgive them i just sulking in reason to didnt give me time wheb i heard their voice, their somethinf in my chest that heals, the wall that i kep for how many years finally destroyed.

One afternoon i told Zach that can finally woke up that i can go back in my real exustence. But instead of choosing my family and be with them, i chose to be with Zach and live with this world of dreams. Yes, he was happy but i felt that he just fakes it. These past few weeks he is being cold as ice; he is not that Zach that i used to love before. Now i can see his true colors, that the words that he cared to much, it easy for him to tell hurtful words. But anything that makes him get mad at me, i changed it all because i love him. Even forcing myself to understand him. But i was so exhausted doing this shit i cant understand him anymore. It was 3rd week of October year 1821, when he tells me that hwa was just using me for his own sake. He tells that there was a girl that he really loved and it makes his as a wandering soul. He admitted that he was just a soul who can enter to the dream of humans to fool it and hooked its soul. To be able exist in this world , he needs to find a soul as an exchange to make him free. It is a big mistake that i loved each it is a wrong move that he chose me as his victim because anytime i can go back in time. When i heard his explanation and reason. It made my heart broken into pieces. I dont even understand why he needs to do this. I thought all the things that he does for me is true but i was wrong he just used me foe his own saje. Why he needs to do this in being true to him. I dont even question his existence because i love him so much but look what happened. Argh! I dont want to see him anymore!

[nriacc]

HELL YES NEW PART LETS GOO

1- NO STOP I SWEAR TO GOD THE GEORGE CONTENT MAKES ME FEEL THINGS

2- not the tan out of batteries tweet like wheels, honey please 😭😭😭

3- YES GEORGE WILL TREAT HER SO RIGHT I KNOW THAT FOR A FACT HE TOLD ME THAT HIMSELF LETS DO IT NOW

4- no not alex calling i’m in a george mood i can’t have this right now i can’t be reminded about how much i want them together

5- I DEFLATE EGOS NOT INFLATE THEM OMG I LOVE THAT

6- GEORGE WHAT OH MY GOD WHAT OHMYGOD GEORGE IS THERE WHAT OH MY GOD IM GOING INSAME OH MY GOD HAPPY VALENTINES OH MY GOD GEORGE OH GOD

7- Alex and wheels please give them to me, i need them

8- now i just know that woman is Rita Ora i feel the holiday vibes from that. also i’m enjoying that but also my heart hurts for matty but i did enjoy that

9- ooooooh both bands are there i know this is about to get messy

10- JUST THE 3 OF THEM HELLO DONT LEAVE US HANGING OMG

OKAY i’m still screaming after this part i can’t wait for everything else and george showing up on vdays still has me screaming i love it

Omgggg these all made me soooo happy to read💜 letssss goooo

1- HONESTLY SAME I LOVE THIS MAN SO MUCH HES SO CUTE IM HONESTLY TRYING NOT TO CHANGE THE ORIGINAL STORYLINE SO SHE CAN HAVE GEORGE 😂

2- innit gosh she’s an idiot drunk😂😂😂

3- HE REALLY WILL TREAT HER SO RIGHT GODDDDDD SHES A LUCKY GIRLLLL TO HAVE ALL THESE OPTIONSSSS

4- innit, fucking hell Wheelssss 👀🙈🔥

5- ahahahhahahahahha that might have been my favourite reply she did 😂

6- AHHHHH CAN YOU IMAGINE HIM SHOWING UP AN SURPRISING YOU LIKE THAT😭😭😭😭 I CANT COPEEEE THEY WILL HAVE HAD SUCH A CUTE DATE TOO🥺💜

7- hahahahahahha maybe at some point before the end of this fic maybe😂

8- you’re spot on! It is her🤢🤮🤢🤮🤢🤮🤢🤮🤢🤮🤢🤮🤢 but I didn’t want to say the bitches name in my baby NRIACC so I’m so glad you got the hints!

9- hahahahha you’re predictions were correct ✅

10- HAHAHAHHAHA YOU KNOW I HAD TO😂😂😂😂 this will be where the optional 3some oneshot will be. That’s coming after I’ve finished the full fic though so keep your eyes peeled 👀

Honestly I’m still screaming at george showing up too ahhahaha😂 soooo thrilled you enjoyed the new part! Thank you so much for all these comments I’m smiling like a fool 💜

#NRIACC ask #23 #part 23 ask

[clarabow-mp3]

@sunshinejld hi so tumblr fucking sucks and wont post my answer to your character ask (and also im a dumbass and forgot to do the last two bullet points) so im just gonna do it like this

favourite thing about them: his love for his family. they're awful and they're mean to him but it's sweet how much he loves them.

least favourite thing about them: idk if this coints bc i also love it but he's just. so dumb. he's so fucking stupid. he's just a dumbass. i can relate.

favourite line: BEES?, 🎵you're as cold as ice🎵, geo-bead, gentleman honey farmer, that's insame, i love tony wonder, and literally everything else he has ever said.

brOTP: his whole family. except for george sr, who can choke.

OTP: is it even a question?? Blunder. dumbass gay magicians. also gob x happiness.

nOTP: gob x michael. ship whatever you want, i'm not here to judge, but it just squicks me out.

random headcanon: he loves musicals and music in general and it's one of the things he and lucille bond over.

unpopular opinion: i dont think i have one about him. it seems like most of the fandom agree that he should be cherished.

(here's where i forgot to answer bc im fucking blind and i cant read)

song i associate with them: other than the final countdown and the sound of silence, im gonna say thunder road by bruce springsteen, the show must go on by queen, the bees by frederic chopin and la campanella from the paganini etudes

favourite picture of them:

#akkdakka #i love that picture #im sorry tumblr is so bad i hope this is okay #asks