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TURNING BACK TO THE SAND OF TIME
As i looked at the sky, i realize how the youngest stars shines so bright than the old or past self would be proud if she saw new me that shines so bright? She would be feel over the moon if she saw me twinkle every night? As i turned back the sand of time. I saw old version of me crying at the darkest night, selfless, you cant even see the shines in her eyes, she was full of sorrow, cant stand on her own. It was 10 o'clock still cant figure out, the goodness and powerful love of God that guides to walj at the right path. Then i let the time run for a long time still thinking whats going on, i heard the voices of anger and envy yawning at my ears. Oh! I think thats the voices of stars who cant shines so bright, the envy on their heart is like the stick stock on their chest. I think my shines has an impact for them to be angry so bad.
It was half of the golden time, i decided to focus on my own shines and let the asteroid falling to the land like a rock. I started to fix my self as well as my heart. Moreover, i also focused on my study because i believe that it would help me to be succeed in life. Howeve, there is still people who keep pulling us to the ground, but as i started doing things great, they cant even pull me because i build strong foundation on my heart. The girl who was at the corner of the room decided to live it and faced the challenges; she experienced before. In addition, if i am going to ask my old self, i think she could be proud of me, because i didnt let my fear become my biggest regret.
It was already 12 o'clock then i saw shooting star passed through my favorite star. Then i make a wish, i wished that to my future self always be good to others. Life might be selfish, friends would be your enemy but God is powerful than anyone. I closed my eyes, i realize that my old self was strong as a concrete wall. The only words that came out to my mouth was "Thank you lord" because without the hardships that i experienced i cant be who i am todag. We cant turned back the time; only we can do is to look back at the past for us to know that we shines now than the old times.
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MY FIRST HEART BREAK
Written by: Mayka Madali
I have read the personal narrative of Mayka Madali, entitled. My first heart break. She tells on her story about the heart break, the sorrow that she have been experienced when she was 17 yrs old. We all know that on that age teenagers can easily fall in love with the person they can experienced and feel comfort and care, that is why she was easily attached like a strong branch of tree.
When i started read the personal narrative of Myka, at first i am happy because she experienced happiness and that person taking care of her butat some point i felt left behind because she experienced left in the air with the person she loves. Furthermore, Myka also experience lower if pride just because she want to still be with person that she builds fruit of love just to didnt separate their paths
In conclusion the story of Myka, was like a fish bone on my neck and a knife that stuck on my chest because she have to lower her pride because of someone that she cannot win her back. I realize that if we love someone we are willing to do the things that could make lose our self but always remember that we should love ourself more than people that we have it is not necessary that we still chose the person that in the end cannot wjn us back. We should learn to love ourself. First, before giving our heart to others. In addition, if we love ourself, we can easily know our worth, that we do not deserve heart ache. Always learn to love ourself for us to know that we dont need men that could tear us a part. Moreover, we should be thankful that even we experienced hardship, this made us to grow more and love ourself more and have perseverance that at least continue the life that we begin.
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THE ESSENCE OF HARDSHIPS
When i was a child i used to work outside with my childhood friends we play some outdoors activities like piko, bahay-bahayan, bente-uno, tumbang preso. My mother hired a maid that would help her to take care of my siblings because we are 4 children in the family and i am the first fruit of love of my parents. When i was in grade one, my father used to accompany me at school, but the time comes that he needs to go abroad because he wants to give us a good lufe and better future. My ate Anabel was the one who take care to my siblings including me because my mother started to work after he gave birth to an angel which is my younger brother. At first he was a kind sheep and a soft hearted but because of our witch neighbor she tried to manipulate my angels or our newly hired maid. She started also to abused my siblings physically everytime that we didnt sleep i the afternoon and we tried to play outside she always slap me, she also started to work at my neighbors house and she becomes a lazy bee that is why my mother fired her. Furthermore, we started to do some household chores and i take care of my siblings.
When i was 10 years old to help my mother i started to sell ice candy since it was vacation and people love to eat cold and sweet foods. Everytime that there was no one will buy my ice candy i left my ice box at the Manong's house. Manong are the one who facilitate rental bike. I left my ice box with manong and i played outdoor activities to atleast enjoy my childhood. In addition, after playing i sell again ice candy to my neighbor, i need to go every inch of the corner just to find customers. After that i'll go home and rest. However, because of too much walking and shouting my body and voice becomes tired that is why i sleep for just a minute just to have energy, when i woke up my mother laugh and i saw some children saying "hala tulog na pero nagbebenta parin siya". I am not aware that i already shouting "Ice candy, yema" even in my dream i am still shouting. This experiences made me realize that it helps me a lot because now i am good at communication and selling products. Since i exposed to peopls, now i am not shy when i am talking with other people. Everything would be possible if we do it with hardwork. Everything that we do we can have a bucket of fruits as a result of hardships. We should stand on our own everytime that we fall on the grounds and never give up with our dreams because as long as we have perseverance and diligence, everything that we ask and prayed for we can have it.
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THE STAIRS OF LIFE
In the town of Basey, Samar; there was a girl named Rosita O. Tadia. She was born on May 18, 1979. At the young age she experienced misfortune and stormy seas. They are 9 siblings in their family, she is the second youngest. All of her siblings was out of school, they are trying to find some gold working at the very young age. She was forced to work and carry hardships on her shoulders because of lack of money. Instead of being out of school she chose to be a working student. During her elementary days she continued her education while being a maid at her teachers house. Luckily she found a golden threads of kindness because one of her teachers volunteered to take the eesponsibility of her education.
On her high school days she found a place that she taught she can have a peaceful and ocean of tranquility, because there is another teacher who wants to adopt her. As the time goes by, she saw her shadow of sorrow, they made her as a family maid that is why she cant focus at her studies. She decided to leave without parting waves. Finally she found the best Boss that she never had before, they treat her as a part of their family, they also help her to have a work while studying to provide the needs of her family. Just because of the good heart of this Samaritan, she graduated at Leyte Colleges Tacloban City, with course of Bachelor Secondary Education major in Social Science.
After Graduated, she tried her luck in Cavite and take the path of being a teacher. She spent her 15 yrs of her life to being a teacher, then she finally found the love of her life. Now she has 4 children and she taught them the preseverance and resilience that she have been learned from her situation. Without this problems she cannot prove to those wild grass that she can make her dreams come true even if it was impossible at first. Without this experience she cannot be strong as roots, this problems made her realize that every challenges you could surpass even if it is strong as thunderstorm that is why there is a rainbow after the rain to give us hope after the storm.
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TURNING TRIALS INTO TRIUMPHS
In the world that full of challenges there are people who experienced misfortune, but we cannot hide from it, it is like a stained on your shirt or even a woven threads, you need a scissors just to cut the embedded bad luck. My name is Jairah Mae O. Tadia, 17 yrs old. A girl who experienced discrimination, bullying, being avoided and isolation. The challenges that mae me brave, gives me strength, build my confidence. It is crazy right? But this challenges molded my resilience and shaped my personality
Growing up, i was experienced being bullied and my family faced financial struggles that is why i came up to helping them by selling ice candy to our whole community. It was a very hot weather. I heard laughing of the children playinf some outdoors activities. There was an envy in my heart since i want to play with them but i need to hurry up because the ice candy on my ice box was cannot keep the cold enough. I was started to cry, because i saw the children playing gun and they shot my ice box; my whole body was trembling. I dont know what to do, i was scared, how can i sell ice candy if it is melted. Then my parents taught me to never give up and the value of resilience and preseverance.
As i started school, i tried to join and participate on gymnastic, although i dont know how to be flexible, i keep on practicing like what others says "practice makes the action perfect" even i dont have that confidence to do what others can do. Then i heard laughing at my back then say that "si Jairah oh! Parang bolang natalbog" After i heard those words i immediately burst into tears. As i turned back i was shocked because i saw my adviser. She was supposed to support me but i know that i cannot please people to like me. I tried to be calm ans smiles as a respond. In a past few months and years my classmates started to hurt me physically. I also experienced being excluded from the activities when i was in high school. I started to do some projects individually even it is an group projects. However, even i experienced those things, i tried to do my best and eventually i excelled academically. I become an honor student till the end of my junior high school life.
My journey from challenges and turning its as an triumph has a huge part on my life because without challenges i cant be who i am right now. Those challenges that i experienced gives me strength to live to the fullest and riding at the same waves. I realize that we dont need to do something just to have a feather in someones cup. We need to rise fron the ashes, even there was no one to support us, even there was no one who loves us. We need to make ourself better and do something that makes us happy without dealibg people who is silent bystander who only knows how to steal someonez thunder. Remember we didnt come into this world just to dance to someone else tune, those trials just come and go but if doesnt mean that we will rely on those trials. This trials help us to become smart in life, to be brave, to strengthen us, abd shaped us to become more stronger in the future.
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FORBIDDEN LOVE 1821
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It was 3rd week of October 2023 and i dreamed about Zach he tells me that he sincerely wants to apologize. He knows that he made a big mistake and he felt sorry about it. He told me that there's no other girl that he loved, the truth is he just used it as a reason because he doesnt want me to use an exchange to the life that he wants. He says that he really loves me genuinely its just that he protecting me from the curse that he had, now he is existing in my real world. God allowed him to exist because of his pure intention and the unconditional love.
Zach and Zachary Dominguez are the same person. Zachary Dominguez is also the cause why im on the hospital for how many months. In a reason of he was the one who drove the car that bumped on me. He asking another chance but they had an agreement that he needs to bring one soul for him to be alive he is also comatose that timeand his life was 50/50. But because of his unconditional love and sacrifice God helped him to grant his wish.
I was shocked when i realized that they are the same peron but now we are happy as a couple and we make sure that we treasure every moment of our life. As of now i helped Zach to remember the good memories in the past.
It was 3rd week of October when we first met and now it was a 3rd week of October when we chose to become one.
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FORBIDDEN LOVE 1821
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When i woke up for being in coma, i saw the bright smile and tears of joy of my parent. I hugged them tight and im asking forgiveness for being hardheaded.
About Zach, i slowly teach my self how to forget him i know it was hard for me to do that becaused i was attached to him at very long time. But now i help my ownself to forget him and focus to the family that i have. If you didnt ask me, i live here now in my parents house with my lola. My mother taught me how to run the business it improves me a lot and helps me to forget about Zach. I realize that if didnt let my emotions burned me out, maybe in a successful enrrepreneur now. Im still thankful that i met Zach because i became matured in life and he influence me something good that i can adopt in my life.
After Zach there was a boy that make my heart beats faster, but this time, he is real human not a ghost, just kidding. He was morw handsome than Zach actually they are the same. His name was Zachary Dominguez.
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FORBIDDEN LOVE 1821
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Suddenly, i met Zach, he was masculine , handsome and hot also cheerful and attractive. Also, a son of General Governor the highest official here in the Philippines in the time of Spanish period. It was 5pm in the afternoon. I was in a wooden bench enjoying the good looking paradise in front of me, just kidding hahahaha....
"Hi, gorgeous what is your name? es como si te acabara de ver. Are you new residence here?" Dios mio guapo. I'm so confused what if i'm just assuming, sere amable. Dios mio, que sea mic solo el. I said quetly, but then i see his brown gorgeous eyes waiting my answer.
"a mi?" I said with curiosity, you know, perhaps im just assuming; he was just insame asking himself.
"Hay alquien mos con quien estoy hablando aqui?" Asked the guy in front of me. Mi amor, why are you like that me econocione por un momento. It is not coincidence that i met this handsome boy perhaps God allowed this to happened. In this chaotic world, i thought that destiny would be cruel in me but i'm thankful that God allowed this to happened look how coquette my mind. I have a huge problem if i tell him that im from the present he would judge me and think that im insane. God what would i do now?
"Oh, sorry. Yes, i am new here, actually i grew up in Europe. Mi Madre was a Filipina while my Father was an Espanyol". I said, oh God! Help me i know that i lied but i am scared that he will judge me if he knew that im from the present. Even though it is only a dream but maybe my situation right now has the huge impact why i am here. I really miss my lola Minda so much; i know that she is worried about me but i cant go back in time.
"Porque estas solo-aqui? Tienes algo que esperar aqui? It is getting dark here outside. Are you familiar that theres a curfew at 6 o' clock right?" Asked the guy lord what should i do now? I am homeless.
"Nothing, i just love the environment here it so peaceful and i feel safe. Look how gorgeous the sunset is". I asked to the guy but literally i dont have home to take a nap. I lied again.
"Okay i see, if you dont mind, i can accompany you here to ensure that you are safe, no te preocupes no soy un mal tipo. By the way i'm zach Hernandez 21 yrs old. How about you?". Askes the guy, he looks kinda so maybe i could let him be with me tonight because its too dark, i dont even want to be a cold body next day because of some rapist out there.
" Yah sure, my name is Zhashna Blanca 18 yrs old. Thank you for being here at least i have someone to talk to. Nice to meet you!". I sincerely asked then he tells me about himself and i admire him every detail that i heard from him makes me more curious about him.
Everyday our meeting place is at the bench under the mango tree. He was so gentleman; that is wht i felt valuable, he makes me smile out of nowhere that makes me felt more excited. My heart beats faster; i think im inlove with the guy in my dream. He taught me how to be matured and how to adopt the environment. I learned a lot of things. His existence influences me a lot its like im havinf older brother that taught me good deeds. I dont knew why im so dependent to this guy, like im willing to wait him in a long time just to see him. Perhaps, i just appreciate. What he did for me or im in love. I dont know damn, im insane.
I even tell him that i exist in the present and this was a drean fir me because i an comatose for 1 year and i am glad that he understands me. I know that i can control my dream, but this time i cant control Zach, i dont know why. We are in a relationship right now. A qui no le gusta tanto como es sincer. He was the only one that treat me like a princess, love me for being who i am and understands me, for almost 1 year that i was in this dream our relationship together deepens.
But one day i felt that i will woke up for being comatos i heard the tears and voices of joy of my loved ones. They wabt to make up with me and i know that they are sincere in asking forgiveness. God knows that since the day that i chose to be with Lola, is the day that i forgive them i just sulking in reason to didnt give me time wheb i heard their voice, their somethinf in my chest that heals, the wall that i kep for how many years finally destroyed.
One afternoon i told Zach that can finally woke up that i can go back in my real exustence. But instead of choosing my family and be with them, i chose to be with Zach and live with this world of dreams. Yes, he was happy but i felt that he just fakes it. These past few weeks he is being cold as ice; he is not that Zach that i used to love before. Now i can see his true colors, that the words that he cared to much, it easy for him to tell hurtful words. But anything that makes him get mad at me, i changed it all because i love him. Even forcing myself to understand him. But i was so exhausted doing this shit i cant understand him anymore. It was 3rd week of October year 1821, when he tells me that hwa was just using me for his own sake. He tells that there was a girl that he really loved and it makes his as a wandering soul. He admitted that he was just a soul who can enter to the dream of humans to fool it and hooked its soul. To be able exist in this world , he needs to find a soul as an exchange to make him free. It is a big mistake that i loved each it is a wrong move that he chose me as his victim because anytime i can go back in time. When i heard his explanation and reason. It made my heart broken into pieces. I dont even understand why he needs to do this. I thought all the things that he does for me is true but i was wrong he just used me foe his own saje. Why he needs to do this in being true to him. I dont even question his existence because i love him so much but look what happened. Argh! I dont want to see him anymore!
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FORBIDDEN LOVE 1821
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It was exhausting day; i am tired to death, it was 7pm in the evening but i need to go home as early as possible. My lola Minda was 80 yrs old and i am the only one whos taking care of her, there's a soft look in her eyes of youth, my lola bending down by the fire place, and the pilgrim soul including sorrow of changing face. She was so weak like a withered flower and a dying animal who are wasting at the end of times.
It was 10 o'clock in the evening but there's no shadow that showing Zhashnas's existence. Lola Minsa was so worried about her, she was treambling to death and nervous; her hearts beats faster. She had a feeling that there's something bad happened to Zhashna and she at the living room waiting for Zhashna her phone rang with anonymous nember.
"Hello my dear who are you?". She asked to the phone call.
"Hello is it Ms. Minda?". Asked the unknown person in the call.
" Yes, i am Minda. Where did you get my number?". She asked
" I wm Doc, Zein Guirrero from City Hospital. Zhashna Blanca was here and im sorry to tell you this Ms. Minda, but she needs relative here. She was at Comatose right now due to the vehicular accident. You can go to room 182 Ms. Minda" Asked the Doctor.
She dont know what to do her tears went down when she heard that her beloved Zhashna was at the hospital lying in bed. Her world collapsed, she went to the hospital immediately to see her dear Zhashna.
I cant remember how i get here it looks so awesome; everyone was in formal attire, women wearing Filipiñana. While men wearing traje corto; the famous formal attire of men that they wear during spanish period. It looks so real. The date was in 1821, but wait this year was a spanish period here in philippines, right? The only thing that i remember is i was walking going to my Lola's house then there was a car that crashed on me, due to out of control and out of brake then suddenly everything went black.
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FORBIDDEN LOVE 1821
It was third week of October when we first met. I think it was love at first sight; your smile was genuine. I felt comfortable and safe when i am with you. You're the one who taught me how to love, how to get out of my box and surpass my limits, that is why i chose to be with you than to exist in my real world. I thought it was love but i was wrong and being with you is a big mistake. Hi, i am Zhashna Blanca, 18 yrs old, half Filipino and half Spanish and i have the ability to control my dream which they call lucid dreaming. At the age of 18, i work at the supermarket as a market vendor. I was very exhausted; every day, i felt my bones separating from my body but i need to help my lola to have food to eat and didnt starve. Sometimes i asked my self " Do i really need to do this?" But instead of keeping company with my parents, i chose to be with my lola since she was the only one family that i have. Yes, i have parents but they are always busy because of theie business, it is more convenient to be here in province, very peaceful, you could be deaf by the silence, the environment was a paradise and you will be fall in love by the nature. If you didnt ask me, it was more comfortable here than to be with chaotic world of my parents.
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One of a kind
In million people in the world, you are one of a kind. You're a rare diamond and pearl needs so much effort to find.
Just like the brightest star, you need lot of time to show who you are. Just like the star, in the middle of the night, you can show your brightest smile.
Sometimws life is unfair, like billion years planet in universe, sometimes you need to explode to show your darkest side, to show that not everything is fine.
Even though you're in the darkest side, you can be brighter as you can. You just need to wait the perfect person and your perdect season.
-Jai
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CONCRETE POEM
Sing a song with all your heart, sing like how the bird sang.
Be confident to stand.
Show your beautiful voice, like how the eagle fly and flapped its wings.
- Jai
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Alon man ay malakas, agos ma'y walang bukas. Tuloy lang sa pag-alpas.
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Ama malayo ka man, Milya man ang pagitan .
Ika'y di malilimutan,
Magpasawanghanggan.
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FOUND POEM
Predictors of Success
I could only imagine the good life come from well of families,
I could only envy who got really high grades without even breaking a sweat.
The reality was that many of them did not become as successful as i thought even ended up being a disappointment.
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JAIRAH
Jubliant is the feeling that i want to get,
And i know i need to go with the flow to make it happen.
Inspired by people, i also aim to inspired, like a plant that will someday bloom and grow.
Road unlike any other, is what i will take,
As the wind whispers to me the directions of where to go.
Heat and cold whether rainy and sunny i will persevere to obtain the feeling of joy.
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