#I also fear still that the kalisil isn’t gonna be done much justice

[cerealmonster15]

I think the third ch of my kalisil/jamiazu story is gonna be longer than the other chapters and that’s not necessarily for good reason lol 😭☠️🚶

#I FEAR it’s kinda just all over the place / me panicking and adding too much excess #while I try to get these bitches back on track ldjcjcnfifhvfjdjdnfndnvng #but. hdhfcjjg it’s ok it’s fine it’s fine I’m trying and it’s. experimental #I made that disclaimer at the start for this very reason lol #that I don’t really know what I’m DOING with multi chapters and I might catch on fire #like I do have a general outline of how I want the story to go yknow but #writing it out + having ideas that slightly shift it around … hell…. #I also fear still that the kalisil isn’t gonna be done much justice #just bc I k ow jamiazu so much more like I’ve written so many fics for them #and drawn them a billion times #over the past 3+ years lolol #but that’s ok …. I am challenging myself….. I wrote more last night #and I’m trying to finish that heartslabyul friendship fic I started on valentines lol #I had the strong energy for it when I started but I didn’t get it all out fast enough #now I’m faltering and afraid LOL but it’s almost done… it’s SUPPOSED to be short and simple I just don’t know how to end it 😖😑 #but what else is new !!!! 🧍I guess this is the one area I do have the pressure #cuz ppl don’t really like my doodles much I think so I just have my own demons about that #but sometimes people like my fics. so like what if I write and it is bad. and then I explode 🤨 #ok sorry that’s been fighting demonds with cereal this morning while we w8 for stuff at work bye 🚶