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#I harsly talk to anyone In real life anymore I just feel like I'm inconveniencing people by being around
aberooski
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1 year
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Luke's song Diamonds is hitting me a little too hard and close tonight.
#really hoping things will finally start to turn around again soon
#I've been so depressed this year it's probably the worst I've been in a long time
#the worst part is finding a job has been next to impossible and I have no driver's license so I can't leave my house
#my bedroom is the attic of my house and I have windows so all I've been able to do for literal months is sit up there in my cave
#and just stew in my misery and try and fail to find a way out of it
#I've just stopped taking care of myself as the months have gone by too
#at least I haven't been doing as well as I was. I never really did a very good job to begin with
#I just sit around and try to look at jobs and cry all day and I have to fight myself to drink water or brush my teeth at night or even eat
#unless it's breakfast or dinner. that or I actually do eat but tell myself I've been eating too much and stop eating for the day again.
#I harsly talk to anyone In real life anymore I just feel like I'm inconveniencing people by being around
#I can't sleep without taking melatonin and even then it's hard to sleep and I'm just tired all the time
#'Is this the way it will always be' indeed Luke
#I'm serious when I say I think I have several undiagnosed mental illnesses only making things worse for me
#but who needs therapy when we've got Luke's solo album and Taylor Swift right?
#it's me. I know I do. when I can actually manage to find a job (soon please I really need/want 🤞) and can afford it I'll look into it
#abby's just rambling don't mind her
#abby's having a crisis
#goddammit I don't have windows in my room that's what I meant how could I miss the word no 😭
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