#I have potential aphantasia so I truly depend on my visuals at night.

[neckromancy]

First time he appears in a dream at all (and even then very limited, never actually saw his face) and of course it was provoked by my gameplay with a friend yesterday where we ascended him for mechanical reasons (we play on a higher difficulty) so naturally I dreamed that we were both vampires and we were feeding off a body together.

But it was basically just a visual from the backside. I'll take any dream as limited as it gets at this point though. 👀

#mirika.txt #I have potential aphantasia so I truly depend on my visuals at night. #But I never dream what I want - EVER... please brain. I will take ANYTHING. #I envy visual thinkers for many reasons (though mostly because I hate that I cannot recall good memories). #It's easy to recall bad memories because they are led more by feeling than by visuals... but the good ones? Damn. #But that's a story for another time. #Probably makes more and more sense now why I perhaps spend too much on commissions sometimes. #Basically me going: visualize it for me 🥺 #Although I am now trying to doodle more and more. #I still have a Lestat-inspired one I need to finish.