#I mistakenly looked up ‘don’t wanna love me cuz I don’t sip whiskey’ for like 15 minutes

[callunascars]

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#hey so..I’m laying in bed and I could finally look up the song #I mistakenly looked up ‘don’t wanna love me cuz I don’t sip whiskey’ for like 15 minutes #…it feels weird for me to say it…but that doesn’t make it any less true #I don’t think it’s a risk to love you…and we all do #yeah we’re fucking stupid…but we love you…and we aren’t going anywhere #I could be nihilistic and guilt trippy on that but it’s not gonna do anyone any good…and I don’t feel like that most of the time anyways #…I don’t know where I’m going with this #it feels awkward for me to say that I love you because I’m known to drag my past with me #we both do.. #…I’m scared for Limbus to come out #…I’m scared of how the story is gonna progress #how much of a changed man am I gonna be at the end of the story #I…we’ve clung to this thing for years..and it’s scary to let it go… #but we’ll just keep hurting eachother if I don’t let it go… #…I don’t know…I want to be with you #I’m probably too emotionally stupid to help you in any way…but I want to stay for you #…I think I love you #…you kept twitching in your sleep until your back was touching me #sorry if you wake up to my arm around you #…I want you to sleep well