#I rmr not even being in denial about his death bc I had a strong hunch about it for weeks

[prisonpodcast]

It’s almost been a whole year :(

#my mood has been so shit recently I think that’s why #I rmr not even being in denial about his death bc I had a strong hunch about it for weeks #I think I was more in denial of how much he meant to me. like I didn’t even realize it before #I mean I did know I cared about him but I wasn’t fully aware of how much I cared about him #like it really fucked me up for months #Welp ​I’m gonna be an emotional train wreck on the anniversary #something to look forward to slash sarcasm #cw grief #.___.