#I say stupid bc it's somewhat inconsistent with its demands

[damnprecious]

I went for a coffee and then later to a restaurant with a friend I haven't seen in person for a while, and both times the friend correctly figured out the side of the table my stupid brain would require me to sit at

sometimes...being known is Good

#noopa rambles #I say stupid bc it's somewhat inconsistent with its demands #generally I need to sit with my back to the wall towards the exit and/or facing the most amount of people #usually the me facing the exit and the most crowd is the best bet #and if I can't sit like that I get stupidlt anxious #but some places (like the cafe we went to) it's a bit difficult to figure out what the best seat is bc they so open #and might have a couple of doors and stuff #but the friend had it read just right :') #in the second place we went to my preference was much easier to figure out bc it both faced the exit and the crowd #the amount of patience people have while dealing with my bullshit makes me so damn happy :') #sometimes I can easily tell looking at a table that That Spot is Mine but other times it takes a few extra seconds #I hated the hesburger at my uni town bc it simply did not have good seats #the place had two entrance doors and it was always such a fucking struggle to figure it out #like. no matter what my back would be towards one door and it was fucking cursed #I would also like to thank all those who have had to deal with this bullshit with me in person #it's very much appreciated :')