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youngsterhammy · 5 years

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here is an update on my life that no one really asked for hahaha

personal stuff ahead?

back in july, i booked a flight to the states so that i can go visit ellie again. but it will be a long visit (4 months) and ofc that requires money. i was thinking of opening commissions for that too even before i bought plane tickets... but i’ve been so horribly depressed lately that commissions take weeks to months for me to finish.

i did good tho and am actually almost done with my pending commissions and so i was thinking of opening this 10 USD bust sketch commissions for a slightly easier round of commissions just before i leave for the states on sept 18.

unfortunately, meiji began feeling ill around the beginning of august. i’ve made like 5 trips to the vet for august, each with a different set of medicine to try. some of the money i was saving for my trip went to these expenses and i wouldn’t have done it any other way because i want my dog to get better...

her health actually was beginning to improve by the last week of august so i thought i wouldn’t have to worry anymore. because i really was so worried since i was leaving for four whole months and i can’t bear the thought of leaving her when she’s still sick. it’s given me a great deal of anxiety.

every single day i would worry if she’s eaten bc she needs to eat to drink her antibiotics. and any time something seems off, i tend to just spiral into negativity. this was for an entire month. and i keep blaming myself like why didn’t i do this or that. why didn’t i notice earlier?

and i’m still reeling from how she could have died. if i had been complacent bc she looked like she was getting better, i wouldn’t have taken her to the vet again and we wouldn’t have known for sure. and i’d be in the states, helpless when her health gets steadily worse from the infection. i mean even now we’re not completely sure she’s okay bc it’s just been a day after surgery.

im not really sure why im making this post. i just want to be transparent too because you guys might see me post pictures about being abroad and think i used the money for that. believe me, the timing couldn’t be more stressful... i’d hate to leave my dog just after she had surgery ugh it just sigh

im just hoping things work out. and if you made it this far, thank you for reading.

#personal #hammy yells into the void #pls dont reblog

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ifinessedtheplug-blog · 7 years

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POPEYES

Want Some Popeyes?

I Randomly got a call from Pacsun, a very popular clothing store, and the manager had told me she was looking to hire more people and found my application. The funny thing is that I turned in that application about six months before hand so I had lost interest awhile ago. I simply told her that I already had a job working at Mod pizza. This place was paying me 10.50 an hour and for an 18 yr old boy that’s a gold mine so I definitely wasn’t looking for opportunities at the time. But she really couldn’t take no for an answer and insisted to come for an interview just to see what would happen. Even after telling her it would be a big issue scheduling shifts for me, she still insisted for me to come in just to be interviwed. apparent she was desperate for associates. Considering this was basically a guaranteed position and generous discounts to all their clothes I said to her: “Fine, ill come in for an interview”. I mean hey, maybe I’ll Get to meet some new people.We finish the Interview and I would say I had a blast meeting the store manager and was excited to meet the rest of the team in the upcoming staff meeting. I looked forward to it seeing that this was going to be the most fun ill be having all year. It was the middle of June and I had just got done failing the hell out of yet my second semester at NOVA. I wasn’t doing much outside of school even when only being enrolled as a half time student in the spring. I couldn’t land a decent paying job . I was at the age where I wanted to have fun but had no money and little friends. In the summer time, That isn’t a good place to be in. I quickly I took this job as an opportunity to socialize and make friends. Making friends can usually lead to a bigger picture, and the fact I had horrible luck with females for the past two years made me a little more eager to make something out of this. To be honest, I think that’s actually why I took this job. Given the fact that it only paid minimum wage didn’t really kill the mood because my schedule would only allow me to work a day or 2 at the most per week.Being an associate at pacsun also gives you access to great discounts off the store I attended the staff meeting and not only was I excited to make friends, but I was excited to see who were the friends I would make. I was 18 and single so working with a staff consisting of girls my age and my taste in just about well, everything, got me pretty excited. Not only were they pretty cool people but I got to admit, they were gorgeous! I didn’t interact with any of my new team members that meeting untill my I got scheduled for my first shift working an over-night floorset. Floor sets aren’t regular day shifts working with sales and customers. Its basically rearranging the store, building new shelves, and changing displays around for brands to showcase their new collections working with less than half of the total staff. But for me, it was also a chance to for some 1-0n-1 time with a lucky someone. Who it would be though, I had no clue.I arrive just a good ten minutes before the store closed for the day. The staff arriving for floor set settled down by the cash counter and some bringing food for the long night shift ahead of us. I sit to the side of the crowd because I haven’t got to know them yet, and also because of my slight social awkwardness. All of a sudden, a young, golden skinned Middle eastern girl, with possibly the most luscious waves of hair you could see, turns around and says“Hey, you want some of my popeyes?”. I’ve had zero luck with girls ever since my last break up about a 2 years prior to this moment, so I did not see this gesture as any kind of move and immediately panicked in my head. “No, im good but thanks!” I regrettably said as my stomach continued to growl.I always had this issue with anything that has to do with food in front of girls so I try to stay away from eating in front of them because I actually do believe I am fat. The irony of this is that she had no shame on punishing her 3 huge pieces of thighs and devoured all her fries,literally within a couple minutes. At that moment I knew she wasn’t any ordinary girl. After thaT generous offering, she was the only person who gave me any attention all night during the shift. We talked just about the whole shift and even built an entire display board together. At the end of the night, I got her snapchat and continued to talk to her going forward. To be honest, this went better than I expected.As i was frequently talking to her I realized she turned out to be a lot like me. The more Igot to know her the more we got close. It was so perfect that we both had issues with our love life and we quickly knew that maybe we should give each other a shot at love. I can honestly say that it was a very wise decision because we have both learned a lot from eatch other up until the present time. We have been making tons of memories through out the duration of our relationship and I am happy to say that July 28th, 2017, will be our year anniversary.

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