#I've got a backup chara that would be really easy to play

[void-cloud]

CW Ed; disordered eating;

With the current rpg campaign coming to an end, we have started talking about whats next and bouncing around chara ideas and hhhhhh well

It's gonna be psychological horror story and the chara concept I'm currently most drawn to is basically built around having an eating disorder.

We've been clearing triggers and so far everyone's fine with it.....buuuut I've realized that if I play her the way I would like to, there is a chance I'll make my own disordered eating worse.

Ooooor actually dealing with this whole can of worms and having a proxy overcome her struggles with food could give me a new perspective on my own.

At this point it could really go either way (or even no way cause I don't know if I even significally connect with the chara until I actually play her) and idk....I kinda wanna risk it but also hhhhh if it goes wrong it would be so bad x_x

#I've got a backup chara that would be really easy to play #and DM is on board for either so theoretically I could switch over any time #but also hhhhhhh send help x_x #ttrpg #vtm ocs #vampire the masquerade #vtm hecata #yells at cloud #food cloud