#IDK ITS JUST SO SCARY....for no reason but its scary nonetheless. and my stomach still hurts

[old-knightsvow]

wish i could be as excited as everyone else but my brain feels exactly like "im having the time of my life! (lying)" "this is nightmarish" 🔁 "im having the time of my life! (lying)" "this is nightmarish" 🔁 (rinse and repeat) ever since i woke up

#txt #sorry for being a party pooper. my brain doesn't know how to deal w Exciting Stuff and tumblr is my personal diary so... #IDK ITS JUST SO SCARY....for no reason but its scary nonetheless. and my stomach still hurts #like i dont even care if its Bad. i could watch the whole thing without dialogue and i would be happy nonetheless for the little people #on my screen but. idk. so so scary