#ITS UNFAIRRR out of all types of fictional unhealthy dynamics i love codependencies the most

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the fucked part about soushin is. big thing yes. i love it when people interpret midgame them as a fucked codependency thing BUT all the same i cant. its. a weird thing about reflections and past belonging and hiyori sou being a hazard for a variety of reasons but i cant see a codependency in there which means i cant Write it bc of my own "write the closest to canon u can at any time always and then its just gonna end up normal fic sort-of-not-really-canon-compliancy". Thing. somebody write soushin midcanon codependency for me ill kiss you sweetly (slash silly)

#not explaining the way i see their dynamic. sou/og sou bout to become my fourth most #written ao3 relationship tag and then youll just see i guess #ITS UNFAIRRR out of all types of fictional unhealthy dynamics i love codependencies the most #...sighs okay i guess a big part of it is midoris 'opposite of love is indifference' logic #which means he can attempt well enough to brush shins reaction off when he finally realises hes with asunaro #and that he was using him harming him toootally didnt have any emotional connection to him etc etc. its fun #i make midori have a panic attack because of it once. he thinks hes all infallible bc of that 'flexible' mindset #but hes just not. #edit: its on an unrelated note to canon tbf. specifically with shin dying #all the while shin is unable to properly rationalize their dynamic at all cause hes busy being a walking timebomb #they DONT NEED each other its just shin getting caught up by shadows and. oh the way i perceive shin to view midori... #i dont think ive done it justice in day 6 soushin week (<- not posted yet tf is this guy talking about) #shin doesnt need midori (he does need hiyori sou very much) but the bond is There and is too solid #while midori is a prideful fuck #and surely he Wants shin for himself but hes so sure he doesnt Need him #wHATEVER this is all because i promised id write down every dialogue piece of shins from ch1ch2 the way i did #for both of them in ch3 so theyd make more sense to my shitty little memory #im having. withdrawal. #soushin #i think after that wall of text it deserves that tag