#SHE MAKES ME SO SAD GEGE GIVE ME MOREEEEWEE

[yioh]

thinking about why shoko as a character feels so tragic to me, she’s lost so much along all the years of being alive whilst being forced to stand at the ‘safety’ of the sidelines, forced to watch all her friends and family die one by one as she desperately tries to save them, she watched them lose their minds and drift away so far to a place she could never reach them, but she never shows it??? never lets her nonchalant uninterested facial expression fall ??? she looks so put together until u see how many cigarettes she had smoked that day… and just that one tiny detail was so sad because it truly showed how broken she must be, how she’s holding everything in and how it DID affect her ,, but she’ll tell nobody, never let that facade of being ok fall, if anyone’s gotta stay neutral and strong it should be her right ?? satoru is too emotional and suguru is …. gone already. shoko is all alone, shoko is the observer in this series, the sole viewer to all the tragedies.

#SHE MAKES ME SO SAD GEGE GIVE ME MOREEEEWEE #U COULD LITERALLY MAKE HER ARC SO ANGSTY OMFG #LET HER BREAKDOWN AND SOB AND RELEASW ALL HER PENT UP EMOTIONS HELD TOGETHER FOR A DECADE #jjk spoilers