#SOME PRIMAL YEARNING DEEP WITHIN THE HOLLOWS OF MY CHEST. FOR A MATH CLASS

[agueforts]

hey did you know being disabled affects your ability to do things. fucked up if true

#SOME PRIMAL YEARNING DEEP WITHIN THE HOLLOWS OF MY CHEST. FOR A MATH CLASS #aspen tag #i miss doing things! #i miss learning! i miss activity! i miss being able to keep up with my interests or have hobbies or even just eat three meals a day! #i miss feeling like i had control over any part of my life! #i'm tired of being tired! it's all been the same for so long and i don't know if there's a way out! #i wouldn't know how to break out of it either way but it'd be nice to know that maybe i could! #everyone expects me to have all the answers #and all i can give is that if i knew how to help myself i wouldn't fucking be here in the first place! #coughs and composes myself. sorry. there was physics in the fic i was reading #and i briefly remembered what it was like to just. fully invest yourself in something. and how fun it is #the feeling is. um. somewhat of a rarity nowaday #gestures. avolition when i muster the energy to get you. anhedonia when i find it in myself to care #deep sigh. and so it goes 👍