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rodolfoparras · 6 months

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Kiss on the forehead to both you and 🐻‍❄️ for those latest old man Price posts because they're genuinely so good?? I just wanna treat that old man right and make him see stars, whether it's him riding me or me riding him. I want him so shamelessly 😔

I swear I don't know how I'd be able to keep my hands off of him I'd be so insufferable. Wouldn't want to hear a thing from him about how he's an old man and I am too young and can do better. Shut up and let me love you!!

Also, this morning while I was getting ready I randomly remembered this post of yours where you wrote about old man Price and his younger alt/rockstar boyfriend who reminds Price of crushes he had when he was younger and I need you to know how that drabble lives in my head rent free and it healed me spiritually and I keep forgetting to tell you how much I love it.

Like whenever I'm getting ready and putting my silly (scary) outfits and makeup (and all goths who wear makeup know how long that takes) I know damn well how horribly people will react but I also don't care. BUT something about imagining John being all heart eyes over it and watching me with biggest smile while I'm getting ready makes me feel so warm all over. The way I can totally imagine him saying something like "You look like Ozzy/Robert Smith" and I know I'd cry if he did.

Just a little ramble from me <3

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Kiss on ur forehead for reading them angel!!

Also you’ve got ideas spinning in my head because what about old man price who’s so used to being low on pda, always keeping his private life and work life separated but after he meets you he just can’t help but send a loving glance your way when you’re teaching new recruits or doing well on a mission, can’t help but put a hand on your shoulder or even subtly sneak a hand under your shirt when you’re stationed out somewhere with the squad, will openly place a kiss on your lips when 141 is around because he loves you so much and he wants to show the world besides he’s old doesn’t know how much time he has left why keep that love to himself

Also everyone knowing that price and you are dating laswell being extremely happy because that man has been single so long and she and her wife have begged and pleaded for him to find someone

Also I am creeped out with how in sync we are bc I was thinking about that Drabble just recently?😭 it’s one of my favorites and I’m so glad you liked it sugar!! Price would literally be your biggest supporter in everything you do, he’d love to sit on the sink or on the floor or wherever you’ll have him while you do your make up he’d even offer to help put it on and his tongue would be peaking out brows pinched in concentration as he glides the make up brush over your lid he’d also always want to help you take it off especially if you’re too tired somehow he’ll be like sleep love I’ll take care of it and uses baby wipes to get it off and even do a mini skin care routine while you sleep placing kisses on your face etc🥹

#alec answers #🔮 anon

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betweenthings2 · 3 months

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3 & 9 for the remember when prompts 🥹

Thank you for the ask!! The list is here if anyone else wants to see it. I wrote these instead of working on my thesis, which I think is a sound use of my time, even though I have to present tomorrow. Enjoy.

3. Remember when we would exchange glances whenever someone would say something completely out of pocket?

9. Remember when you promised me so, so many things, and, somehow, you were able to keep them?

George doesn't really remember what anyone said, he just remembers the way he and Matty look at each other and they way Matty laughs, if it's something particularly unexpected. Sometimes it's a whole body reaction, doubled over and panting trying to catch his breath from laughing too hard, sometimes it's a huffed chuckle at something half funny, sometimes it's George's favorite reaction, a laugh that can only be described as a giggle that Matty finds terribly un-masculine, something which Ross likes to poke fun at him for. George loves it, goes out of his way to get Matty to laugh like that. Really, George loves it when Matty laughs at all--he remembers all the times when Matty stopped laughing, quiet, mirthless days that turned to weeks and sometimes months. Matty laughing any laugh is his favorite sound.

He told Matty this once, to which he responded by quizzing George about every favorite piece of music versus his laughter. Matty's laughter won every time and eventually he tucked his head under George's chin, suddenly shy, and mumbled an 'I love you, too.'

George cherishes his memories of Matty laughing, happy, especially when it was them laughing together at something that was theirs, which is why it stops him in his tracks when he realizes that those moments he loves have all but vanished from his life. It's not for people not saying ridiculous things--he hears the ridiculous things on the daily-- but for people tip-toing around Matty, he realizes.

Maybe that's fair. No one's really sure what to do with Matty right now. They'd had their intervention. Matty had reacted in line with how they'd expected him to react and then he'd come to his senses and agreed that rehab was probably the best choice at this point. So Matty is going to rehab, he just hasn't gone yet. Apparently, it takes time to get things in order, and in the meantime, they're still trying to record an album. Only, it's hard to record an album with an elephant in the room that grows every day that no one will have a real conversation with the creative force behind the band. No one but George, that is.

Matty and George are still living in each other's orbit, even if Matty is doing everything he can to make himself smaller and take up less space. It breaks George's heart, even if he doesn't have the heart to say it to Matty. He doesn't need more in his mind now.

This is what George does say, one night when they're both in bed, Matty's departure growing ever near, "Do you remember how we would exchange glances whenever someone would say something completely out of pocket? And you always laughed?"

Matty nods slightly, head resting on George's chest. He's tactile, more so since everything imploded, as George has begun to think of it as. "No one will say anything to me or in front of me anymore," he says quietly. His words are a bit slurred, a product of the drugs his body as come to rely on, George knows.

George pauses. He hadn't expected Matty to have put two and two together, but in hindsight, he's not sure why. Even strung out, Matty is brilliant, coming to conclusions before most people have realized there's a conclusion to find.

"Everyone thinks I'm going to lose it if they say the wrong thing," Matty continues. "I guess I have kinda lost it."

George runs his fingers up Matty's shirt where it rests on his hip, the bone worryingly obvious, hoping that the contact will be grounding. It is for him. "You haven't lost it," George tries. They both know that's not really true.

Matty scoffs. "Yeah, I have. You and I both know I have. At least be honest with me."

"'s gonna be ok," George offers. "It is."

"Again," Matty says, "at least do me the courtesy of not lying to me. We all know I've fucked it all up. I'm just the only one who's going to say it."

"Matty, if you'd fucked it all up, we wouldn't be here recording another album. If you'd fucked it all up, we wouldn't have cared so much about you going to rehab," George says, doing his very best to sound convincing.

"Adam and Ross won't even look at me," Matty says after a moment of quiet.

"Shall I have a go at them for you?" George offers, half hoping Matty will be amused.

All Matty does is quietly say, "No. That won't fix it."

Serious it is, George decides. "They're scared," he says. "I'm scared."

"I'm scared, too," Matty admits.

"I know," George answers, running his thumb over Matty's hipbone.

"Nothing's ever gonna be the way it was," Matty continues. "No one is ever gonna look at me the same. You don't look at me the same."

"How do I look at you?" George asks carefully, thumb still running over Matty's hipbone again and again and again.

Matty thinks for a moment, then answers, "Like you're petrified."

George lets out a long breath, then says, "I am. I was so fucking scared for you. I thought I'd wake one morning and you wouldn't. I'm still afraid I might."

"I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry. I didn't mean to. I really didn't fucking mean to, I just can't sleep and," Matty cuts himself off with a choked sob. "I'm so fucking sorry."

"I know," George says again.

"Do you have any cigarettes?" Matty asks suddenly. "I don't know where mine are."

"Yeah, but we'll have to go outside. Jamie'll bitch at us about the cleaning fee if we don't."

Matty groans, but agrees, "Ok," and untangles himself from George and the blankets. He's always cold these days, even with the warmth of Southern California.

So they go outside and share two cigarettes and Matty stands as close to George as he possibly can and tries not to shiver. He's itching for something else when the second cigarette has burned down to the filter, but he's not dope-sick, not yet, and George probably isn't going to give him another cigarette so they go back inside and get back in bed. Matty rests his head on George's chest again and George runs his hand up Matty's t-shirt, to rest in the middle of his back, a warm weight and a reminder of love no matter what.

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"Do you remember," Matty starts, "how you promised me so many things? And somehow, you kept them? All of them? How you were right every time?" The TV is on in the background, playing a cooking show and Matty is comfortably resting against George, back against his chest, on the couch.

George combs his fingers through Matty's bleached curls and answers, "I do."

And George has promised Matty a lot of things over the years, good and bad. Matty has made promises, too, but George usually makes the promises that matter, the ones that are about life and love. Matty always agrees, he just has a hard time saying it first.

"You're good at that," Matty continues. "Good at keeping promises. Better than me, at any rate."

"Don't go there," George counters. "Don't do that thing where you start thinking about things and beat yourself up for every mistake you've ever made. I've made mistakes, too, we all have."

"I'm not," Matty says quickly. "I'm not going there. I'm just thinking. Like, do you remember that time I got completely lost in, like, I don't even remember and I was wearing that little dress you loved and I called you and then my phone died and we found each other we got absolutely pissed instead of going back to the hotel? Ross had to come find us."

"Vaguely," George agrees. He does remember that night. He remembers Matty in that little tiny dress, curls bouncing off his flushed cheeks, laughing, grinning. He doesn't remember where the hell they were, either, but he remembers Matty. He remembers Matty perfectly.

Matty nods. "Yeah. And I said it was the best night of my life and you promised me that you'd make sure I'd have hundreds of best nights of my life."

George remembers that, too.

"Or when we moved to that first flat together and I basically moved into your bedroom and you told me that I'd never have to sleep alone if I didn't want to?" Matty continues.

George nods, recalling that, too. They'd been in the flat for a week at most, and Matty had come into his room, tentative and with a blanket wrapped around his shoulders, telling George he was cold and couldn't sleep, and asking if he could sleep there for a night. That turned into two nights and then a week and then a month, and then George had asked if Matty ever planned on going back to his own bedroom. Matty spent one night in his own room before retuning to George's, claiming he slept better with someone else, so George had promised Matty wouldn't have to sleep alone if he didn't want to.

"I like that memory," Matty says quietly. "When we were in LA, you, erm," Matty pauses, "you promised me that I'd be ok, that, erm, it wasn't the end of the world."

"Yeah?" George prompts when Matty goes quiet.

"You were right. You've always been right," Matty says finally. "I'm kind of ok, I think. And you've helped me get there."

George ruffles Matty's bleached hair and presses a kiss to his temple. "You are ok," he says quietly. "You're great."

Matty tilts his head back against George's shoulder and continues, "I just, well, thanks. I don't think I ever said thank you."

George smiles softly, overcome with love for the man relaxing in his lap. "You don't have to say thank you," he says. "I love you. That's how it works."

Matty gives a half shrug, relaxed and easy, and responds, "I love you, too. That's why I needed to say thank you."

George shifts so he can give Matty a proper kiss, but doesn't say anything more. There's nothing else he needs to say.

#my fic

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humsaafar · 10 months

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Dekho dekho, kaun wapis aaya hai!

Yaar, saalon baad mulakat. No drama has been interesting to me for a while, I tried to watch Tere Bin but pretty sure I only got up to episode 10 🥲 So many dramas are in my DNF category but Mohabbat Ghumshuda Meri has me hooked yet pissed at the same time. Honestly, what kind of zidd is this? Saim & Zobia took a stand for their love & how did Zobia’s family react? By fixing her engagement with someone else ; Roshna not telling her until a day before her assumed engagement with Saim was so wrong. I’m sorry but what sin have they committed? I know it’s Pakistan, but come on yaar, they have been screaming since the beginning that they liked one another and no one listened to them ; “bacha hain, abhi kuch bhi nahi pata” laanat on this type of thinking. One thing I will say is that the gaslighting and manipulation done by Zobia’s father is so typical desi baap with jahil thinking. You come to know that your daughter likes someone, she comes to you herself saying THIS is who I like, yet you ignore it all and fix her engagement to some random dude to save face? What face? Their relationship has only come in front of the immediate family, who for some reason, are harboring this hate and resentment towards their love without any valid reason. Both of them approached you guys to get them engaged so that no one dare raise a finger on you guys or their love. All you had to do was get them engaged and then marriage would’ve been down the line once they graduated college & settled in their careers. I feel for Saim and Zobia, I do. Because they have been giving solutions to everyone’s problems yet they’re being shut down or silenced. Ffs, they’re the ones that have to spend their lives with the one they choose, not the parents or any other elder, it’s between them and their choice which for some reason ghaas khane gaye hai. A big prop I will give to Saim’s dad is that after seeing the love that his son held for this girl and how painful it is for him to lose her, he said fuck it, I’m going to get my son his happiness. Saim’s mom is slowly reaching there as well but his dad won my heart when he left after consoling Saim to go talk to Zobia’s dad. He tried his hardest to make him understand, to stop the engagement, but to no avail and it sucks because in the beginning, seeing how well Zobia got along with her dad and how protective he was of her and her feelings ; it seemed that he’d go to any ends for her happiness but sadly, that wasn’t the case. Abh, we gotta wait until next week cause MY BOY SAIM DID NOT PLAYYYY when he said he ain’t letting that engagement happen and TYG that he got there on time. Even after Zobia’s “to be” in-laws find out that she loves someone else and he loves her, I just know her family is gonna do some stupid shit still and stand in their way. Pyaar hi toh kiya hai yaar, yet I love how their love is shaking the world and how much they’re fighting to make everyone realize that they love each other and cannot be without one another. Yeah, Zobia had some hiccups when it came to some things such as not speaking up during the proposal Saim initially sent with her consent but I feel for her when she did that. That was the first her family besides Roshna were hearing that their relationship was more than just friendship. Everyone questioning her put her on the spot yet when it came down to it after Daaniyal’s nonsense, she stood her ground which was just 👏🏼 shabashhhh! I’m excited to see what next week’s episode will hold - I just know that Zobia’s family will do dumb shit instead of listening to her once again but the development from Saim’s family excites me the most because they’re finally listening to Saim and they’re supporting him and his love, no matter what 🥹 Chalo yaar, raat bohot hogaye hai. Until next time, jaans ❤️‍🔥

#aish’s thoughts #mgm #khushhal khan #dananeer mobeen

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aquagustd · 2 years

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🐇 anon here !

wow eye,, the new chapter is insane miss yus! first off, thank you so much for giving us an update aka what we dont deserve hehe 💗

i love it so much. i can see this getting so messy

im really feeling stuck between the two and im SO broken. not jungkook being a simp for oc as we expected 🥱🤤 i felt healed and then broken all at the same time. ughhh... and junho 🥺

i really yearn for this family too. im absolutely shook. cant tell however, if jungkook is just playing us again. kinda like how an abuser will try and make the victim forget about their wrongs by throwing an emotional fit. hm. or maybe im super happy because i knew he was gonna crack eventually. he probably was telling the truth? the smut was so steamy 🥵 i could feel the toxicity through my screen. oof. down bad.

anyways. taehyung is THAT boyfie. wow wow wow. i just have no words. so in love with this. hes so hot. i live for the jealously on both sides. i hope oc doesnt hurt him. i can already see her feeling guilty asf. imperfect characters its all so realistic feeling i love it.

i do however, am interested in the whole textile thing. im trying to piece stuff together but im just so so suprised everytime i read. you really have a gift, yus. this is amazing writing. its all relevant information being given yet im so not ready to hear it all. i dont really trust jimin........ pls trust ur gut oc. although, not sure if thats worked out for her in the past. my poor baby.

junho, oc and jk never reached the beach... hmmm metaphor? wondering if this is just a huge facade/set up waiting to break our heart all over again. im trusting in your words that they will get a happy ending 😭 im being edged in the best way possible.

thank you!

p.s. fuck sora. im apart of that club for sure 🔫 i want her gone lol. im onto her

hey !! ofc jk is a simp for miss oc 🤚🏻 i definitely see your confusion w jk. like we don’t really know if he’s being sincere or if he knows oc too well 🫣 predicting how she would react etc. ig we’ll see…

tae 🫦 literally where can i get a bf like him. he’s so hot & jealous in a totally non-toxic way *hint hint* & her guilt is there meaning that she does feel a lot for him :(

ah thank you 🥹 yes yes it’s all very relevant and we’ll definitely get more info about the textile business. do you guys remember that jk has another warehouse in the area where oc, tae, yoongi, etc live?? yeh

i agree. oc should just trust her gut about jimin 😔 YES !! i mentioned before that the beach is a metaphor for something. i think someone got it 👀 it’s supposed to be ~something~ that ~one/all of them~ yearn for.

LMAO the sora hate club is alive & thriving i see. tysm for reading <333

#edged in the best way pls 😭#fic: hie #squishies #hie: theories #anti sora club #🐇 anon #hie: thebeach

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