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betweenthings2 · 14 hours
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Thank you for the ask!!
🍎 Red Apple: I like your blog and your personality! 
Oh, my god, really? There are real tears, you are so sweet 💚💚
Send me a fruit!! =)
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betweenthings2 · 15 hours
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🍈 :)
Thank you for the ask!!
🍈 Melon: I love your sense of humor
You like me sense of humor?? You think I'm funny??? Ahhh, I love that so much, but people do, weirdly, think I'm funny. I used to be an RA in the dorms on my campus, which is a horrible, horrible job, especially when you're me, but all of my coworkers thought I was hilarious when most of the time I was really just being bitchy.
Send me a fruit!! =)
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betweenthings2 · 16 hours
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I'm working on prompts and I keep accidentally capitalizing 'he' and 'his' and I have to say if there was ever a man to capitalize pronouns for it's George Daniel.
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betweenthings2 · 19 hours
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anonymously send me a fruit!
🍏 Green Apple: I like your personality more than your blog! 🍎 Red Apple: I like your blog and your personality!  🍌 Banana: You’re fun to talk to! 🍒 Cherries: I think you’re hot! 🥥 Coconut: I like your taste in music! 🍆 Eggplant: I don’t remember why I followed you… 🍇 Grapes: I wish we were better friends! 🥝 Kiwi Fruit: I have a small crush on you… 🍋 Lemon: I love your sense of fashion! 🍈 Melon: I love your sense of humor 🍑 Peach: I want to date you! 🍐 Pear: I wish you knew I existed… 🍍 Pineapple: We never talk, but I care about you! 🍓 Strawberry: I have a huge crush on you! 🍊 Tangerine: I prefer what you post more than what you reblog 🍉 Watermelon: I prefer what you reblog more than what you post
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betweenthings2 · 2 days
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Number 8 - “You're taking their side?" for the angst prompts!
Thank you for the ask!! The prompt list is here if anyone else wants to see it =) Today was my last day of class as an undergraduate, so I've written angst to celebrate(?).
Angst Prompt 8- "You're taking their side?"
Matty can't believe what he's hearing. They want him gone. George wants him gone. George promised that they'd be together and that they'd be ok, and now he wants Matty gone.
Beyond Matty, someone is talking, Adam, he thinks, carefully chosen words coming in a gentle voice. All Matty hears is static. When he glances down, his hands are shaking, but he doesn't know if that's because he desperately needs a hit or because he's feeling panicked and ambushed.
"Stop," Matty tries, but his voice is small and shaky.
"Look, Matty, all we're trying to say is that rehab seems like the best choice here. You're not fine and we're not, well, it's hard to be in the studio with you strung out. You-"
"I fucking said stop," Matty cuts in, voice hard and sharp. "Just shut up. Stop talking to me like you get it because I guarantee you don't. You don't get it and I can't do it they way you think I should. And you know what? I’m the fucking frontman. I'm the one who writes the fucking songs. If you want this to keep going then this is what I need to keep going. Fucking let me be!"
With that, Matty pushes his chair away from the table and flees, hands still shaking. He slams the door to the bedroom he and George are sharing behind him and immediately wishes he hadn't. Here he's trapped. Here he's available for another ambush. In an effort to hide, Matty sinks down to sit below the window behind the bed. There's a pack of cigarettes and a lighter left on the windowsill so he lights a cigarette in an effort to get a handle on himself and figure out how he's going to make this go a way he likes.
George knocks on the door and enters the room just as Matty is stubbing the cigarette out in the mug they've been using as an ashtray. He looks, well, scared. Matty doesn't see him scared very often.
"Hey," George murmurs when he catches sight of Matty.
Matty doesn't say anything, just draws his knees up to his chest and wraps his arms around his knees like he's trying to contain himself and stares at the floor. The carpeting is an off white and there's a stain under the nightstand. It looks like coffee.
George sits down, close, but not too close, trying to give Matty some space and tries again, and repeats, "Hey."
"Fuck off," Matty mumbles.
"You know I can't do that."
"Fuck. Off."
"Matty," George tries. "I'm begging you. Please. Just listen to me."
"No."
George sighs and repeats, "Please. Just listen for a minute. You can tell me to fuck off after that, but I'm begging you. Please."
"This isn't my fault! This isn't my fault!" Matty bursts out. "You're all blaming me and I'm doing my best. I'm sorry my best is bad, but this is my best and it's not my fault."
"I'm not blaming you," George murmurs, "but you're not well. You have to recognize that."
"I know," Matty snaps. "Don't fucking talk to me like I don't know."
"Matty, rehab-"
"You're taking their side? You're taking their fucking side?" Matty jabs a finger toward the living room, where Adam and Ross are sitting. It's one thing to feel betrayed by his oldest friends and another entirely to feel betrayed by George, by the person he loves, the person he expected to stand by him through anything and everything. "You'd have me shipped off to who knows where with a bunch of fucking strangers? You'd send me away? You'd have me-" Matty cuts himself off with a choked sob, then, "You'd have me gone?"
George moves a little bit closer and offers a hug, saying, "C'mere."
Matty does and lets himself slump against George and cries.
"I know you're scared," George offers. "And I know that this isn't easy for you, but I'm scared, too, Matty. I don't want you gone. I don't want you anywhere I'm not, but, fuck, I don't want you dead, either."
"'m not gonna kill myself," Matty sniffles, voice muffled slightly by his position against George's chest. "I don't need rehab."
George combs his fingers through Matty's hair and presses a kiss against his head before saying, "Listen to me, Matthew. I'm not taking anyone's side. I'm not trying to send you away. I don't want you gone. I'm on your side. Just, please, think about it."
"Fine," Matty relents. "I'll think about it."
Some of the tension falls away from George's body and he presses another kiss into Matty's curls, saying, "That's all I'm asking."
"I'm sorry," Matty mumbles.
"I know," George answers. "I do."
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betweenthings2 · 3 days
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ask game for fanfic writers
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do you know how you want the story to end when you start, or are you just stumbling through the figurative wilderness hoping to find a road?
talk about a notable time a narrative or character has looked you dead in the eyes and said “fuck your plan, here’s what we’re actually doing.”
on a scale of 1-10 how much do you enjoy incorporating romance into the average story?
what is the plot bunny you’ve been carrying for the longest? optional bonus question: do you ever wonder why you haven’t written it yet and experience deep existential dread?
have you ever made a playlist about something you were writing as an elaborate means to procrastinate when you could have been actually writing and if yes drop a link, son
do you have any kind of consistent writing schedule or just hoping for the best?
tell us about the plot of the first fanfic you ever wrote
what’s your relationship with constructive criticism and feedback like? do you seek it out? how well do you take it?
in an ideal world where you’re already super successful and published, would you want to see a tv or movie adaptation of your work? why or why not?
at what point in the process do you come up with titles, and how easy or hard is that for you?
what’s something neat you’ve learned while doing research for something you were writing? also, how much do you worry about doing research in general?
do you ever have trouble focusing on writing? how do you get around that? 
talk about a writing experience that has pleasantly surprised you.
what’s your worst writing habit? 
where do you share your writing?
where is your favorite place to write?
what is your favorite line you’ve ever written?
what is your most and least favorite part of writing?
what are some books or authors that influenced your style the most?
what is your favorite trope to write?
pick a writer to co-write a book with and tell us what you’d write about.
describe your writing process from scratch to finish.
how do you deal with writers block?
on average, how much writing do you get done in a day?
what’s your revision or rewriting process like?
do you like to write one-shots or series, and why?
do you share rough drafts or do you wait until it’s all polished? 28. And who do you share them with?
handwritten notes or typed notes?
give us a spoiler for one of your stories.
most inspirational quote you’ve ever read or heard that’s still important to you.
tell us about one of your characters who’s an absolute joy to write
do characters influence your writing style?
do you start with the characters or the plot when writing?
how do you name characters and places?
tell us about a character who’s very different than you who you love a whole lot
do you base your characters of real people or not? If so, tell us about one.
when creating characters, what comes first: appearance, backstory, motivation, personality, something else?
how many stories do you work on at one time?
are you an avid reader?
best piece of feedback you’ve ever gotten.
what is the weirdest story idea you’ve ever had.
describe the aesthetic of a story in 5 words.
how did writing change you?
any writing advice you want to share?
name three of your favorite fanfic writers.
what time are you the most productive when it comes to writing?
what story are you most proud of?
do you reread your own stories?
do you want to be published some day?
do you plan or do you write whatever comes to your mind?
share the synopsis of a story you work on that you haven’t published yet
how many unfinished ideas/stories are you working on at the same time?
when writing, do you have an outline? and do you stick to it?
what’s a common writing tip that you almost always follow?
do you have any abandoned WIP’s? What made you abandon them?
five years from now, where do you see yourself as a writer?
what is the last thing that a fic made you google when you were reading it?
what is the last thing that a fic made you google when you were writing it?
where is the most dangerous place that you’ve read fic?
where is the most dangerous place that you’ve written fic?
what was the first commercial property (book/movie/tv show/etc) that you realized was actually professional fanfiction?
what’s the weirdest reason you’ve ever shipped something?
what’s the best insult you’ve read in a fic?
what is your favourite title for a fic you’ve read? 
what is your favourite title for a fic you’ve written? 
when have you felt the most confident in your writing? 
when have you felt the least confident?
how long will you spend on a story or scene before you give up?
how do you write emotional scenes? do you ever feel what the characters feel?
are you very critical of your own writing? how much do you find yourself editing (either during the writing or after the fact)?
how do you balance writing and life? do you ever feel overwhelmed by the amount of writing you have to do?
what do you do if a scene gets too serious?
how do you visualize scenes? do you see it like a movie in your head, or do the words just flow?
are you a planner, pantser, or planster?
do you know how your story ends before you start writing?
what is one essential thing to remember when writing a villain? 
how do you write kissing scenes?
how do you choose where to end a chapter?
are you an over-writer, under-writer, or just-right-er?
do you try to put themes, motifs, messages, morals, etc in your writing? if so, how do you go about it?
if you could go back in time and give your younger self a piece of writing advice specific to you, what would it be?
“proper” punctuation or all lowercase?
less is more or more is more?
said: overused or underused?
what would be on a moodboard for your current wip(s)?
which season best matches the mood of your wip(s)?
does your writing style change depending on the genre you write?
if you could have another author write your wip for you (bc we all dream of this occasionally), who would it be?
sarcastic narrators: entertaining or overdone?
do you notice your own voice in your writing style?
how has your writing style changed over the years?
first, second, or third person?
do you hear other people’s writing styles when they talk?
do you prefer dialogue or description?
do you describe a character’s appearance all right away or in pieces?
romantic/social sideplots: interesting or irritating?
abstract or detailed romance scenes?
what don’t you like about your writing style?
was being a writer a dream of yours when you were little? or did it spring up when your older? or is it just a hobby? 
open question to the writer.
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a compiled list of asks for me to reference. they are not my own. just some of my favorite questions i’ve picked out from a couple different lists. feel free to reblog and use too!!
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betweenthings2 · 3 days
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sometimes I go to reblog things or tell y'all something and I have to have a little conversation with myself about the idea of too much information and how y'all don't need every thought that comes into my little brain. it's a real struggle in my life
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betweenthings2 · 3 days
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self discipline is so hard like. i know the sucker who's in charge...a pushover who hates authority and loves hedonism
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betweenthings2 · 3 days
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george making sure matty felt safe and in control when they were being intimate 😭🥺
💚💚💚
Everyone in this fic is trying so hard and it's not always going great, but they're trying. Fictional!George is pretty sure that's what matters. Hell, I'm pretty sure that's most of what matters.
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betweenthings2 · 3 days
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the bowl last night was a bad idea i read it and then instead of coming back i immediately feel asleep so here i my thoughts the next day:
you were right. matty and george were so so sad in this fic and it hurt in the best way. i loved the comfort in the end too. i commend your ability to write about these topics with such grace and sensitivity. you are truly a brilliant writer
some parts that stuck w me
“he's always known that Matty will shift in order to be loved or fit into what he thinks he needs to be in order to be loved, but he didn't realize that Matty let people push him around.”
"I don't really know what to tell you other than that I like to see you happy. I like doing nice things for you."
"I don't know what to do with that, George. I don't know how to let you love me in the way you want to."
“I’m afraid of hurting you,” he admits. “I’m afraid that you’re going to look back on, on us, and realize I hurt you, and-“
“You’re so wonderful, so perfect, beloved. I’d do anything for you. So perfect.”
You know, immediately falling is so valid. I've meant to do many things and instead fallen asleep.
That said, thank you for your thoughts and the compliments--you're so kind!! I love seeing what people have to say about my fic =) Honestly the more I think about this fic and The Big Light, the more I feel like there might need to be a third part because they're so emotional and so sad.
The first three bits you've pulled out are from the first scene I really wrote for this fic and the scene that made me decide there was actually going to be a part two because I had no idea what to do with it otherwise. I think there's a theme through Everything, and The Big Light to a lesser extent, of fictional!Matty having really no idea who he is without some kind of external relationship to define himself by and thinking that his worth as a person is defined by his position as someone's boyfriend, so he has no idea how to let himself be loved simply because he is, not for any kind of utility he has for another person.
Poor fictional!George in this fic, honestly. He's so scared that he's acted in the same way that this guy who he legitimately hates did and he's having a very hard time with that, especially in combination with the fact that whatever he and fictional!Matty had before was objectively an unhealthy and vaguely dysfunctional relationship.
And, of course, the smut scene. That was the last thing I wrote for this fic and it almost didn't make the final cut, but I had no idea how to make the following conversations work, so it stayed. I'm thrilled that part of it stood out to you because I was worried about it.
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betweenthings2 · 3 days
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smut prompt list!!!
pls request one member + max 2 prompts!!
favs are in italics!
no. of reqs: 34
1.  “ sit still or ill stop”
2.  “does it get you hard knowing our friends are ten feet away?”
3.  “touch yourself for me”
4.  “aw baby why didn’t you tell me, i could’ve helped you”
5.  “aw is my baby getting tired? here, i’ll help”
6.  “baby, i have somewhere to be stop trying to fuck”
7.  “louder, they need to hear who can get you like this”
8.  “you know what you’re doing”
9.  “you’re only acting like this because i’m not giving you my strap”
10.  “i came so hard last night just from a picture of you”
11.  “did i say you could cum?”
12.  “move your fucking hand”
13. "i’d hold onto something if i were you"
14. "let me give you a reason to stay in bed"
15. "please don’t stop"
16. "look at what you do to me"
17. "if you want to come, you better beg"
18. "if you insist"
19. "get on your hands and knees, right now"
20. "i just want to please you"
21. "i’ve never wanted to fuck you more than i do right now"
22. "i’m afraid i can no longer remain professional"
23. "i’ll let you do anything if you just touch me right now”
24. “i promise i’ll be good”
25. "i told you to stay still"
26. "maybe i need to remind you of your place"
27. "be a good boy and spread your legs"
28. “don’t worry i’ll take good care of you”
29. "don’t tempt me"
30. "don’t make me take you home and punish you"
31. "would you just shut up and kiss me already"
32. "try to stay quiet, understand?“
33. "we’re in public you know”
34. "did you touch yourself while i was gone?“
35. "are you trying to turn me on or are you really that oblivious?”
36. "you make a sound and it’s game over"
37. "were you just masturbating?“
38. “want help with that?”
39. "if we get caught i’m blaming you”
40. "if you don’t like my teasing, then why are you moaning?“
41. "i’m going to fuck you so hard you forget that person’s name”
42. "how quickly can you cum?“
43. “i want them to fuck you, just so you know i can do it better”
44. "no one can ever find out about this”
45. "if i have to pull over, you won’t be able to walk for a week"
46. "what are you going to do about it?“
47. "why so shy?”
48. "don’t worry. i’ll make you feel really good"
49. "i need you. now.“
50. "i want you to touch yourself
51. "do it like you always do”
52. "oh don’t mind me. just enjoying the view"
53. "don’t cover your face, i want to see you"
54. "you were always the quiet one"
55. “use your words, baby”
56. “you can give me another one, can’t you baby? for me, please?”
57. "you can pretend all you want, i can see the fucking mess you’re making of yourself.“
58. "did i give you permission to do that?”
59. “you’re so filthy… all this for me? how cute.”
60. "what pretty noises you’re making for me… am i making you feel good?“
61. “cry all you want… i’m starting to think you’re enjoying this.”
62. “i won’t bite. unless you’re into that kind of thing.”
63. “it’s hot when you talk back to me”
64. “you look good with my hands around your throat”
65. “if you called just to get off on my voice, i’m hanging up”
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betweenthings2 · 4 days
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helping your partner undress!! …pls <3
Thank you for the ask!! The prompt list is here if anyone else wants to see it =)
Physical intimacy prompts- helping your partner undress
"'k, I think it'll be easier if you sit down," Matty decides. "I don't want to hurt you 'cause I can't really reach."
George can't help but smile a bit at Matty's admission and lets himself be guided to the edge of the bed to sit. He's feeling the effects of the last dose of painkillers he'd been given in the hospital, so it's easy, easy, easy to let Matty be in charge, to sink into the opioid haze.
"There you go," Matty murmurs. He tugs George's t-shirt up and guides his good arm though the sleeve, doing his best not to jostle his injured shoulder too much. "I'm gonna move your sling now, ok?"
George nods and echoes, "Ok," and blinks up at Matty, watching him consider.
Matty smiles and cradles George's jaw, saying, "Oh, you are high, aren't you?"
George shakes his head slightly. "No, 'm not," he mumbles. "'m super, uh, not high."
Matty laughs. "The word you're lookin' for is sober, love. And you are not it."
"'m super sober," George tries again, words slightly slurred. "'m just sleepy."
Matty laughs again, but he says, "Whatever you say." He runs his thumb over George's cheek, before he unclips the sling and carefully removes it, saying, "You can go to bed soon, I promise. We're gonna get you undressed and, do you want a shower?"
George considers, letting Matty direct his movements to get his t-shirt off as he does. A shower would be nice. He's not sure when he actually last showered and the smell of antiseptic lingers, but god, he's so tired. The nurse had told him the painkillers might cause  drowsiness, but he's so tired. "Will you help? If I shower?" he asks quietly,
Matty tosses George's t-shirt in the general direction of their bags and promises, "'course I will."
George nods. "Shower would be good," he admits. "I feel, uh, hospital-y."
"Hospital-y, hmm?" Matty teases. "Alright, up you get."
George does as Matty tells him, keeping him arm bent and close like he'd been instructed to avoid jostling his injury. "Don't make fun of me," he protests, watching Matty undo his belt and jeans.
"I'm not makin' fun of you, love," Matty promises. He helps George get his jeans off offering a hand to help him balance, then gathers their toiletries and goes to turn on the shower so it can warm up.
George sits back down on the edge of the bed, suddenly chilled sitting there in just his boxers. He'd like Matty to come back. It's lonely and the haze in his head is more frustrating and upsetting than it is easy and comfortable without Matty. He's back fairly quickly though, which George appreciates.
Matty pulls his own shirt off and tossed it towards their bags, then urges George to his feet, offering a hand and saying, "Alright, the shower's warm for you. Do you want me to wash your hair?"
George's initial reaction is to decline. He's going to rely on Matty for so much while his shoulder heals and he'd hate to ask for too much now, lest Matty get frustrated with him later on, but god, Matty's hands would feel so good and it would be nice to have clean hair. George nods and says, "If you don't mind."
"I don't mind," Matty promises. "Not if it's you. You're just gonna have to sit down so I can reach."
George nods. He really hadn't been eager to stand, anyway, so he lets Matty help him out of his boxers and is very careful in sitting down in the bathtub. The water is warm and Matty's hands are gentle, so gentle, and it's so very comfortable that George lets himself lean against the side of the bathtub and just be. Matty is talking, voice soft, but George isn't quite sure what he's saying, the words not quiet enough to cut through the haze of the painkillers and the exhaustion of the day spent in the emergency room.
Eventually, though, Matty squeezes George's uninjured shoulder and, a little louder, asks, "G?"
George blinks up at him, doing his very best to seem awake and present.
"Can you get up?" Matty asks, offering a hand.
George nods and clamors to his feet carefully, clinging to the towel Matty wraps around him.
"How ya feelin'?" Matty asks.
"Tired," is George's answer. He is. Every step he takes feels like his feet weight a thousand pounds, like he is moved purely by Matty's will, by Matty's care.
"Almost there," Matty promises, as he helps George get redressed. After that, he rearranges the pillows on the bed per the doctor's instructions and pulls the sheets back, then turns back to George, announcing, "Alright. Ready for bed?"
"Been ready for bed for hours," George mumbles, but he lets Matty's careful hands guide him to bed and tuck the duvet back around him.
"Get some rest," Matty murmurs. "You'll feel better in the morning."
And then Matty leaves, which is the exact opposite of what George wants him to do. Granted, he can't really go far in the hotel room, but George would very much prefer him to be close. George can't get all the words to say that together, so he reaches out with his good arm, saying, "Matty."
"I'm just gonna shower, love," Matty answers. "I'll be back before you know it. You'll be asleep before I'm back."
Matty is probably right--George is exhausted and the bed is so, so comfortable. Still, it feels wrong to sleep without Matty next to him, so he wills himself to stay awake, just until Matty is done showering. He tries to think about something, anything, even the worry that's been at the front of his mind about the rest of the tour in an effort to stay awake, but the thoughts are heavy. George decides he'll get by with paracetamol from here on out.
By some miracle, George actually does manage to stay awake until Matty is crawling into bed next to him. Matty leaves space between them, though and as much as that's probably the right thing to do, George kind of hates it, so he reaches out to Matty with his good hand again. Matty takes it, squeezing gently.
"Thank you," George murmurs. "Love you."
"Always," Matty promises. "I love you, too."
And George sleeps.
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betweenthings2 · 4 days
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i just wanna say please don’t burn yourself out!! we love and appreciate everything you give us and want you to write and post at your own pace and put out what YOU want 🩷🩷🩷
You're so sweet, thank you 💚💚💚💚
Motivation and inspiration to write definately ebbs and flows for me, but I'm kind of in the rhythm of writing right now, so I'm using it, especially because I won't have a ton of time to write in the next few weeks. I'm doing well right now, though. =)
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betweenthings2 · 4 days
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loved big light pt 2 but i also LOVE everything you write even tho im a baby and have a hard time with angst
i just know the comfort will always be so good even though the hurt hurts!
ive even been thinking about rereading roadkill and that fic broke me so much i had to take breaks reading it
Thank you so much!! One day I'll write something happy. Probably. If it helps, just about everything I write gets a happy or hopeful ending, because I don't like it when thinks end sad.
Roadkill is honestly like my magnum opus, I'm pretty sure. The angst is, admittedly, kind of unending in that fic. It's 30k words of fictional!Matty being miserable with one (1) fun fact from me--that Western Kansas does, in fact, have a lot of limestone fence posts because there were no trees to make fences out when the territory was first settled. I hope your reread isn't too heartbreaking and one day soon I will write some fluff. =)
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betweenthings2 · 4 days
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Talk Shop Tuesday: If you could give one piece of advice to a brand new writer, what would it be?
Please and thanks <3 -@fieldsofview
Thank you for the ask!! I can't believe someone is asking me for writing advice, but I'll do my best.
It's kind of a cliché thing to say, I think, but the one thing that I would say is just write. Write about anything and everything. Write down every idea you have. They may not all become something, but some of them will. In the same vein, never delete anything. Edit and rewrite and change things that aren't working of course, but never just delete whole scenes. Copy and paste them into a new folder or document so it's not entirely gone with you remove it from a piece of writing. I reuse scenes/ideas I've cut from fics all the time and it's way easier to remove something that isn't working if I don't feel like I'm simply erasing something I've spent time on.
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betweenthings2 · 4 days
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I am having such a hard time emotionally atm but the chapter genuinely is what I needed. I adore the way you write matty and george, it is so stunning from the dialogue down to the little details I honestly could reread your stuff for hours and hours.
george and matty fics are so few and far between now but your blurbs and longer fics are so beautiful and what the tag was missing. will be seated for the next one and the one after that and the one after that 🤍
Thank you so much, you're so kind!! I hope things get better for you 💚💚💚 I'm sending love and virtual hugs.
Everything was definitely a labor of love, and there were some pieces I wasn't too sure about, so it's really good to hear that other people enjoyed it. I am legitimately working on some things to post this week and maybe, if we're lucky, there will be some fluff.
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betweenthings2 · 4 days
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got off work and saw you uploaded.. packing a bowl and i’ll lyk my thoughts when i come back 🫡
I hope you enjoy it--it is very sad, but so is most of what I write. I can't wait to hear your thoughts!! =)
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