#THAT IT IS NOW ONLY HITTING ME THAT ORYM COULD'VE FACED PERMADEATH

[mara-phelion]

there i was, breaking slowly at the fact that all those fictional scenarios we made up where dorian has to learn about orym dying while he's away would've been a reality if imogen and laudna didn't save him

only to find myself hit by an unstoppable force and go from tiny cracks on glass to completely shattered pieces because of this:

I AM NOT OKAY

#critical role spoilers #dorym #dorian storm #cr dorian #orym of the air ashari #cr orym #also don't look at my discord profile picture that is definitely not dorian's face plastered on megamind's body #YELLING #i am screaming i am sobbing i am punching the floor as i am crumpled on the ground #MY WHOLE CONSCIOUSNESS WAS SO FOCUSED THE ''YOU LIED'' SCENE #THAT IT IS NOW ONLY HITTING ME THAT ORYM COULD'VE FACED PERMADEATH #and dorian wouldn't even know :') #mara phelion: some thoughts head not that empty